oh well. i don't act different aroud Lera. she is not my favorite person in the world. there are quite a few i could call favorite. you know you're among them it hurts me SO FUCKIN BAD that you have to put up something like this on your blog and i've been waiting forever for THIS kind of a thing to come out of your mouth when you talk to me-because it is the TRHUTH!!!I told you million times that you can say anything.
i wasn't acting like you can not cheer me up. you couldn't. not during those few hours at least. i was shocked. i didn't expect to feel like a piece of shit. and i did feel like a piece of shit. it was not about YOU, it was about ME feeling like crap. you don't think i wanted to talk? i did, i really fuckin did, but if only started talking i would've started crying. ok? i felt so fuckin conqoured...and you can't make someone laugh in like few minutes. how long does it usually take me to cheer you up? a few hours of bugging? yeah...
why didn't you tell me you hated lera? why am i so honest with you all the time if i can't expect the same thing from you? i was gonna read the blog to know what you are really thinking? oh well, friendship I guess.
I don't give a fuck about lera. the reasons i did talk to her were a way out of this issue.
i just tried to be nice. aren't you like 100% nice to all of the people you disslike and what not? when i told you abput that you didn't know what i was talking about obviously. now you see. isn't wierd to see someone talking to sb like lera and being nice(and i wouldn't really!)
finally, i was pissed at first, now i am not. i am disapointed that you don't see as much of a friend in me to be honest. it makes me feel even worse.
16.03.2005. (05:27)
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hey girl, i have no idea how could i make you feel better, but i'll just say that everyone has a bad days, and everything you said about guys is SOOOO true!! just hang out, it'll better tomorrow! here in croatia the sun is finally starting to shine, it's like 15 degrees and i'm all happy these days about it! see, it will be better... :))))
16.03.2005. (11:35)
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hey babe.. look, there is no such thing as just good ppl.. i mean, i guess u already know that..ur a smart girl.. just forgive but dont forget.. thats what i do.. and everything is so much easier that way.. coz ppl like that are all around.. kisssssssssss
16.03.2005. (15:47)
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hey honey, don't worry... relax :)
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oh well. i don't act different aroud Lera. she is not my favorite person in the world. there are quite a few i could call favorite. you know you're among them it hurts me SO FUCKIN BAD that you have to put up something like this on your blog and i've been waiting forever for THIS kind of a thing to come out of your mouth when you talk to me-because it is the TRHUTH!!!I told you million times that you can say anything. i wasn't acting like you can not cheer me up. you couldn't. not during those few hours at least. i was shocked. i didn't expect to feel like a piece of shit. and i did feel like a piece of shit. it was not about YOU, it was about ME feeling like crap. you don't think i wanted to talk? i did, i really fuckin did, but if only started talking i would've started crying. ok? i felt so fuckin conqoured...and you can't make someone laugh in like few minutes. how long does it usually take me to cheer you up? a few hours of bugging? yeah... why didn't you tell me you hated lera? why am i so honest with you all the time if i can't expect the same thing from you? i was gonna read the blog to know what you are really thinking? oh well, friendship I guess. I don't give a fuck about lera. the reasons i did talk to her were a way out of this issue. i just tried to be nice. aren't you like 100% nice to all of the people you disslike and what not? when i told you abput that you didn't know what i was talking about obviously. now you see. isn't wierd to see someone talking to sb like lera and being nice(and i wouldn't really!) finally, i was pissed at first, now i am not. i am disapointed that you don't see as much of a friend in me to be honest. it makes me feel even worse.
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i don't need permission, make my own decisions!!
hey girl, i have no idea how could i make you feel better, but i'll just say that everyone has a bad days, and everything you said about guys is SOOOO true!! just hang out, it'll better tomorrow! here in croatia the sun is finally starting to shine, it's like 15 degrees and i'm all happy these days about it! see, it will be better... :))))
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hey babe.. look, there is no such thing as just good ppl.. i mean, i guess u already know that..ur a smart girl.. just forgive but dont forget.. thats what i do.. and everything is so much easier that way.. coz ppl like that are all around.. kisssssssssss
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charmed
I realy hate those people who just want to destroy someones friendship!!! But don't worry ;)
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