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Running Up That Hill

It doesn't hurt me.
Do you want to feel how it feels?
Do you want to know that it doesn't hurt me?
Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making?
It's you and me, yeah.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
So, If I could…

Don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
Oh, there is thunder in our hearts.

Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
It's you and me I won't be unhappy.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problem.

"C'mon, baby, c'mon darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience."

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building

So if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
I'd let him swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problem.

The Dance


Someone is dancing on my grave
Sending shivers down my spine.
I hear a laugh, it awoke my soul
The wind takes the leaves where he
Wants them to go
His tunes enchant our world,
Our thoughts and leaves us frozen

In this heart of mine
It's you I find
Take my hand
I'll take you to the promised land
You're the one

I hear a laugh, it awoke my soul
The wind takes the leaves where he
Wants them to go
His tunes enchant our world,
Our thoughts and leaves us frozen

Take my hand
I'll take you to the promised land

Nevil, whatever you have done, these tears
Will fade
Nevil, where ever have you gone,
Please have faith



Run

we can be friends
ofc ourse we can
sorry did my nine inch nails cut your soul?
such a hero throwing stones
to the whole one that really stands here all alone

crawling and crawling
can't get up
all these years of silence but I won't give up
see you suffer, holding me down
one day I will be somebody
better watch out

I will overcome
in violence your silence can never be undone
I will overcome
knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome
maybe in the second run

we can be friends
ofcourse we can
sorry did my nine inch nails cut your soul?
such a hero throwing stones
to the whole one that really stands here all alone

crawling and crawling
can't get up
all these years of silence but I won't give up
see you suffer, holding me down
one day I will be somebody
you better watch out

I will overcome
in violence your silence can never be undone
I will overcome
knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome
maybe in the second run

run and run
run and run

I will overcome
in silence your violence can never be undone
I will overcome
knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome
maybe in the second run

run



Ice Queen

When leaves have fallen
And skies turned to grey
The night keeps on closing in on the day
A nightingale sings his song of farewell
You better hide for her freezing hell

On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?
You better believe

When she embraces
Your heart turns to stone
She comes at night when you are all alone
And when she whispers
Your blood shall run cold
You better hide before she finds you

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

Whenever she is raging
She takes a life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

She covers the earth with a breathtaking cloak
The sun awakes and melts it away
The world now opens its eyes and it sees
The dawning of the new day

On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?
You better believe

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world




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Broken Promise

We'll rise above this
We'll cry about this
As we live and learn
A broken promise
I was not honest
Now I watch as tables turn
And you’re singing

I’ll wait my turn
To tear inside you
Watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

I’ll cry about this
And hide my cuckold eyes
As you come off all concerned
I’ll find no solace
In your poor apology
In your regret that sounds absurd
And keep singing

I’ll wait my turn
To tear inside you
Watch you burn
And I’ll wait my turn
To terrorize you
Watch you burn
And I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

And this is a promise
Promise is a promise
Promise is a promise
Promise is a promise

And I’ll wait my turn
To tear inside you
Watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

A broken promise
You were not honest
I’ll bide my time
I’ll wait my turn



Infra Red

One last thing before I shuffle off the planet
I will be the one to make you crawl
so I came down to wish you an unhappy birthday
someone call the ambulance there’s gonna be an accident
I’m coming up on infra-red,
there is no running that can hide you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
forget your running, I will find you
one more thing before we start the final face off
I will be the one to watch you fall
so I came down to crash and burn your beggars banquet
someone call the ambulance there’s gonna be an accident
I’m coming up on infra-red,
there is no running that can hide you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
forget your running, I will find you
(I will find you!)
[distorted singing]
someone call the ambulance there’s gonna be an accident
I’m coming up on infra-red,
there is no running that can hide you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
forget your running, I will find you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
there is no running that can hide you
cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red,
forget your running, I will find you
I will find you, I will find you



Every You Every Me

Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My hearts a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is bent.

Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.

Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.

In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.

I serve my head up on a plate.
It's only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.

All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Every me and every you,
Every Me...he [x4]


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"Vampires Will Never Hurt You"

And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
What if you put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and

(Come on!)

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?

And now the nightclub sets the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church
We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse
And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black now?

(Let's go! Come on!)

And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight
[x2]

I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
and this venom from my heart)

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
kill this venom from my heart)

Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

(And as always, innocent like roller coasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against
because I've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...)


