Nisu bitne rijeci... bitno je otvoriti oci.. jednom... nije bitno kad...
od subote ujutro doma sam bila jako rijetko, tako da mi ne zamjerite sta vas nisam komentirala. u subotu ujutro ustala sam jako zivcana, jer cim sam otvorila oci vidjela sam poruku na mobu. idem je ja citat i kad sam dosla do kraja, popizdila sam. frend mi je poslao poruku da vjerojatno nece bit mjesta za zminj. bila sam uvjerena da necu naci prijevoz i da cu te divne lijepe subote, koja je tako divno pocela, ostati doma. onda mi je mama dosla u sobu i pitala me ako bih isla sa susjedima s brodom na cres. nekako bezvoljno ipak sam pristala. popodne sam bila na cresu i bilo je ok. kad sam dosla doma, pricala sam s martinom na telefon, kad mi ona govori: cekaj, dosla mi je poruka, zovi me za minutu. zovem je ja za minutu, a ona mi govori: Sara je rekla da ide u zminj. ajde, dodi kod mene i pozuri da ne bi ona slucajno ranije dosla. Kad mi je to rekla, ja sam pocela skakat po sobi od srece, ali doslovno skakat. onda sam lijepo starcima priopcila sretnu vijest i rekla starom da me odmah vozi u Vozilice. i tako, na putu za zminj na radiju su pustili jednu pjesmu koja mi je skoro suze natjerala na oci: Let 3 - Dijete u vremenu. ''Nisi me voljela u ono vrijeme, a ja sam zelio samo jedno... Sad kada nismo vise mladi ko nekada, dodi da ostarimo zajedno...'' Dosli smo u zminj, jedva smo se provlacili jer je bilo preeeevise ljudi. nasli smo Gorana i bilo je preeeedobro. to mi je bio najbolji izlazak ovo ljeto. istina, spavala sam skoro 2 sata (da naglasim, nisam bila pijana, nisam popila ni zljuk neceg alkoholnog, samo sam bila kronicno neispavana), negdje od 2 do 15 do 3 i poslije od 15 do 4 do 15 do 5. bila bi ja jos spavala samo sam se morala probudit kad sam skuzila da mi se nesto tesko preko 75 kg naslo na lijevoj nozi (da, lijep nacin budjenja, sjedni nekome u krilo). jedino sta sam se pitala je bilo da li cu doci ziva doma, ne pitajte zasto. ne zbog voznje, bez brige. vani je bilo zima za riknut, jedno vrijeme sam imala na sebi cak dvije majce na duge rukave i svejedno mi je bilo zima. ali zato sam od 1 nadalje cijelo vrijeme bila u autu, osim kad smo martina i ja isle po cevape. stvarno mi je bilo dobro. dobar izlazak se temelji na dobrom drustvu 
kod martine doma smo dosli u 15 do 6. nismo isle sa sarom doma, jer je ona isla oko 1, nego smo si tamo nasle prijevoz. a inace, u 5 i pol sam bila u obilasku Tupljaka. ne pitajte previse.
U nedjelju je bila fijesta u Tupljaku (ne pitajte me gdje je to, to morate znati). Da, i tamo sam bila, samo do 3 sata jer ovaj koji nas je vozio je u 7 morao na posao.
Shvatila sam neke stvari... shvatila sam da neke osobe jos uvijek imam u zivotu i da se mogu osloniti na njih.. i jako mi je drago zbog toga. pogotovo mi je drago za jednu osobu. shvatila sam i da postoje ljudi koji su vrijedni mojih zivaca i moje ljubavi, a i da postoje oni koji ne zasluzuju ni to da ih pogledam. jer pravi prijatelj ili prijateljica ti nikad nece reci nista od onoga sta sam ja morala slusati... moze izgubiti zivce s tobom, ali potpuno smiren nema ti pravo govoriti svasta i spustati ti. zapravo, ima pravo, svatko ti ima pravo reci bilo sta, ali onda ti to nije prijatelj. po tome se pravi prijatelji razlikuju od onih koji to nisu. pravi prijatelj ce uvijek biti uz tebe.
