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Ain't No Sunshine Lyrics

Within Temptation:

Running Up That Hill

It doesn't hurt me.
Do you want to feel how it feels?
Do you want to know that it doesn't hurt me?
Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making?
It's you and me, yeah.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
So, If I could…

Don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
Oh, there is thunder in our hearts.

Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
It's you and me I won't be unhappy.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problem.

"C'mon, baby, c'mon darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience."

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building

So if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problem.

The Dance

Someone is dancing on my grave
Sending shivers down my spine.
I hear a laugh, it awoke my soul
The wind takes the leaves where he
Wants them to go
His tunes enchant our world,
Our thoughts and leaves us frozen

In this heart of mine
It's you I find
Take my hand
I'll take you to the promised land
You're the one

I hear a laugh, it awoke my soul
The wind takes the leaves where he
Wants them to go
His tunes enchant our world,
Our thoughts and leaves us frozen

Take my hand
I'll take you to the promised land

Nevil, whatever you have done, these tears
Will fade
Nevil, where ever have you gone,
Please have faith

Run

we can be friends
ofc ourse we can
sorry did my nine inch nails cut your soul?
such a hero throwing stones
to the whole one that really stands here all alone

crawling and crawling
can't get up
all these years of silence but I won't give up
see you suffer, holding me down
one day I will be somebody
better watch out

I will overcome
in violence your silence can never be undone
I will overcome
knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome
maybe in the second run

we can be friends
ofcourse we can
sorry did my nine inch nails cut your soul?
such a hero throwing stones
to the whole one that really stands here all alone

crawling and crawling
can't get up
all these years of silence but I won't give up
see you suffer, holding me down
one day I will be somebody
you better watch out

I will overcome
in violence your silence can never be undone
I will overcome
knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome
maybe in the second run

run and run
run and run

I will overcome
in silence your violence can never be undone
I will overcome
knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome
maybe in the second run

run

Ice Queen

When leaves have fallen
And skies turned to grey
The night keeps on closing in on the day
A nightingale sings his song of farewell
You better hide for her freezing hell

On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?
You better believe

When she embraces
Your heart turns to stone
She comes at night when you are all alone
And when she whispers
Your blood shall run cold
You better hide before she finds you

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

Whenever she is raging
She takes a life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

She covers the earth with a breathtaking cloak
The sun awakes and melts it away
The world now opens its eyes and it sees
The dawning of the new day

On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?
You better believe

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

Placebo:

Broken Promise

We'll rise above this
We'll cry about this
As we live and learn
A broken promise
I was not honest
Now I watch as tables turn
And you’re singing

I’ll wait my turn
To tear inside you
Watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

I’ll cry about this
And hide my cuckold eyes
As you come off all concerned
I’ll find no solace
In your poor apology
In your regret that sounds absurd
And keep singing

I’ll wait my turn
To tear inside you
Watch you burn
And I’ll wait my turn
To terrorize you
Watch you burn
And I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

And this is a promise
Promise is a promise
Promise is a promise
Promise is a promise

And I’ll wait my turn
To tear inside you
Watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

A broken promise
You were not honest
I’ll bide my time
I’ll wait my turn

Infra Red

One last thing before I shuffle off the planet
I will be the one to make you crawl
so I came down to wish you an unhappy birthday
someone call the ambulance there’s gonna be an accident
I’m coming up on infra-red,
there is no running that can hide you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
forget your running, I will find you
one more thing before we start the final face off
I will be the one to watch you fall
so I came down to crash and burn your beggars banquet
someone call the ambulance there’s gonna be an accident
I’m coming up on infra-red,
there is no running that can hide you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
forget your running, I will find you
(I will find you!)
[distorted singing]
someone call the ambulance there’s gonna be an accident
I’m coming up on infra-red,
there is no running that can hide you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
forget your running, I will find you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
there is no running that can hide you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
forget your running, I will find you
I will find you, I will find you

Every You Every Me

Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My hearts a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is bent.

Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.

Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.

In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.

I serve my head up on a plate.
It's only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.