"Our Lady Of Sorrows"

We could be perfect one last night
And die like star-crossed lovers when we fight
And we can settle this affair
If you would shed your yellow take my hand
And then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity
This riddle of revenge please understand it has to be this way and

[Chorus]
Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
and never be afraid again

We've only got one chance to put this at an end
and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights
You said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes
I'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition

[Chorus]
Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
and never

Trust, you said
Who put the words in your head
Oh how wrong we were to think
That immortality meant never dying

Stand
Take my fucking hand
Take my fucking...

[Chorus]
Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
and never be afraid again

Just because my hand`s around your throat!


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"How Can I Live"

I am so alike you,
In so many ways.
I know I'm just a copy,
That carries on the stain.

But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

I am your mirror image,
I'm all you left behind
You made me what I am,
Then who the hell am I?

But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

Why, Yo no entiendo porque,
I know that our lives are the same,
Y mi vida,
Is just a guessing game
A dirty stain
That I cannot play.
But I follow your steps,
In the same way that you just walked away,
And pushed the way through.
I...will...not...live!

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?


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Alone I Break

Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Cut me off
I'm ready, heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place?)

Is it always black in space?
Am I going take its place?
Am I going to win this race?
(Am I going to leave this race?)

I guess God's up in this place?
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come?

More to come

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?


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EULOGY
He had alot to say.
He had alot of nothing to say.
Well miss him. (2x)
Were gonna miss him (2x)

So long.
We wish you well.
You told us how you werent afraid to die.
Well then, so long.
Dont cry.
Or feel too down.
Not all martyrs see divinity.
But at least you tried.

Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice that was strong and loud.
Well miss him. (2x)
Ranting and pointing his finger
At everything but his heart.
Well miss him. (2x)
Were gonna miss him (2x)

No way to recall
What it was that you had said to me,
Like I care at all.

But it was so loud.
You sure could yell.
You took a stand on every little thing
And so loud.

Standing above the crowd,
He had a voice so strong and loud and i
Swallowed his facade cuz Im so
Eager to identify with
Someone above the ground,
Someone who seemed to feel the same,
Someone prepared to lead the way, with
Someone who would die for me.

Will you?
Will you now?
Would you die for me?
Dont you fuckin lie.

Dont you step out of line. (3x)
Dont you fuckin lie.

Youve claimed all this time that you would die for me.
Why then are you so surprised when you hear your own eulogy?

You had alot to say.
You had alot of nothing to say.

Come down.
Get off your fuckin cross.
We need the fuckin space to nail the next fool martyr.

To ascend you must die.
You must be crucified
For your sins and your lies. [sic]
Goodbye...


ANEIMA
Some say the end is near.
Some say well see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this

Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks

Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call la
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. any fucking day.
Learn to swim, Ill see you down in arizona bay.

Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your cable and
Fret for your car.
Its a
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks

Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call la
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. any fucking day.
Learn to swim, Ill see you down in arizona bay.

Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits.

Some say the end is near.
Some say well see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will cuz
I sure could use a vacation from this

Silly shit, stupid shit...

One great big festering neon distraction,
Ive a suggestion to keep you all occupied.

Learn to swim.

Moms gonna fix it all soon.
Moms comin round to put it back the way it ought to be.

Learn to swim.

Fuck l ron hubbard and
Fuck all his clones.
Fuck all those gun-toting
Hip gangster wannabes.

Learn to swim.

Fuck retro anything.
Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and
Fuck your short memory.

Learn to swim.

Fuck smiley glad-hands
With hidden agendas.
Fuck these dysfunctional,
Insecure actresses.

Learn to swim.

Cuz Im praying for rain
And Im praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down.
Mom please flush it all away.
I wanna watch it go right in and down.
I wanna watch it go right in.
Watch you flush it all away.

Time to bring it down again.
Dont just call me pessimist.
Try and read between the lines.
I cant imagine why you wouldnt
Welcome any change, my friend.

I wanna see it all come down


H.
Its coming through is alive.
Whats holding up is a mirror.
But whats singing songs is a snake binith
Looking to turn this piss to wine.

Theyre both totally void of hate,
But killing me just the same.

The snake behind me hisses
What my damage could have been.
My blood before me begs me
Open up my heart again.

And I feel this coming over like a storm again.
Considerately.

Venomous voice, tempts me,
Drains me, bleeds me,
Leaves me cracked and empty.
Drags me down like some sweet gravity.

The snake behind me hisses
What my damage could have been.
My blood before me begs me
Open up my heart again.

And I feel this coming over like a storm again. (2x)

I am too connected to you to
Slip away, to fade away.
Days away I still feel you
Touching me, changing me,
And considerately killing me. (4x)

Without the skin,
Beneath the storm,
Under these tears
The walls came down.

