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četvrtak
ožujak
2005
*Precioous Little Box*
I need to quit
but how
I need you
I can't live without you
Everyone says you are so bad for me
but how
I need you
I can't live without you
My precious little box of cigarettes
3-30-05 By: Me
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28
ponedjeljak
ožujak
2005
If Only...
Every single time I see you I start to feel this way
It makes me wonder if I'm ever gonna feel this way again
There's a picture that's hanging at the back of my head
I see it over and over
I want to hold you and love you in my arms and then
I want to need you 'cause I need to be with you 'til the end
Then I hear myself reply you've got to hold it in
This time tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way
And if only you'd look at me and want to stay
And if only I'd take you in my arms and say
I won't go 'cause I need you
'Cause I need you
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25
petak
ožujak
2005
Yeah......
say whut u need to save your soul
but don't fuck with me - eye'm losing control
eye'm so tired of this - so sick of u
my tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes
the lord is my weapon - i shall shoot pawns
womyn is a devil - (your) GOD IS A FRAUD
everyone u knew - everything u've ever done
suffer for your freedom - RISE & OVERCOME
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22
utorak
ožujak
2005
A Cry of Absence
Two evils, montrous either one part,
Possessed me, and were long and loath at going;
A cry of Absence, Absence, in the heart,
And in the wood the furious winter blowing.
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21
ponedjeljak
ožujak
2005
These are the days....
These are the days that make me sit back and wonder
These are the days that make me wish I was younger
These are the days that make me feel so blue, because
These are the days that I spend without you
I want to say…
I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid
I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led
I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well
I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell
How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate?
I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late
So much time has already passed but one thing remains
The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change
We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few
Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you
The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past
But the impact that you have left on me will forever last
No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been
What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend
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17
četvrtak
ožujak
2005
~*Happy St. Patrick's Day*~
I'm doing okay, but I want yous guys to know that I am changing my blog's format just a bit. I really don't care if you all like it or not, I just feel that this is the way I should write my posts from now on....
Here's to a long life and a merry one.
A quick death and an easy one.
A handsome boy and an honest one.
A cold beer—and another one!
HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!!
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AHHHHHH!!!!!
FUCK EVERYONE!!!!!!!
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15
utorak
ožujak
2005
What the FUCK?!!!?!?!?!?!?
Why do people have to piss me off so fucking bad? I hate everyone right now.......
There is this horrible girl that I just hate so much its not even funny. She used to be friends with Carolina and she would never let her talk to me because I'm a bitch (which I am and very good at might I add) and a slut (which I definately am not!!!!!) So you can see why I wouldn't take much of a liking to her. She is annoying and ugly and not cool at all. I can't stand her face, her voice, her laugh, or anything else she does. Carolina asks so different around her and it makes me so mad...but if I tell her about it she will get pissed at me, I'm sure of it. ::which she prolly is pissed at me now b/c of this:: But I dpn't care I was going to tell her anyways. That little bitch isn't hanging out with us, I can't stand her!!!!!
Another thing that makes me mad is whenever I try to cheer someone up they always seem to be too good for me to talk to at the time. I can never say anything to make them feel better and I am at a loss for words. I hate when they get mad at me for shit I didn't do and they act like its all my fault. That really pisses me off.
GUYS are the one thing in this world that piss me off more than anything. They act like they can do no wrong and that us girls are always the ones that are being sluts and whores. Well, FUCK THEM!!!!! I can't stand the way they talk to my friends the way they treat my friends and the way my friends allow it to happen to them time and time again. I am also a victim of this unacceptable action and I am terribly pissed at myself for it. Guys have no right to kiss us and not call they have no right to tell us how much they care for us and yet not want to be with us. They have no right to treat us like whores just because we hang out in a bar. They can all just kiss my ass because I'm done!!!!! I don't deserve to be treated this way! No one does! Guys are worthless turds who don't deserve an ounce of my time or energy. They need to understand that they are the ones that are whores and they are the ones who don't deserve repsect from us. I hat eboys right now and I don't want to deal with any of them. I hope that my friends can get over the stupid little SLUTS that have been plaguing their minds for the past few days, because the whores aren't worth it!!!
