...and is this what we live for

I don't know what to say anymore
all my words seams don't reach nothing
only nothingnes is there
cold as ice waiting for imortal soul to freze in time
now when I'm left alone to stray
without fear I bow to god and tell him to put me to sleep
all that I charished
all I loved
all I lived for is lost now
cause there's no reclamation for life

my time seams to expire
I'm leaving this worl without a witnes to tell my sory
nothing I ever achived in my life
and nothing I'll cary to the other world
only me and my restless soul

and I say farewell to the world
for my time is come
now I'm just an shadow that's carying his burden trough fogs of hell

ovo je nesto sta san bija napisa za nekog...jos jedna nedovsrena stvar...

I went one more time to sleep
just to see you one more time in my dreams
for that is the only way I could reach you
and as I fell to sleep I died with your face infront of me
and now I'm just another man wundering in dreams
wundering for a lifetime searching for love
in death embraced dream with no hope to fly above gray clouds
and finish without mistakes that I made trough my life

for you I'm drownong in endless pool of grace
for you I give up everything
for you I lived
for you I died
for you I'll always be there
you make me whole once again
cause you're my mistress of painful love

in the divine pits of hellful life we seek the justice and senece to live
nothing seams to be right no mater what we do no mater where we go
shame of thing called life is drowning us in dark days and cold nights
not to make us stronger but to suficate us with things that have no name a people fith face of
something that you thought is new and reborn as good with loittle time becomes shallow and cold
last will to live is sucked from us in dead night
soon the world will stop to exist and our poor souls will be trowed to hell to burn for lifetime
nothing is worth living in this world