And the snake is drowned and
As I look in his eyes,
My fear begins to fade
Recalling all of those times.

I could have cried then.
I should have cried then.

And as the walls come down and
As I look in your eyes
My fear begins to fade
Recalling all of the times
I have died
And will die.
Its all right.
I dont mind. (3x)

I am too connected to you to
Slip away, to fade away.
Days away I still feel you
Touching me, changing me,

And considerately killing me. (3x)



HOOKER WITH A PENIS
I met a boy wearing vans, 501s, and a
Dope beastie t, nipple rings, and
New tattoos that claimed that he
Was ogt,
From 92,
The first ep.

And in between
Sips of coke
He told me that
He thought
We were sellin out,
Layin down,
Suckin up
To the man.

Well now Ive got some
A-dvice for you, little buddy.
Before you point the finger
You should know that
Im the man,

And if Im the man,
Then youre the man, and
Hes the man as well so you can
Point that fuckin finger up your ass.

All you know about me is what Ive sold you,
Dumb fuck.
I sold out long before you ever heard my name.

I sold my soul to make a record,
Dip shit,
And you bought one.

So Ive got some
Advice for you, little buddy.
Before you point your finger
You should know that
Im the man,
If Im the fuckin man
Then youre the fuckin man as well
So you can
Point that fuckin finger up your ass.

All you know about me is what Ive sold you,
Dumb fuck.
I sold out long before you ever heard my name.

I sold my soul to make a record,
Dip shit,
And you bought one.

All you read and
Wear or see and
Hear on tv
Is a product
Begging for your
Fatass dirty
Dollar

So...shut up and

Buy my new record
Send more money
Fuck you, buddy.




JIMMI
What was it like to see
The face of your own stability
Suddenly look away
Leaving you with the dead and hopeless?

Eleven and she was gone.
Eleven is when we waved good-bye.
Eleven is standing still,
Waiting for me to free him
By coming home.

Moving me with a sound.
Opening me within a gesture.
Drawing me down and in,
Showing me where it all began,
Eleven.

It took so long to realize that
You hold the light thats been leading me back home.

Under a dead ohio sky,
Eleven has been and will be waiting,
Defending his light,
And wondering...
Where the hell have I been?
Sleeping, lost, and numb.
So glad that I have found you.
I am wide awake and heading home.

Hold your light,
Eleven.
Lead me through each gentle step by step
By inch by loaded memory.

Ill move to heal
As soon as pain allows so we can
Reunite and both move on together.

Hold your light,
Eleven. lead me through each gentle step by step
By inch by loaded memory
till one and one are one, eleven,
So glow, child, glow.

Im heading back home.


STINKFIST
Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredoms not a burden
Anyone should bear.

Constant over stimulation numbs me
But I wouldnt want you
Any other way.

Just, not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I dont want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive.

Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.

I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and well be
Well upon our way.

Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
Till you will not want me any other way.

But, its not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I dont want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive.

Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but its something youll get used to.
Relax. slip away.

Something kinda sad about
The way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?

How can it mean anything to me
If I really dont feel anything at all?

Ill keep digging till,
I feel something.

Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax. turn around and take my hand.

Slipknot - Vermilion
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Datum i godina rođenja: 22.04.1989.
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nedjelja, 25.11.2007.

Zubobolja i cudnovati san...

Probudih se oko 10 danas, dignem se u roku par minuta, jer probudili su me bolovi... Naime, raste mi zub, (sedmica il'tiga kutnjak) ali meni taj zub raste vec godinu i vise dana.
Prelezala sam cijeli dan na kucu pred tv-om. U trenutku iscrpljenosti, bolovi i tablete ucinili su svoje, zaspala sam, ali samo na nekih desetak minuta... U tih deset minuta sanjala sam najneobicniji san ikada...


Sanjala sam da sam na istom tom kaucu kojem sam i bila, ali oko mene nije bilo nicega... Nije bio mrak, nije bilo ni svjetlo... Jednostavno nistavilo u kojem se najednom stvori moja draga pored mene, ali koju ja ne mogu dotaknuti jer cini se tako daleko, a zapravo tu je, tik do mene...

Ovako sad mozda i ne izgleda po nicemu cudnovat ili poseban, ali tako je stvaran bio da sam kad sam se probudila gledala oko sebe sasvim zbunjeno, izbuljenih ociju, tetka do mene se prepala kad je vidila moj izraz i izlenpanost, a nisam mogla doci sebi sigurno nekih uru vremena.