I am so pissed at so many things right now I can't even begin to tell you them all, but I feel much better now that I have let some of it out!!!!! PUSA <3
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read the last post!!
thank you!
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14
ponedjeljak
ožujak
2005
Monday's Post
What Lies Behind a Smile?
What lies behind a smile
Is what's buried underneath
No one knows about them
It's stored inside to keep
Mix feelings of jealousy and hurt
Has you tied up and confused
You just smile and go about your day
As you're acting so amused
You cry your eyes out
But ashamed for someone to see
So as you hear footsteps
You wipe your eyes and cheese
All has bottled up inside
And you just want to explode
Suicide crosses the mind
But reality won't let you go
You feel all alone
And don't know what else to do
It feels the people physically close
Are far away from you
As your heart turns cold
And your mind turns weak
Suddenly some words are very hard to speak
Your bright world all of a sudden seems to turn black
The switch is no where near
To brighten your world back
Not much seems to go your way
And you're thinking it shall past
Not if it's been going on for months
And it's really getting bad
So what do you do now
Go whine to someone
You feel they can't relate
So you combine with no one
Some people look at you
And think you have it good
But if they really knew the truth
It wouldn't be understood
Some people look down on you
And think your problems are small
But if they walked in your shoes
Could they live through it all
It's easy to look from the outside
But they really don't understand
You want someone to help you
By at least holding out a hand
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*SoMeTiMeS*
You leaned over and you kissed me
I felt my knees go weak
You leaned over and you kissed me
I couldn't even speak
You leaned over and you kissed me
With a passion flowing free
You leaned over and you kissed me
Sparks flew that we could see
You leaned over and you kissed me
A touch so soft and tender
You leaned over and you kissed me
A kiss I would remember
You leaned over and you kissed me
I'm sure I kissed you back
You leaned over and you kissed me
With the fire no kiss should lack
You leaned over and you kissed me
You left me wanting more
You leaned over and you kissed me
My soul you did explore
You leaned over and you kissed me
My heart no longer full of pain
You leaned over and you kissed me
Darling, kiss me once again
- Keesha Kelley -
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11
petak
ožujak
2005
FRIDAY
The worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself.
Mark Twain
Dost thou love life?
Then do not squander time,
for that is the stuff life is made of.
Benjamin Franklin<3
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10
četvrtak
ožujak
2005
Thursday, oh what a day.....
May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
And rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of His hand.
Well let's see how boring was today?
Very boring! Carolina and I are ready to shoot ourselves. We were looking at pictures of hot guys, such as Johnny Depp, Sean Connery, and Brad Pitt, online to pass the time and it didn't help us much. Omg Dj came in and I almost shit myself. lol Carolina made so much fun of me. But whatever, he didn't even stop to say hello, he just walked in used a computer for a little bit and then left. ::BUTTFACE:: But ahh before I could post this he is came back, he is soooo cute, God help me I think I'm going to faint. ::hehe::
Well, let's see...............
I've got nothing else to tell yous guys. I'm so bored right now. I have found some very nice Irish quotations and Blessing online so I thought I would share them with y'all. lol Carolina's ass hurts today because she has been working out way too much! HAHA my ass doesn't hurt. 
I laugh at her!
Song of the day:
U Dobru I Zlu
Boris Novkovic <3
Izmedu neba i zemlje kad te ljubim prolazim
I ako odem nek te grije srce sto ti ostavim
Ni vatre ni vode ne boj se
Kada te slome samo sklopi oci zovi me
U dobru i zlu, u javi i snu
Znaj da uvijek bit cu tu
I kad padne noc i kad svane dan
Tu sam ljubav da ti dam
Ko nebeska ptica u zlatni kavez
Kad te nema zatvoren sam
Jer sto je ljubav ja sam s tobom
Jako dobro znam
Ni vatre ni vode ne boj se
Kada te slome samo sklopi oci zovi me
May those who love us love us.