evo, ipak cu zapamtiti nesto lijepo od ovog ljeta, ove dvije feste. onu u zminju cu pamtit kao najbolji izlazak ovo ljeto. a vjerojatno ce i martinini doma zapamtit mene, buduci da sam 2 noci spavala kod nje i da su me morali trpit od subote navecer do ponedjeljka u 1 popodne.
drago mi je da sam se nakratko maknula iz labina, a pogotovo mi je drago da nisam bila vani u rapcu. jer svaki izlazak tamo je bez veze izgubljeno vrijeme.
mislim da sam rekla sve sta sam htjela... koliko god me neke stvari i dalje ubijale, koliko god se lose osjecala, koliko god suza teklo, drago mi je da sam shvatila da neki ljudi nisu vrijedni mojih zivaca. barem dok imam uz sebe one koje trebam... nemam sve, ali cijenim one koji su tu..
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jedna od meni najdrazih:
Sleeping Sun
The sun is sleeping quietly
Once upon a century
Wistful oceans calm and red
Ardent caresses laid to rest
For my dreams I hold my life
For wishes I behold my night
The truth at the end of time
Losing faith makes a crime
I wish for this night-time
to last for a lifetime
The darkness around me
Shores of a solar sea
Oh how I wish to go down with the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you
Sorrow has a human heart
From my god it will depart
I'd sail before a thousand moons
Never finding where to go
Two hundred twenty-two days of light
Will be desired by a night
A moment for the poet's play
Until there's nothing left to say
I wish for this night-time...
I wish for this night-time...
brojac od 10.6.2006.
MOJ BIJELI LABUDE
I bas me briga
ko te nocas vozi kuci,
briga me
I ako si i sretna ko sto kazes,
mada znam da lazes
sve to ubija me
Hmmm, grlim hladne jastuke
hmmm, moj bijeli labude
I briga me sto nisi mjesec,
a ni sunce, briga me
al' neces moci preko
blatne kaljuze
cista stic' do moje postelje
Hmmm, grlim hladne jastuke
Ref. 2x
Moj bijeli labude
kad me jednom ne bude
sve ce vode, labude
da se razbistre
I bas me briga
ko te nocas vozi kuci,
briga me
I ako si i sretna ko sto kazes,
mada znam da lazes
sve to ubija me
Hmmm, grlim hladne jastuke
Ref. 4x
Ja sam samo jedna luda romanticna dusa kojoj nema spasa... sanjar do boli... ako se ikad promijenim, znaci da mi se nesto gadno desilo... jer nisam osoba koja je sposobna nosit masku...
White Night Fantasy
Enchantress came to me and said:
Meet me at the lake tonight
I hummed this song to the white
Through the shroud of snow I saw
Paradise
Peace
No more lies
Crestfallen soul
Rest for this night
Love is here
Right here under my wings
I dream of wolves with them I run
For me she lengthened the night
I am home
I am in peace
Crestfallen soul
Rest for this night
Love is here
Right here under my wings
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pjesma za mene:
Papa Roach "Sometimes"
I'm dreamin about tomorrow, I'm thinkin of yesterday, I consume myself in sorrow this moment in time is what I betray, I
am searching for the answers
[Chorus]
I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause I don't know which way to go, I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause my life
is spinning out of control
I never know what you want, I never know what you need, it was different from the start, when you cut me in two I never
thought I would bleed, but I am searching for the answers
[Chorus]
I will go this alone I don't need nobody's help, I've got to do this myself, Alone, Alone, Alone, Alone
[Chorus x2]
LET 3 - Dijete u vremenu
Gledam u tuznu jesenju noc
s pokisle grane lisce otpada
u daljini cujem muziku neku
i pitam sebe, gdje li si sada
Ja svakog dana proklinjem sebe
zasto te drugom prepustih lako
pjevao sam pjesme, nad'o se boljem
i bezbroj puta uz gitaru plak'o
Ref.