Silverchair - Suicidal Dream


Silverchair - Suicidal Dream

I dream about, how its going to end,
Approaching me quickly,
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear,
People, making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy,
I fantasise about my death,
Ill kill myself from holding my breath,

My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
Im sure you will get yours too,

Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what Im feeling now,
The rope is here,
Now Ill find a use,
Ill kill myself,
Ill put my head in a noose,

My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
Im sure you will get yours too,

Dreamin about my death, dream,
Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream,
Im suicidal,
Suicidal dream,



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ponedjeljak, 19.11.2007.

Ispaljenje...






Krik (Antonella Davidović - Bošković)

Skripi tamo nesto u daljini
jedva cujem zvuk
zvuk paranja
skacem i cujem
samo poslusaj
blizi je i cujem ga... da, JA ga cujem
poslusaj, skakat ces
he
ostaje isto, mijenja se...
malo je onih koji cuju.
Slijepa vrucina, krik dopire
snaga je u njemu
he
poslusaj, skakat ces
he
izgleda, dobro je njima...
tisina sad je nastala.


Bez tebe (Antonella Davidović - Bošković)

Ti znas kako tesko je...
u ovom svijetu pratiti sebe,
ipak nekako odes od mene.
Stojim pred tobom.
Kad trnce osjetis,
to pukne srce dok tiho se budis.
Ne osjecas opet,
a tijelo boli od jacine.
Usne trnu od samoce,
boje tope se oko tebe,
ti ne vidis sto je.
Bez pravog razloga,
one samo vriste da osjetis,
kad pukne srce.
Ne osjecas,
dok tijelo boli od jacine.
Nesto najcudnije do sada,
igramo se rijecima.
Neko drugo vrijeme prolazi...
sporo kao... cini mi se, ne odlazi,
a vidis tragove sto ostaju.
I usne trnu od samoce,
znam da nema te,
kad srce puca bez tebe.


Noc (Antonella Davidović - Bošković)

Donijela si nebo,
zaprljane zvijezde,
oci od topline tope se.
Kuda nestati u noci poput ove?
Da li si tu da ostanes?
Da li to znaci da volis me?
Lutam kao da ne postojim.
Donijela si nebo,
zaprljane zvijezde.
Sto da radim?
Da li da trazim te?
Opet ista prica stvara se,
kao da sanjam i ne vidim oblake.


Tool - Part Of Me (JBG nema spot)

Tool - Part Of Me

I know you well.
you are a part of me.
I know you better than I know myself.
I know you best,
better than anyone.
I know you better than I know myself.

You are a part of me.

You are just a part of me,
You are just a part of me,
You are just a part of me,
You are just a part of me.

Give it up

You don't speak.
You don't judge.
You can't leave.
You can't hurt me.
You're just here for me to use.

I know you well.
you are a part of me.
I know you better than I know myself.
I know you best,
better than anyone.
I know you better than I know myself.

I know you well,
better than one might think.
I know you better than I know myself.

I know you well.
you are a part of me.
I know you best,
better than anyone.
I know you well,
you are a part of me.
I know you best,
better than one might think.

It's time for you
to make a sacrifice.
It's time to die a little.
Give it up.

I know you best,
better than anyone.
I know you better than I know myself.

A part of me.





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ponedjeljak, 12.11.2007.

Skriveni svijet (Antonella Davidović - B.)

I ove veceri cu ti pisati,
pricat cu ti o golim granama,
koje oplakuju zadnju zoru
jer ne znaju cijeniti zadnju ljepotu.

Govorit cu ti o tuzi
jer njeni su putevi dugi i pusti,
kao da kroce u samoci...
Poput tebe...

Obecat cu ti sve, nista necu dati,
zasto,ne znam i ne pitaj
jer ja sam vrag u samoci...
Samo mi reci sto te koci.

Vodi me kroz svoje snove,
da osjetim tvoj...
Skriveni svijet beskrajne boli.
Vodi me kroz ulice puste,ulice boli.

Ubij moj osmijeh,
ubij moju srecu,
vodi me putem do tebe.



Placebo - Song To Say Goodbye



Placebo - Song To Say Goodbye

You are one of God's mistakes.
You crying, tragic waste of skin.
I'm well aware of how it aches.
And you still won't let me in.
Now I'm breaking down your door,
to try and save your swollen face.
Though I don't like you anymore
you lying, trying waste of space.

Before our innocence was lost
you were always one of those
blessed with lucky 7s,
and the voice that made me cry.
My oh my.

You were mother nature's son.
Someone to whom I could relate.
Your needle and your damage done,
remains a sordid twist of fate,
now I'm trying to wake you up,
to pull you from the liquid sky.
Cause if I don't we'll both end up
with just your song to say goodbye.