And those that don't love us,
May God turn their hearts.
And if He doesn't turn their hearts,
May he turn their ankles,
So we'll know them by their limp.
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09
srijeda
ožujak
2005
Wicked Wednseday
This picture struck my fansy. I think It is intriguing.
Danas je vjerno nestašandan. JA bi trebao uzbuđen ima je Flogging Mamina maza koncert noćašnji taj JA bi trebao biti idući u , ali lele Ja sam ne. Maxwell odlučio je da koju je on će pustiti mene znati išta o karta do Ponedjeljak. Što rod od jako pijan mene od jer I'd bio na njegov magarac za tjedni da biste dobili njima. On je rekao mene taj njegov prijatelj nije dobiti karta za Utorak ali mi mogao pa ipak pasti na teret Srijeda. Kvalitetno I'm osnovati za neki na taj način Ja ne mogu ići i drugo JA ne ištanje to ići bilo gdje sa njemu pravo zatim. Na taj način JA je rekao njemu taj JA pravedan nije ištanje to ići više. I da on preklopivo stražnje sjedalo okolo odveć. JA ne misliti on je uzeo taj vrlo kvalitetno , ali on zaslužen Internet. On je pitao mene to ići dva mjesec prije i tada oklijevati do Monako dva dani prije nego pokazivanje to pustiti mene znati što događaj. JA ne misliti na taj način! Na taj način yeah I'm ne odlazeći. Ja ću obući moj Flogging Mamina maza CD i imati moj posjedovati koncert u mojem spavaća soba. JA ne potreba njemu!
Last night was a horrible night. I had to go to work and coach my team of 13 year olds. They made me so mad yesterday I thought I was going to kill them. First they were practicing like crap which always pisses me off and secondly they were fighting. They were pushing each other, yelling at each other, complaining to me about each other, and just being plain mean to one another. I lit into them like no other after practice. I told them that I was ashamed to be their coach because of the way they were acting. I told them that I didn't want to hear about how much one hates the other or what someone said about the other one. I told thenm that when they are practicing and playing they will act like they are best friends. They are to act like they like each other and respect each other.
I told them that if I see one more person do or say anything that I feel isn't nice that I am making them run until they puke and then I am going to make them run some more. I was so pissed I wouldn't even let thme speak. They were all raisning their hands waiting for me to call on them so they could defend their positions but I wouldn't let them. I told them finally, I don't want to hear your explanations, I want you all to go home and think about what you have done and I will see you on Friday. They all looked like they were going to cry but hey, I need to be firm with them sometimes. I think I might be a little too nice every once in awhile. Oh well, let's just see how Friday goes.
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Bloody Bones
Song of the Day:
You Don'y Know How It Feels- Tom Petty <3
Let me run with you tonight, I'll take you on a moonlight ride
There's someone I used to see, but she don't give a damn for me
Well let me get to the point
Let's roll another joint
And turn the radio loud
I'm to alone to be proud
And you don't know how it feels
You don't know how it feels
To be me
People come and people go
Some grow young, some grow cold
I woke up in between a memory and a dream
So let's get to the point
Let's roll another joint
Let's head on down the road
There's somewhere I gotta go
And you don't know how it feels
You don't know how it feels
To be me
My old man was born to rock
He's still tryin to beat the clock
Think of me what you will
I've got a little space to fill
So let's get to the point
Let's roll another joint
Let's head on down the road
There's somewhere I gotta go
And you don't know how it feels
You don't know how it feels
No you don't know how it feels
To be me
You don't know how it feels
You don't know how it feels
No you don't know how it feels
To be me
Thats all I have for now! PusA <3
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utorak
ožujak
2005
Totally Tuesday!
Hey everyone! It's Tuesday and I am tired and bored! I would have written to you earlier but I thought that I should wait until something exciting happens.......
well.......
I've been waiting for 3 hours now. The only exciting thing that happened is that we had to stamp these books that the library is getting rid of so that they can sell them, and the lady said if I wanted any I could have them. Yay! I found two awesome books on ART! One is on renaissance art and the other is on modern art, my two favorites.