All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Every me and every you,
Every Me...he [x4]

My Chemical Romance:

"Vampires Will Never Hurt You"

And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
What if you put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and

(Come on!)

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?

And now the nightclub sets the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church
We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse
And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black now?

(Let's go! Come on!)

And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight
[x2]

I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
and this venom from my heart)

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
kill this venom from my heart)

Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

(And as always, innocent like roller coasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against
because I've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...)

"Our Lady Of Sorrows"

We could be perfect one last night
And die like star-crossed lovers when we fight
And we can settle this affair
If you would shed your yellow take my hand
And then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity
This riddle of revenge please understand it has to be this way and

[Chorus]
Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
and never be afraid again

We've only got one chance to put this at an end
and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights
You said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes
I'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition

[Chorus]
Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
and never

Trust, you said
Who put the words in your head
Oh how wrong we were to think
That immortality meant never dying

Stand
Take my fucking hand
Take my fucking...

[Chorus]
Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
and never be afraid again

Just because my hand`s around your throat!

ILL NINO:

"How Can I Live"

I am so alike you,
In so many ways.
I know I'm just a copy,
That carries on the stain.

But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

I am your mirror image,
I'm all you left behind
You made me what I am,
Then who the hell am I?

But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

Why, Yo no entiendo porque,
I know that our lives are the same,
Y mi vida,
Is just a guessing game
A dirty stain
That I cannot play.
But I follow your steps,
In the same way that you just walked away,
And pushed the way through.
I...will...not...live!

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

Korn:

Alone I Break

Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Cut me off
I'm ready, heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place?)

Is it always black in space?
Am I going take its place?
Am I going to win this race?
(Am I going to leave this race?)

I guess God's up in this place?
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come?

More to come

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

TOOL:

EULOGY
He had alot to say.
He had alot of nothing to say.
Well miss him. (2x)
Were gonna miss him (2x)

So long.
We wish you well.
You told us how you werent afraid to die.
Well then, so long.
Dont cry.
Or feel too down.
Not all martyrs see divinity.
But at least you tried.

Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice that was strong and loud.
Well miss him. (2x)
Ranting and pointing his finger
At everything but his heart.
Well miss him. (2x)
Were gonna miss him (2x)

No way to recall
What it was that you had said to me,
Like I care at all.

But it was so loud.
You sure could yell.
You took a stand on every little thing
And so loud.

Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice so strong and loud and i
Swallowed his facade cuz Im so
Eager to identify with
Someone above the ground,
Someone who seemed to feel the same,
Someone prepared to lead the way, with
Someone who would die for me.

Will you?
Will you now?
Would you die for me?
Dont you fuckin lie.

Dont you step out of line. (3x)
Dont you fuckin lie.

Youve claimed all this time that you would die for me.
Why then are you so surprised when you hear your own eulogy?

You had alot to say.
You had alot of nothing to say.

Come down.
Get off your fuckin cross.
We need the fuckin space to nail the next fool martyr.

To ascend you must die.
You must be crucified
For your sins and your lies. [sic]
Goodbye...

ANEIMA
Some say the end is near.
Some say well see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this

Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks

Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call la
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. any fucking day.
Learn to swim, Ill see you down in arizona bay.

Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your cable and
Fret for your car.
Its a
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks

Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call la
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. any fucking day.
Learn to swim, Ill see you down in arizona bay.

Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits.

Some say the end is near.
Some say well see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will cuz
I sure could use a vacation from this

Silly shit, stupid shit...

One great big festering neon distraction,
Ive a suggestion to keep you all occupied.

Learn to swim.

Moms gonna fix it all soon.
Moms comin round to put it back the way it ought to be.

Learn to swim.

Fuck l ron hubbard and
Fuck all his clones.
Fuck all those gun-toting
Hip gangster wannabes.

Learn to swim.

Fuck retro anything.
Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and
Fuck your short memory.

Learn to swim.

Fuck smiley glad-hands
With hidden agendas.
Fuck these dysfunctional,
Insecure actresses.

Learn to swim.

Cuz Im praying for rain
And Im praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down.
Mom please flush it all away.
I wanna watch it go right in and down.
I wanna watch it go right in.
Watch you flush it all away.