My oh my. A song to say goodbye,
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say,
Before our innocence was lost
you were always one of those
blessed with lucky 7's,
and a voice that made me cry.

It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.



Marilyn Manson - This Is The New Shit

Everything's been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name

Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch
Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party
Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence
Blah, blah, blah
Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely
Stick your stupid slogan in
Everybody sing along
Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch
Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party
Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence
Blah, blah, blah
Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely
Stick your stupid slogan in
Everybody sing along

Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit?
Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it
Do we need it? NO!
Do we want it? YEAH!
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it

Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch
Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party
Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence
Blah, blah, blah
Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely
Stick your stupid slogan in
Everybody sing along
Everything's been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name

Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit?
Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it
Do we need it? NO!
Do we want it? YEAH!
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it

Now it's you-know-who
I've got the you-know-what
I stick it in the you-know-where
You know why, you don't care
Now it's you-know-who
I've got the you-know-what
I stick it in the you-know-where
You know why, you don't care
Now it's you-know-who
I've got the you-know-what
I stick it in the you-know-where
You know why, you don't care
Now it's you-know-who
I've got the you-know-what
I stick it in the you-know-where
You know why, you don't care

Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch
Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party
Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence
Blah, blah, blah
Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely
Stick your stupid slogan in
Everybody sing along

Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit?
Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it
Do we need it? NO!
Do we want it? YEAH!
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it

Let us
We're entertaining you
Let us
We're entertaining you
Let us
We're entertaining you
Let us
We're entertaining you
Let us
We're entertaining you



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petak, 09.11.2007.

Probudila sam se prije nekih dvadesetak minuta i vec sam sam svoju dragu uspjela naljutiti... Kako?... Nemam pojma, valjda sam dobra u tome...
Sad sam skurcana... Tako se lako naljuti da je to za popizdit.

RECI MI 'KO SAM (Zijo Delalic)

I sretoh se opet u ulici
Prepoznatljivoj od ranije
Poslije dugih zaobilaznica
I nista se promijenilo nije
Samo ishabani plocnici
Sada nose neka nova lica

Umoran od lutanja do sebe
U pocetku bi malo sunca
Poslije su duge kise padale
Ja sam smisljao zivotu nove zalbe
A onda sam bacio sve sto imam
Da bih lakse krenuo s nule

Razmisljaj grade i
Reci mi ko sam
Prizovi me moj zlatni andjele
Evo i
Lanjski grijesi danas se blize
A ja neznam kome pripadam.

My Chemical romance - It's Not A Fashion Statament, It's A Deathwish




"It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish"

For what you did to me,
and what I'll do to you,
you get, what everyone else gets,
you get a lifetime

Let's go!

Do you remember that day when we met
you told me this gets harder
well it did
been holding on forever,
promise me that when I'm gone you'll kill my enemies,
the damage you've inflicted temporary wounds
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

We never got that far,
this helps me to think all through the night
bright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how
just you and I, your starless eyes remain.

Hip Hip Hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep
lay still like the dead
from the razor to the rosary
we could lose ourselves
and paint these walls in pitchfork red

I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

This hole that you put me in
wasn't deep enough
and I'm climbing out right now
you're running out of places to hide from me
when you go
just know that I will remember you
if living was the hardest part
we'll then one day be together
and in the end we'll fall apart
just like the leaves change in colors
and then I will be with you
I will be there one last time now

when you go
just know that I will remember you

I lost my fear of falling
I will be with you
I will be with you


The All American Rejects - Last Song


The All-American Rejects - The Last Song

This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song?
For you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal
And now I sing it
Somehow I knew that it would be this way
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade
Now I am gone
Just try and stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

Will you need me now
You'll find a way somehow
You wanted to
I want it too

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song



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nedjelja, 04.11.2007.

Beautiful Lie

Jednostavno sam morala staviti ovu pjesmu...

S A V R S E N A J E


30 Seconds To Mars

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A Beautiful Lie

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different? (Different...)
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
’Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last (happened last)
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

Lie....Beautiful

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles (Baby)
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

(LLLLLIIIIIIIIEEEEEEE)So beautiful, beautiful... X4






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petak, 02.11.2007.

Za moju voljenu...