Well, besides that nothing too fun and exciting has happened. I ate lunch, that was fun. Carolina and I discussed how I am going to pay for my plane ticket, which is like $400 more than expected and that was fun. Now I think I'm going to go back to my wonderful book, Bloody Bones, and see what Anita Blake is up to now. If anything good enough to write about happens I promise to let you know.
Its an excellent book yous guys should pick it up!
Song of the day:
ADDICTED<3
Simple Plan
I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy but you left anyway
I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway
How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
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07
ponedjeljak
ožujak
2005
Blah, Blah, Blah....
Howdy y'all. So it's a beautiful Monday morning here in the wonderful city of Joliet. And the first day of Spring break....
Yeah, BREAK! But me I'm at work. I decided to take about forty hours this week, because I desperaptely need money for Croatia. I am so excited to go but right now I am so not looking forward to working like this all week. But like I said I desperately need the money. So hopefully I will get my ticket this week. My mom said that she could probably give me some money. But if she does that means that I have to quit smoking and be good from now on. I think I can handle the quitting smoking and it's not like I'm bad all of the time or something so that shouldn't be so hard either.
I wouldn't know if anything fun and exciting happened this weekend because I had to stay home and do nothing while Carolina and Jess went out and had fun without me. Sadly, Carolina said that Dj was there on Saturday and he was looking for me. ::tears:: I wish I wasn't so stupid sometimes and that I had just gone home last Saturday like I was suppposed to. But then again I did have an amazing time. Well, anyways while they were out having TONS-O-FUN I was stuck at home with my 15 year old brother and his crazy friends. I bought them pizza and then I watched Bad Boys II. It was an exciting evening. NOT! But oh well, my mom said that if I was good all week she would let me go out this Saturday. SO guess who is going to be on her best behavior ever...... ME!
My mom took me and Carolina shopping yesterday. She bought us like $400 worth of clothes. We got the cutest jackets and I got these cute little flood pants that make my butt look so nice! I'm excited. Everything I got is mix and matchable! And All of Carolina's stuff matches with mine so were can share outfits! I also got these cute little shoes. They are dark pink with like a 3 inch heel. I love them! They are so cute and they match the little pink skirt and top that I got. And Oh my God I love the purse my mom got me. It is and off-white leather short strap purse with little metal buttons on it. It is adorable, I love my purse too!
These are my Shoes!
Song of the Day:
Down on the Farm: Tim McGraw <3
Every Friday night there’s a steady cloud of dust
That leads back to a field filled with pickup trucks
Got old hank cranking way up loud
Got coolers in the back
Tailgates down
There’s a big fire burnin’ but don’t be alarmed
It’s just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm
Ed’s been on the tractor ain’t seen Becky all week
Somebody said they seen ’em heading down to the creek
Farmer Johnson’s daughters just pulled up in a jeep
Man he knows how to grow ’em if ya know what I mean
Old dave’s gettin’ loud but he don’t mean no harm
We’re just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm
You can have a lot of fun in a New York minute
But there’s some things you can’t do inside those city limits
Ain’t no closing time
Ain’t no cover charge
Just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm
Well you can come as you are
There ain’t no dress code
Just some rural route rules that you need to know
Don’t mess with the bull
He can get real mean
Don’t forget to shut the gate
Stay out of the beans
If it starts to rainin’ will just head to the barn
We’re country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm
You can have a lot of fun in a New York minute
But there’s some things you can’t do inside those city limits
Ain’t no closing time
Ain’t no cover charge
Just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm
Ain’t no closing time
Ain’t no cover charge
Just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm
Oh let’s get down y’all
Stay out of that hay
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06
nedjelja
ožujak
2005
I'm a doin' Alright....
It's a great day to be alive, I know the sun's still shinin' when I close my eyes, there some hard times in the neighborhood, but why can't everyday be just as good?