Nisi me voljela u ono vrijeme
a ja sam zelio samo jedno
sad kada nismo mi mladi k'o nekada
dodji da ostarimo zajedno
Da li jos pamtis ljubavi moja
kako smo ruze zajedno brali
gdje li si sada mladosti moja
zasto su tebe od mene ukrali
Achtung, Achtung
ein animalischen sex
mit die zwei penzioneren
sport und elegantisch
Oder extravagantisch
atention, atention
für die grosse erektion
liebe Penis, liebe zwei
liebe sex abnormal
Nisi me voljela u ono vrijeme
a ja sam zelio samo jedno...
nisi me voljela u ono vrijeme
a ja sam zelio samo jedno
sad kada nismo mi mladi ko nekada
dodi da ostarimo zajedno...
EPICA Dance Of Fate
When darkness will reign and blind us all
When darkness will reign and blind us all
Allegiance will bind us if we do not fall
We cannot tell when morning comes
Is there a choice to live another day?
It's hard to find a new direction in your fragile life
The precious time of your existence is now to come
Don't throw your life away by cheating time
Sugared placebos only fool your mind
Now I want the water to wash away all my sins
The wind to blow away my thoughts without meaning
The fire to burn away my thickened skin
When darkness will reign and blind us all
Allegiance will bind us if we do not fall
Novas portas pandimus
What is this pace, the type of dance?
I cannot tell which steps I have to take
I'd like to leave, just run away
My feet are tangled up
So hard to face the pace of the clock
What do you think; will it ever stop?
So will I fall and not get up?
I take it all in stride
Now I want the water to wash away all my sins
The wind to blow away my thoughts without meaning
The fire to burn away my thickened skin
Everything has a reason for its happening
Can't you tell it's your own spell and
Everyone has to dance this dance like anyone
Can't break free of destiny
We should open new doors and
Close the ones that we've left behind
Now I want the water to wash away all my sins
The wind to blow away my thoughts without meaning
The fire to burn away my thickened skin
When darkness will reign and blind us all
Allegiance will bind us if we do not fall
Novas portas pandimus
Et post nos occludimus
Nightwish - Feel For You
You were my first love
The earth moving under me
Bedroom scent, beauty ardent
Distant shiver, heaven sent
I'm the snow on your lips
The freezing taste, the silvery sip
I'm the breath on your hair
The endless nightmare, devil's lair
Only so many times
I can say I long for you
The lily among the thorns
The prey among the wolves
Someday, I will feed a snake
Drink her venom, stay awake
With time all pain will fade
Through your memory I will wade
Barely cold in her grave
Barely warm in my bed
Settling for a draw tonight
Puppet girl, your strings are mine
This one is for you for you
Only for you
Just give in to it never think again
I feel for you
Nightwish - Dead Gardens
The story behind the painting I drew is already told
No more tearstains on the pages of my diary
Tired but unable to give up since I`m
Responsible for the lives I saved
The play is done
The curtain`s down
All the tales are told
All the orchids gone
Lost in my own world
Now I care for dead gardens
My song is little worth anymore
Time to lay this weary pen aside
The play is done
The curtain`s down
"Where are the wolves, the underwater moon
The elvenpath, the haven of youth
Lagoons of the starlit sea
Have I felt enough for one man`s deed?
Or is it time to challenge the Ancient of Days
And let the virgin conceive"
All the tales...
Cradle of filth - Nymphetamine
Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A 'V'' of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones
Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again
Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl
Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt
Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance her to the moon
As we did in those golden days
Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay
Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your holiness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine (Nymphetamine)
None better
Nymphetamine
KORN - Thoughtless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down
[repeat 2x]
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the...
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Missing
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
[Chorus]
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...
[Chorus]