STISAT CU KRV

(Ivica Smolec)
(1973., "Vjetar, orgulje i krv")

Pokušat ću stišati krv
i voljeti te toplo i tiho
kao što volim vjetar
i titranje dubokih akorda orgulja.
Ponekad sjedim pod svjetiljkom na Griču,
sve dok me ne ponese vjetar
iznad mog grada u plavičastoj idili,
i dalje, iznad Save, iznad polja.
Ponekad zaželim da pođemo zajedno,
da te naučim lebdjeti
iznad vremena i materije.
I tada te vidim dolje,
okovanu lancem vremena.
Stišavam akorde svoje krvi
i silazim da čagamo toplo i tiho,
uz neke tužne orgulje,
tako daleko od sunca.
Ponekad,
kad ne mogu stišati krv,
dotaknem tijelo druge djevojke
i gnječim ga u negativ svog tijela,
i lebdim s njim iznad materije,
ususret spoznaji.
Kad ne mogu s tobom.
I tek kad shvatim
da to tijelo ne može patiti,
vraćam se tebi.
Pa ako i dokučim spoznaju,
želim je podijeliti s tobom.
Pa ako i ne znaš letjeti,
stišat ću vjetar, orgulje i krv,
odbacit ću spoznaju
i poljubit ću te toplo i tiho.


a stavit cu i nasu pjesmu rofl

t.A.T.u. - not gonna get us



...Don´t tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe...

...I tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away, don´t break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don´t tear me down...



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četvrtak, 01.11.2007.

Sjecanje na davne, divne dane...

Ovo sto sad slijedi nisu moje rijeci, rijeci su to osobe s kojom sam provela divne i nezaboravne dane...

Velika pustolovina male 163
Jučer. Ja (nazovimo je 163 zbog mizerne visine subjekta) krenula se spremati za van. 163 dogovorila se s njezinom prijateljicom (nazovimo je 174 iako ja znam da ona laže!!! Aaaaah!!!) naći se na Pilama u 7 sati (da, da, dobro ste pročitali, u 7 navečer smo trebali izići van jer je naime trebalo počet nešto u klubu oko 8). 163 trebala se ukrcati na autobus u 18:40. 163 je obukla nešto što nekad obuče (dakle, amo reć provjereno) i spremila se izići kad je uvidjela da-oh, ne, zaboravila je nanijeti maskaru i crnu olovku a pritom joj je i kosa očajno izgledala.

Sati- 18:37

Zatim je 163 počela raditi već spomenuto da bi za otprilike jednu minutu dobila poziv upućen od 174 da ni 174 neće stići na autobus te da se nađeu na Pilama u 7 ipo, na što je 163 voljko pristala. Zatim je naša protagonistica 163 uputila sama sebi jedan pogled u ogledalo. Odjednom joj se nije svidjela kombinacij koju je maloprije odjenula već je posegnula za nečim ''šarenijim, što odražava njezin veselo-skakutav karakter''. Zatim je 163, u potrazi za nečim takvim izvukla više od 60 % odjeće iz svog ormara s namjerom isprobavanja milijun različitih šarenih kombinacija, što joj, naravno, nije pošlo za rukom jer je imala premalo vremena.

Sati- 18:49

Kad je odjenula nekoliko različitih kombinacija (koliko njih je u ovom vremenskom periodu bilo moguće), odlučila se za jednu može-proć kombinaciju, no, ''što učiniti sa kosom?'' zapitala se 163.

Sati- 19:11

163 podigla je svoju kosu uz par veselih rašćupanih pramenaka koji su joj skakutali oko lica. Zatim je zatvorila svoju sobu, provjerila da li je sve u redu, obukla svoj kaput i krenula na zimu.



Sati- 19:16

163 je došla na stanicu da bi 163 zatim zgodno odlučila kako bi baš voljela prošetati (nema veze što će je 174 čekati, to uopće nije važno!) do Pila. Zatim se 163 uputila laganim korakom u kotulici s jednim parom tankih hula-hopki po zimi. Kad je još malo hodala, 163 je uvidjela fatalnu grešku- obukla je starke (iako na njih 3 para čarapa) i to-rasparane. Oh, oh, 163, baš znaš izabrati trenutak! 163 zatim je brzo došla do Doma zdravlja odakle je najprije namjeravala otići basom na Pile, no, u zadnji trenutak se predomislila i odlučila da bi bilo baš zgodno otići do Pila pješke, kad je već do davde došla.

Sati- 19:30

163 je poslala sms poruku 174 da će zakasnit i da ne zna kad će doć jer je znala da joj 174 ne može pružiti otpor- naime, jadna 174 nije imala para na mobitelu. I tako je 163 veselo skakutala i prolazila pokraj radoznalih pedofila, sa smješkom na licu, dok nije uvidjela da joj se brada smrzla (ne mislim na dlake kao bradu već na dio tijela-izbočinu malo ispod usta =D). 163 uskoro nije bila tako vesela jer joj je bilo sve hladnije i hladnije. Naime, uskoro joj je postalo jasno da će najvjerojatnije pokupiti nekakvu bolest od ove hladnoće. I, da još jednom napomenem, brada joj se smrzla. Prošla je kraj stare bolnice i došla na Pile da bi vidjela 174 kako sklupčano drhti na zimi poput kakve životinjice. Krasan prizor. Izgledala je tako...bespomoćno. Hih.