Time to bring it down again.
Dont just call me pessimist.
Try and read between the lines.
I cant imagine why you wouldnt
Welcome any change, my friend.

I wanna see it all come down

H.
Its coming through is alive.
Whats holding up is a mirror.
But whats singing songs is a snake binith
Looking to turn this piss to wine.

Theyre both totally void of hate,
But killing me just the same.

The snake behind me hisses
What my damage could have been.
My blood before me begs me
Open up my heart again.

And I feel this coming over like a storm again.
Considerately.

Venomous voice, tempts me,
Drains me, bleeds me,
Leaves me cracked and empty.
Drags me down like some sweet gravity.

The snake behind me hisses
What my damage could have been.
My blood before me begs me
Open up my heart again.

And I feel this coming over like a storm again. (2x)

I am too connected to you to
Slip away, to fade away.
Days away I still feel you
Touching me, changing me,
And considerately killing me. (4x)

Without the skin,
Beneath the storm,
Under these tears
The walls came down.

And the snake is drowned and
As I look in his eyes,
My fear begins to fade
Recalling all of those times.

I could have cried then.
I should have cried then.

And as the walls come down and
As I look in your eyes
My fear begins to fade
Recalling all of the times
I have died
And will die.
Its all right.
I dont mind. (3x)

I am too connected to you to
Slip away, to fade away.
Days away I still feel you
Touching me, changing me,

And considerately killing me. (3x)

HOOKER WITH A PENIS
I met a boy wearing vans, 501s, and a
Dope beastie t, nipple rings, and
New tattoos that claimed that he
Was ogt,
From 92,
The first ep.

And in between
Sips of coke
He told me that
He thought
We were sellin out,
Layin down,
Suckin up
To the man.

Well now Ive got some
A-dvice for you, little buddy.
Before you point the finger
You should know that
Im the man,

And if Im the man,
Then youre the man, and
Hes the man as well so you can
Point that fuckin finger up your ass.

All you know about me is what Ive sold you,
Dumb fuck.
I sold out long before you ever heard my name.

I sold my soul to make a record,
Dip shit,
And you bought one.

So Ive got some
Advice for you, little buddy.
Before you point your finger
You should know that
Im the man,
If Im the fuckin man
Then youre the fuckin man as well
So you can
Point that fuckin finger up your ass.

All you know about me is what Ive sold you,
Dumb fuck.
I sold out long before you ever heard my name.

I sold my soul to make a record,
Dip shit,
And you bought one.

All you read and
Wear or see and
Hear on tv
Is a product
Begging for your
Fatass dirty
Dollar

So...shut up and

Buy my new record
Send more money
Fuck you, buddy.

JIMMI
What was it like to see
The face of your own stability
Suddenly look away
Leaving you with the dead and hopeless?

Eleven and she was gone.
Eleven is when we waved good-bye.
Eleven is standing still,
Waiting for me to free him
By coming home.

Moving me with a sound.
Opening me within a gesture.
Drawing me down and in,
Showing me where it all began,
Eleven.

It took so long to realize that
You hold the light thats been leading me back home.

Under a dead ohio sky,
Eleven has been and will be waiting,
Defending his light,
And wondering...
Where the hell have I been?
Sleeping, lost, and numb.
So glad that I have found you.
I am wide awake and heading home.

Hold your light,
Eleven.
Lead me through each gentle step by step
By inch by loaded memory.

Ill move to heal
As soon as pain allows so we can
Reunite and both move on together.

Hold your light,
Eleven. lead me through each gentle step by step
By inch by loaded memory
till one and one are one, eleven,
So glow, child, glow.

Im heading back home.

STINKFIST
Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredoms not a burden
Anyone should bear.

Constant over stimulation numbs me
But I wouldnt want you
Any other way.

Just, not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I dont want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive.

Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.

I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and well be
Well upon our way.

Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
Till you will not want me any other way.

But, its not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I dont want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive.

Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but its something youll get used to.
Relax. slip away.

Something kinda sad about
The way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?

How can it mean anything to me
If I really dont feel anything at all?