So yeah Wednesday I became terribly sick and decided that I must go to class on Thursday anyways. I was wrong!!!! I went to the doctor at about 8:15, I finally got my ugly boot off my foot and I was on my way to class. I was feeling good because I was walking in a small ankle brace and doing fairly well, but I felt like shit. So anyways I went to class and sat there doin absolutely nothing because I was freezing and burning with a fever. Finally when class ended I went to the lounge to see Carolina for lunch but I could barely walk. So she called my mother and made me go home. Well, it turns out that I had 101 degree temperature and shouldn't have been out of bed at all. So I went to bed and slept from 1:30 pm until 8:30 am Friday. It was so weird. I don't think I've ever been that sick in my whole life. But I'm a doin' alright....
Next, there is Maxwell. He just pisses me off. You remember how I told you lovely people about how I was going to go see the great Irish Punk band in the world on Tuesday March 8th? Well, now I guess we aren't going. Max never called his friend to see if he got the tickets and now I have no idea if we are going and I don't even want to go with him anymore. But it's okay because I don't need him anyways. I've got Dj! (hopefully) I'm a doin' alright....
Today my team for school had a tournament, which I couldn't play in because of my foot and because I was so sick. But I still went to support the team. There are two girls on the team who can't play because they are ineligible. I feel bad for them but I shouldn't because its kinda their own fault. But besides that the girls played really well today. It was a long day and now I'm exhausted. But oh well, I'm a doin' alright....
Here's a wonderful song that made me think of a wonderful boy ::cough Dj Cough::
Somebody Like You- Keith Urban<3
There's a new wind blowin' like I've never known.
I'm breathin' deeper than I've ever done.
And it sure feels good, to finally feel the way I do.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.
An' I'm lettin' go of all my lonely yesterdays.
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made.
Now there's just one thing, the only thing I wanna do, mmm, mmm.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.
Yeah, I wanna feel the sunshine,
Shinin' down on me and you.
When you put your arms around me,
You let me know there's nothing in this world I can't do.
I used to run in circles goin' no-where fast.
I'd take, uh, one step forward and two steps back.
Couldn't walk a straight line even if I wanted to, mmm, mmm.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.
Whoa here we go now!
Yeah, I wanna feel the sunshine,
Shinin' down on me and you.
When you put your arms around me,
Well, baby there ain't nothing in this world I can't do.
Sometimes it's hard for me to understand,
But you're teachin' me to be a better man.
I don't want to take this life for granted like I used to do, no, no.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.
I'm ready to love somebody,
Love somebody like you. Oooh.
An' I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you, yeah.
Well Happy Saturday everyone!! PUSA <3
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02
srijeda
ožujak
2005
*Hyper-active Wednesday*
Hey Everybody! Wow I am in such a freakin' good mood today! I have no idea what is wrong with me. I woke up this morning and I was just happy as can be. I listened to the Beatles today on the way to school and I couldn't help but get even more happy! Then I got to school and I was so excited to be here. I don't know why. I went to lift this morning, and I was so hyper my coach was like you're annoying me leave!!!! LOL So I left. ::hehe:: Classes were awesome as well, except I'm not going to my History class because it is boring and I know that that will just bring me down, so I'm writting to you lovely folks to tell you about my day. Well, I must start by back tracking a little bit to two weeks ago on a Friday night......
Well, as you all know I got so wasted that I almost died. And this wonderful, sweet, totally HOT guy named Dj took care of me and made sure I stayed alive. He sat by my side all evening and helped me get up and go to the bathroom to puke my stomach out. He held my hair for me and got me water and watched over me so that no one messed with me. Well........
Yesterday, I was sitting at work, in the library where he has class, and I was reading Jess's blog. I was laughing histerically because she wrote a novel but it was all so funny to remember the crazy shit we did. Well, he came up and was talking to me. He was like hey Boo. And I was like Hi. (as my stomach fell out of my ass and butterflies engulfed the room). Then this girl walked up to me and was like hey I need to check out this movie so while I helped her, he stood there and waited for me. Which no guy has ever done. I was like OMG someone wake me up I'm dreaming. Then we talked about what happened on Friday (him beating the shit out this one guy) and then he told me that he promised never to do anything like that to scare me again. He is soooo sweet. When he left he was like I'll see you later Boo. And I was like okay sweetie. 