Sati- 19:40

Ne mogu vam opisati koliko je 174 bila sretna što je toliko čekala 163 po hladnoći, zaista jedno divno iskustvo! Naime, 174 je na Pilama bila već u 19:15. Dakle, 163 možda ipak nije trebala ići pješke... Zatim su 163 i 174 pošle do Kluba vidjeti što to podrazumijeva ''Misteriju petka 13.'' , kako su bili nazvali tu večer. Kad su došle na vrata s licima punim iščekivanja, 163 i 174 su uvidjele nekoliko ljudi koji, ni manje ni više nego-čiste. Da. To je, dakle, bila ta ''misterija''. Htjeli su navući narod da im pomogne u čišćenju.
Zatim su se 163 i 174, u nedostatku inspiracije i mjesta za izlaske uputile u Miragea. Tamo ih je dočekao divan prizor! Naime, 163 je dočekao divan prizor iako 174 nije bila oduševljena. (Silver će znati o čemu je riječ ;)). Zatim su 163 i 174 ugledale Kronološki Poredak s još par ljudi koje 163 i 174 otprije znaju. Posjele su se pokraj već spomenutih i to na način da je 163 imala prekrasan pogled na ljude koji su došli u Mirage. 163 bila je i više nego zadovoljna. No, Kronološki Poredak nije. Eh, o tome možete pročitati u njezinom zadnjem postu (malo reklame, platit će ona to meni...).
163 se prekrasno provela, ganuta neočekavanom reakcijom drage joj osobe. Nakon što su 163 i 174 došle natrag na Pile usput se smrzavajući baš kao ženski spolni organi, 163 vidjela je još jednu dragu joj osobu te joj je zbog tog ovaj dan bio potpun! 174 samo se ljubomorno ogledavala jer, naime, 174 nije srela nijednu dragu joj osobu (osim mene, oBVcourse =p)
Zatim je 163 došla doma i zaspala leđa o leđa Drage joj prijateljice. One su zatim pričale o večernjim događajima i pune sjete se prisjećale ovog petka 13.! Zaspale su uz zvuke ničega i uz svijetlo uličnih lampi...

I tko kaže da je petak 13. nesretan dan?!?!?!?!


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Ja bi da je tu. Kraj mene. I da me drži za ruku dok spavam. I da mi priča. I da se gledamo. To bi bilo predivno.
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11.11.2005., petak
"Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear..."

Što još reći...? Uz ovakvu savršenu pjesmu (btw, thanks Lucy za puštanje prvi put ove pjesme ;) i Silveru za nezgodno slušanje u basu =P). Ovo je za osobu koju jaaaaaaako puno volim i znat će ona to kad dođe na moj blog =P Kad joj ja budem znala objasnit kako napravit connection 2 na kompu. Nda. =/
Inače, nema baš puno novosti. Koliko ja znam.



18.10.2005., utorak
"She sits on her ass, he works his hands to the bone..."
Joj, što volim Offspring!
np: Why don't you get a job - The Offspring
Dakle.
Pričah s u prošlom postu spomenutom osobom. U biti, ta mi je prilika došla brzo i iznenada tako da nisam baš sve rekla što sam htjela ali dosta toga jesam. Pošle smo na tvrđavu presavršenu i na vrhu je puhao vjetar i ja sam plakala ko manijak i ona me gledala i pričale smo i puno smo pričale i stvarno mi je bilo divno. I onda smo se opet vidjele jučer i sve je sad super (samo da ne ureknem, fuck...). I masu smo se zbližile ko frendice i to mi jako puno znači. Nadam se da i ona ima isto mišljenje. Kenjkavo. =)
5.11. idem u Split =D s razredom =D i s razrednikom =D najbolji čovjek na svijetu. Al doslovno. I ide i Antonela! =D Bilo je to ovako:
Ja: Idem u Split.
Antonela: Zašto?
Ja: Ma s razredom. Ide naš razrednik. On je zadnji put napio dva učenika da zaspu. Čovjek je genije.
Antonela: Uuuu, i ja bi!
Ja: Pa ajde.
Antonela: Dobro. Oću.
I onda sam ja danas pitala razrednika i reko je da može (obvcourse) i ona je potvrdila da oće ić. =D biti će zabavno. Bar s obzirom da ona ide =D