Ill keep digging till,
I feel something.

Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax. turn around and take my hand.

Slipknot - Vermilion

Music Video:VERMILION (by Slipknot)

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četvrtak, 21.02.2008.

Prolupali nagon oko podne trudi se da spava.
Navrla krv, sleđena do bola,
mozak otupio tekucinom koja razdire.
Svjetovna glazba, pritisak prsta na žilu.
Nedokuciva svijest para dim užeglih stanica.
Boje pomiješane sa stravicnom tamom.
Crveno - plavo,
crveno - ljubicasto,
na kraju samo crnilo.
MOZAK PRESTAJE RADIT SVOJU FUNKCIJU!

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ponedjeljak, 18.02.2008.

Ima san noćnu moru.
Sanjala sam da letim.

Otep - Buried Alive

Otep - Buried Alive

I speak in verses, prophecies, and curses [x2]
I hate my life
No miracle is coming
Hate you
It's just a hole
Hate you
Nothing's wrong with you
Hate you
Must maintain control
Hate you
Everyone's asking questions
No place is safe
I'll forfeit resurrection
To escape this pain

I hate my life [x8]

I speak in verses, prophecies and curses
This storm of thorns is growing
Hate me
There's no end in sight
Hate me
Chaos claws my jaw
Hate me
And incites a mental riot
Hate me
I'm in the mouth of madness
With a tongue of poetry
I ate the spine of Atlas
Now the world is crushing me

I hate my life [x6]

Buried alive behind enemy lines
Surrogate child for the sins of all mankind
Hate
Buried alive behind enemy lines, buried alive, buried alive [x3]
For the sins of all mankind

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utorak, 05.02.2008.

Misao za povratak...
I dalje stojimo na istom mjestu.
Kao i nekada....
Možda više nije važno kako je izgledalo...
Ali još uvijek se nadamo da će biti kao prije...

Zar ne vidiš da nema smisla?
Zar ne vidiš da smo postali druge osobe?

Bez osjećaja… koračamo istim putem…
Bez pogleda… susrećemo se u prolazu…

Tješe nas…nismo krivi za ono što se dogodilo…
Tako je moralo biti…
Mrzim ih. Gade mi se. Ne osjećam da su moji.
Njihovi pogledi suosjećanja. Osmjeh koji ne postoji.
Ali mi znamo…i ne vjerujemo…jer svi su isti...
svi žele samo jedno…svi žele osvetu…

Da, katkada je lako…zamisliti da je gotovo…
Kraj prema kojemu dolazimo…ostavlja nas same…
Pripremamo se za korak naprijed…i onda nas dokrajči…
Nenadano…bez upozorenja…
I čudimo se kako nam mala sitnica može preokrenuti život…
Oduzeti nam smisao…ostaviti trag koji nikada ne blijedi…
Možda nismo svjesni pogrešaka koje činimo…
Ali ipak se trudimo….
Skupiti ostatke sreće koja nas drži zajedno…

Zašto ne možeš shvatiti da nije tako jednostavno?
Odbaciti ono malo što je preostalo…
Uništiti sve što smo do sada stvarali…

Pa čak i kada se vratimo u stvarnost…
Toliko je bolno da izbjegavamo misli…
Samo iluzije...samo drugi svijet bez gubitka…
njene kretnje su osivile u mojem sjećanju
Žarke boje njena osmjeha lagano blijede
I ja se više ne spominjem onog mirisa....

Pjesme mi poklanjaju izgubljene osjećaje
Hranim se zrakom da ne osjetim przninu u tijelu
I šapćem si...ma i ona misli na mene

Utrošeno vrijeme,pročitane stranice,odslušane note
Može li ju išta zamijeniti?
Zavaravam se svakodnevno i svjesna sam toga

Tko će mi suditi?
Ja sam posljednji zaljubljeni stvor na ovoj planeti
A moj draga ne voli kad pričamo o ljubavi

I nema veze što se igra mojim osjećajima
Što mi izjavljuje ljubav samo kad je ljubomorna i kad misli da me gubi
Što me gleda kroz tijelo...

