Hey everybody. Today is the most tedious day of my life. I want to shoot everybody around who has been annoying me forever. I don't think I have ever been this bored in my life. I was thinking about Saturday, last night, and I feel sort of bad. I mean I'm so happy that I met Corey but now I can't help but think of Max (the wonderful, amazing, I don't want a relationship right now boy). I know Carolina is going to yell at me to forget him but sometimes I just can't. I was thinking about him on Saturday, the whole time I was with Corey. And I feel horrible about it. I really think I found a great guy in Corey, but Max just keeps plaguing my mind. What should I do?
I don't want to miss out on something that could potentially be amazing, but I also don't want to wait around for nothing. What if Max has finally come to his senses? What if Corey doesn't want a relationship? What if he does? What if Max finds out about Corey and we never talk again? Why do I care so much for Max? Why can't I just let him go? What if Corey is the one guy I've been looking for? What if he isn't? Why do I have so Many Freakin questions?! Why does life have to be so complicated?
Anyways, I'm bored and this is obviously what I think about when I'm bored. Well, this and volleyball. Which I still can't play because of my stupid foot! I hate being hurt, and yet I get hurt like all of the time. It kind of sucks! But oh well, I shall survive. I always do.
Song-O-the-Day:
"Forgotten" Avril Lavigne <3
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
I'm giving up on everything
Because you messed me up
Don't know how much you
Screwed it up
You never listened
That's just too bad
Because I'm moving on
I won't forget
You were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don't patronize me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
[Chorus]
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted
Do you forget it now
You never got It
Do you get it now
Yea yea yea yea yea
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
Gotta get away
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
It won't ever be the same
We're so different now
Yea yea yea yea yea
[Chorus]
I know I wanna run away
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away
If only I could run away
Run away
I told you waht i wanted I
I told you waht i wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten
I won't be forgotten
Never Again
[Chorus (2x)]
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Post je objavljen 01.03.2005. u 20:06 sati.