16.10.2005., nedjelja
"But who's left to stop the bleeding..."
Čudno je to... Do koje mjere možemo voliti neke ljude. Ne mislim sad na ljubav dečko-cura (ili šta ja znam cura-cura, dečko-dečko, da ne ispadne sad da ja imam neakve predrasude) nego na prijateljstvo i općenito ljubav prema nekome. Pa nije ljubav samo u vezi. Baš sam na kavi s Lucy pričala baš o tome koje ljude volimo i što točno osjećamo prema njima. I shvatila sam da je moja ljubav prema jednoj određenoj osobi toliko neodređena koliko i savršena. Ne, ne mislim ni na jednu ONAKVU ljubav na kakvu bi prvo pomislili. Ne, ovo je drukčije.
Ja tu osobu jednostavno OBOŽAVAM. Ne znam kako bih drukčije izrazila taj feeling. Možda zvuči kenjkavo ali stvarno imam jaki poriv za pisanjem ovakvog posta. Za nju.
Rekla sam sama sebi da ću je zvat na razgovor. Same. Ne u kafiću, previše je bučno i jednostavno je SIGURNO da će netko doći u taj kafić i uvaliti nam se čime bi razgovor bio gotov. Do daljnjeg.
Jednostavno želim ljudima dati do znanja koliko mi je stalo do njih.
Želim joj reći kako mi je kad ne mogu spavat i počnem čitat njene pjesme i sjetim se groznih stvari i onda revem ko bolesnik u 3 sata u noći. Moram to izbaciti iz sebe.
I uradila je nešto grozno, grozno sama sebi da i o tome moram s njom pričati. O, Bože. Kako se čovjek može uništiti. A kad se uništava osoba do koje vam je toliko stalo i koju toliko volite, nije vam svejedno, zar ne? Meni barem nije. I neću joj dopustiti da to dalje radi. Iako to nije na meni. Mora sama shvatiti. A to je poprilično teško. Ne, nije ona glupa, baš naprotiv, inteligentna je. Ali neke stvari ne želi shvatiti. Ili se jednostavno pretvara da ne shvaća.
Cijelo ljeto smo se intenzivno družile. A onda je počela škola. Vidjele smo se prošli četvrtak. Od zadnjeg nalaska do tog četvrtka prošlo je mjesec dana. Ravno. Pričale smo malo i onda zašutale. Sjedile ispod onog mog najdražeg drva na svijetu, na Pilama, na zidiću i šutale. Jer, došli su ljudi. Pričali su puno i sjeli kraj nas i mi ih poznamo. I onda sam ja skužila da, pa makar nama izgledalo dosadno više ako smo same vanka (a cijelo ljeto smo skoro same izlazile), to i jest najbolje. Možemo pričat masu, koliko god nas volja i o čemu god i super nam je. I ne treba nam netko da nas zabavlja jer ako baš hoćemo neki provod, skupit ćemo balicu pa poć. Ali nekad je ipak najbolje biti sam s osobom koju obožavaš, ispovjedit joj se bez da ti itko pjan dolazi srat nešto o tome kako je baš kišno vrijeme i kako mu ćaća ide na koču svaki drugi dan. Divno je to. Samo se gledati i malo pričati i malo šutati i malo se smijati. Bez pritiska. Samo vi.
Stvarno se nadam da ova osoba o kojoj sam pričala neće doći na moj blog i pročitati ovo jer bih joj radije sve uživo ispričala nego ponavljala ono što je pročitala.
Ljubav...je divna stvar.


12.10.2005., srijeda

Poslije kad smo se ukrcali u 4.cu lijepo da idemo doma, došli do Doma zdravlja kad- o što ja to vidim? Antonela preko puta. S onim jednim kretenom koji joj je uvijek prišije. I mašem ja, ona meni da izađem iz basa. I uspjela ja izić i kad sam je vidila-HAHAHHAHAH umalo nisam umrla od smijeha. Al doslovno. Neakve uske rebe i uska majica i jaketica. I crna olovka. Ahhahahah nije to moja Antonela. O, ne, nije. =) Morali ste to vidit. A morali bi ustvari vidit i kako inače izgleda. Ona faca ko, je li =) ko mali muški (ubit će me sad) hehehehe čak joj svaki put kad sam bila s njom u butizi ili na trafici kažu nešto u muškom rodu =P neka joj. Kad tako i oće. =))




08.12.2005., četvrtak
...i svijet je opet mlad...
p.s. ovo je Nellina i moja song =D vi je ne možete imati. NE. ne možete. =p





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