la vida termina

I feel so lonely, maybe I give too much and demand too much back
you don't understand me anymore
and I don't belong in this world of planning babies, talking about boyfriends
I can't talk to you about what really matters
you will never understand why I needed you to stay the whole night
you did not want to pay the ticket back
but it is just money, and you have plenty of it
you desert me, and talk about friendship
I use big words, the small ones I don't know
you use big words, when your thoughts and deeds are small
here, nothing is real