Molim je da dođe mi
Dodirne me vrelinom
Samo me još to tješi...da dođe mi tiho u noći

Treptaji znaju biti toliko bolni i glasni
Kad čekam ranom zorom da me ugleda
Dok udišem njen izdah
A otkucaji njena srca moje lice škakljaju

Mirišem njenu kožu
Prislanjam usne o njen topli vrat
Tako sam sigurna i spokojna uz nju
I osmijeh ne silazi s mojih usana

Kad čekam da njeni zubi provire iza usana
U meni trnci plešu
I poput djeteta bacam joj se u naručje
Ili posramljeno spuštam pogled

Nešto je u meni sveto dok je diram rukama kurve
Dajem joj dušu u omotu tijela
Pišem joj neke sulude priče
I nesvjesno ponavljam one iste poljupce

Obećajem joj...
Svoju kožu vrelu iza tuširanja
Sjajne sunčane zrake u oku
Neku samo njoj vidljivu šljokicu na usni
Pjesme u poljupcima
Klasičnu glazbu u zagrljaju
Dječje skakutanje u isprepletenim prstima
Ugrize na grudima,bedri,vratu,ruci,trbuhu...
Milovanje vrhovima kose
Kapljice s leđa
Najdraže ružičasto donje rublje
Svu nježnost koju posjedujem
Riječi koje znam
Misli koje pišem
Obećajem ti ono tiho u meni što samo ti čuješ
Te suze na zadnjoj večeri koje je tako tužno gledala
Drhtanje usana na spomen NAS
Oboren pogled i spuštene trepavice

Dajem joj...
Neprospavane noći
Zaboravljene sate
Ukradene poljupce
I bijedne pokušaje da je zaboravim
Onu našu bolnu svađu
Njenu prvu ljubomornu scenu
Te silne zabranjene poglede pred njom
Tu bol u njoj pri pomisli na njega
Moj parfem na njenoj odjeći
Nedorečene izjave ljubavi
Svo to željno iščekivanje
I onaj susret na recepciji...

I dok je zovem i budim iz sna
Htjela bih plakati jer je nema u blizini
A smijem se jer je u meni
I pišem nejasne poljupce
Mekane dodire
Strasne uzdahe

Nekad sam živjela od nadanja
I bilo je lijepo,mada je peklo
Sada živim od sjećanja
I ne dodirujem tlo.....
Otišli smo previsoko....

prijatelji,svakim danom sve bliže

Večer je protekla savršeno
Vozila me je u svojoj kočiji sa crnim konjem da ne bismo pokisli na kiši
Pričali smo o šarenim cvjetovima i bljeskovima na moru
Nasmijavala me je....

Šetali smo kroz prirodu do velikih klifova na obali
Štitila me je od zlih paukovih mreža i njihovih strašnih stanara
A onda smo jeli haribo bombone koji imaju čudno podrijetlo
Zavšili smo na rastopljenoj čokoladi

Tražili smo puteljak do male klupice s lijepim pogledom
Našli smo ju
Usprkos nagrizajućoj zimi sjedili smo satima
U nekim svjetovima i danima

Smijeh,šutnja,pogled,smijeh, tišina,srce....udah,izdah
Kasne ure, trebam doma, ali ne želim
Pita me je li mi hladno...odlazimo
Još pričamo o knjigama,dobre su i tako nam se sviđaju,možda i mi fikciju pretvorimo u realnost....jednom...u jednoj zori

Jurimo mostovima,kroz ulična svjetla letimo
Brzo do igrališta da tetka ne pita gdje sam
Sami u kočiji...zadnje riječi padaju
Znam da neće biti poljupca,rano je za to.

Ostavljam joj sve slatkiše...buni se, ali znam da je sretna
Skakućem asfaltom i ubijam svu njenu šarolikost
Zašto dolazi iz tog smjera? Gdje je bila?
Ma zaspala u autobusu,htjela malo prošetati,zaboravila izaći,izaberi laž...

Nešto govorim,a misli su još s njom
Vrtim filmove i nedefinirane poglede....možda se i ona pita kao i ja sad
Ona šutnja u kočiji i njen ozbiljni pogled...da, to je moralo nešto značiti
Gle...poruka...od nje...