Then today I saw him in the cafe and I was like hey you whats up? And he was like Hey Boo, nothing. ::smiling as big as he possibly could:: I was like what you doin? He was like I'm studying. So I told him I would let him study and I left. He makes me feel so happy, and hyper.
Well, you are all probably wondering what the hell is wrong with you girl??! Too Many Boys! I know. But it is so weird. I have never gotten butterflies so bad that I thought that I was going to puke like I did yesterday. Not with Max, Not with Corey, Not with anyone. I honestly don't know what to do. Carolina said that I'm in bloom. lol OK! What the Fuck is that supposed to mean? I asked her. And she goes: Well, it's spring time almost. You are getting ready for spring and changes. And when you least expect it the shit hits the fan, basically. So yeah, I'm more confused than I've ever been, but I'm so hyper and soooooooooo HAPPY that it doesn't really matter right now.
I can't wait to see Dj and hear him call me BOO. I think that is soo cute. But enough about boys.
Carolina thought that there was something terribly wrong with me this morning. LOL I am definately not a morning person and I was so hyper that she was like OK, what the fuck is wrong with you? Why are you so Happy? But, I really don't know. It must be the Beatles. She told me that from now on we must listen to the Beatles wherever we go. I guess I am more crabby than I think sometimes. (Carolina, no need for a commenet on that one!). But I'm so happy I can't take it. AHHHHHHHH!!!!
I have no idea what else I need to tell yous guys. I mean when I finally finish finding some cool ass pictures for my post and I finally post everything then I'm sure I will think of something else that I wanted to say and the you s guys will only see the second post where I say omg guess what else. And then you won't read this one it will have all just been a waste of my precious time and mounds of energy. So Please make sure read at least the last two blogs that I write because you never know, one could be from thismorning and the other could be from this afternoon. LOL Now I'm babbling.
This is the funniest freakin' picture I have ever seen! Please explain me how you can't laugh at this!
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01
utorak
ožujak
2005
Twenty-Questions Tuesday
Hey everybody. Today is the most tedious day of my life. I want to shoot everybody around who has been annoying me forever. I don't think I have ever been this bored in my life. I was thinking about Saturday, last night, and I feel sort of bad. I mean I'm so happy that I met Corey but now I can't help but think of Max (the wonderful, amazing, I don't want a relationship right now boy). I know Carolina is going to yell at me to forget him but sometimes I just can't. I was thinking about him on Saturday, the whole time I was with Corey. And I feel horrible about it. I really think I found a great guy in Corey, but Max just keeps plaguing my mind. What should I do?
I don't want to miss out on something that could potentially be amazing, but I also don't want to wait around for nothing. What if Max has finally come to his senses? What if Corey doesn't want a relationship? What if he does? What if Max finds out about Corey and we never talk again? Why do I care so much for Max? Why can't I just let him go? What if Corey is the one guy I've been looking for? What if he isn't? Why do I have so Many Freakin questions?! Why does life have to be so complicated?
Anyways, I'm bored and this is obviously what I think about when I'm bored. Well, this and volleyball. Which I still can't play because of my stupid foot! I hate being hurt, and yet I get hurt like all of the time. It kind of sucks! But oh well, I shall survive. I always do.
Song-O-the-Day:
"Forgotten" Avril Lavigne <3
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
I'm giving up on everything
Because you messed me up
Don't know how much you
Screwed it up
You never listened
That's just too bad
Because I'm moving on
I won't forget
You were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don't patronize me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus]
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted
Do you forget it now
You never got It
Do you get it now
Yea yea yea yea yea
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
Gotta get away
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
It won't ever be the same
We're so different now
Yea yea yea yea yea
[Chorus]
I know I wanna run away
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away
If only I could run away
Run away
I told you waht i wanted I
I told you waht i wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten
I won't be forgotten
Never Again
[Chorus (2x)]
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
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