Uspijeva me osvojiti.....na neko vrijeme...

Ne poštujem više zakone. Volim u dahu, u žaru, potpuno anarhijski. Svaki dio moga tijela svoju ljubav iskazuje. Jedinice za red i mir lete na sve strane, vatra bukti, prekasno....

Djeca u igri, znali smo biti. U igri odraslih, nažalost. Gubili bismo svakodnevno, bez ikakve nade u bolje sutra. Vrtili se na vrtuljcima i vodili ljubav. Čovječe ne ljuti se, a varali smo. Licemjerno dvolični,za druge bili smo. Za nas.....prokleto slobodni.

I sva ta mirisna pisma....oh, da... sjećam se. Napisana u školiskim klupama života, pod budnim okom materijalizma, u trenutačnom zanosu. Neuredna, razbacana slova zgužvana i neke rjieči davnih ljudi, misli lažnih osoba. Tinta se razlijevala...ostavljala je specifičan vonj. Tvoj dah isprepleten oštrinom mirisa boje, one mornarsko plave. Zamišljala sam poput djeteta, a voljela poput kurve. Po potrebi, cijela sam se davala, samo njoj.

Govorila je da sam lijepa i da sam drugačija od ostalih. No, zablude znaju unijeti zraka u život. Mi smo disali prebrzo.

Poput plesne kraljice, na sred podija, skakućem po njenoj duši. Ostavljam tragove..ups, malo su preduboki...obilježena hoda ulicama neke nove sirotinje. Nema starog slijepca na poznatom uglu, buni je ovo novo doba. Vječni rob loših navika, govorila je....

Zapleteni vlastitim lažima, nemamo izlaza. Nema veze, nije nama loše. Samo nekad zna biti naporno sakrivati sve te divne i plemenite osjećaje u nama. A to svakako nije nešto za pokazivanje...oh,ne....

A sad je pozivam...svake noći. Da mi dođe, pa makar i u san. U obliku prijatelja, u obliku roditelja, u obliku ljubavi....jer divno je biti nekome nešto, divno je biti njoj sve...

Od nedavno imam...
Posjedujem,zovem samo mojim.
Lijepo je otvarati oči uz tu sliku..
Nježan miris tijela..
Okus poljupca..

Čekati gola,njenu kavu
Potpuno nepitku,gorku i prejaku.
Smiješiti se košćatim prstima,
I neposlušnim pramenovima.
Možda i kojem zalutalom otisku od jeftinog ruža.

Krevet je savršen u kaosu
Baš ga takvim želimo.
Ne znamo gdje je balkon..
Tražimo u histeriji moju drugu papuču...

Otvaramo širom prozore i brzo ih zatvaramo,
Ne sviđa nam se novi miris sobe.
Lijeno se razvlači po krevetu,
Mirišući plahte na mjetima gdje ja spavam..
Zagonetno miluje nabore na jastuku.

I znam da me gleda dok hodam sobom..
Da prelazi očima mojim leđima,nogama i kosom...
Prilazi nespretno,drhtavo,a valjda s ljubavlju...
I sve se opet vraća na onu sliku...

Poput bolera,mi se vrtimo u krug.
Sviđa nam se...
Ne pitamo se za sutra,jer ne poznajemo ništa osim danas i eventualno sinoć..
Tako je udobno tijesno u ljubavi..
Ostajemo u sobi do daljneg...

Simbolika je Boga svuda oko mene,
ne trudim se više zanijekati Ga.
Ljubim neke ideale,
a zapravo želim čisto nesavršenstvo.

Postoji svijet iza ovih očiju
i zbog tog sam sretna jer sam slijepa.
Nesigurno koračam ususret pepelu moga bića
jer s temeljima starih kula,
nestaje i jedna Ja.

Više ne želim kupovati vrijeme
puštam ga neka teče i teče...
moji sati su u drugim jedinicama
precjenjeni njenim riječima.

još malo mi treba i sanjat ću neprestance bez buđenja...
još malo da povjerujem u simbiozu dvaju života.

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