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Down this road
Another day, another dollar, another bill collecting caller.
Disillusioned, let down, all my heroes are junkies now.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road, I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to fight.
26 and I'm flat broke, I've been down so long I have given up hope.
Shattered nerves anxiety, so much more than I wanted to be.
I often wonder what went wrong,
but I can't remember, it's been too long.
Think out loud things I want to change,
but I know I never will I'm gonna stay this way.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road,
I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to...
Is this my great reward, servitude and solitude,
a lifetime of chances I have blown
I woulda coulda shoulda been so much more than I really am,
and it's nobody else's fault but my own.
Another day, another dollar, another bill collecting caller.
Disillusioned, let down, cause I'm nothing more than a fuck up now.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road, I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to fight.

Zero down

STUMBLE AND FALL
Making a bet and I feel that I should have known better
Turning the pages so slow as I ever could
Shot shot I need a shot of persuasion right now
Let down the offer at once
'cause I'm weak and afraid to be wrong

But in time, well I need another piece of your mind
In time, and the feeling is strong and I'm riding it high
In time, well I need another piece of your mind
In time, and the feeling is strong
and I'm riding it high for you

Shaking my head so gently afraid to be simple
Waiting for you reaction, for your response
Time out, I don't need any suspension at all
Sit still, it's all for the best
'cause you stumble and fall for your love

Faking a laugh the sound is loud and annoying
Taking it back is something that can't be done
Let go, the spirits is no in the ceiling tonight
Step down and lick all my wounds
is the only thing left for me now

NO FUN AT ALL


Jack of all Trades
Give me a reason not to lash out,
because I don't see much reason now
I want to banish frauds, slay unruly sods.
Since false idol gods have nothing figured out
Nothing at all
So you've got a tale to tell,
Well how about something real?
feel free and stifle someone.
Go on and belittle someone as well.
Or but fucker yeah you'll get yours
So fill up your pockets, and watch them swell.
You could be no one, an inconsiderate bastard son.
Kiss your smile goodbye.
Kiss it all goodbye.

Hot Water Music


Original Me

Mirror, mirror,
Please believe,
Need to find myself,
All my life spent wondering,
I've been trying to hide this place of mind,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me.

I need a sign a simple chime,
When grown kids have crossed my mind,
Followed to in the craziness,
A welcome man who rode behind,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
Reflection I see,
Reminds me, of somebody like me

Tender day,
Spent to laugh,
Don't say all but the impact,
Mental prostitution,
In this universal, institution,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me

Confession,
Aggression,
My time to end this session,
One bang and I'm free.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
Reflection I see,
Reminds me, of somebody like me.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
The reflection I see,
Reminds me of somebody like me.
ALL

04.11.2006., subota

TEEN HELLOWEEN

it is not!! Ten years ago on Halloween I was spending some all-night-killer-time in the police station in Samobor. It was a week day, I think. We went to a punk gig and did not expect to stay long. When we came to Samobor in the bowling alley, the concert was already very late. We were waiting for quite some time and then we were told that the concert was canceled. As we found out later, the concert did not have permission to take place, and the organisers were not aware of that. Anyway, we left the alley and walked to the bus terminal. The crowd was wild with disapproval and then the police came to dispel them. By that time I was already half way to the terminal with bunch of my friends. As we were moving away we heard gunshots but we did not pay attention. As we got to the terminal we set down on a sidewalk and we waited for the bus to take us home. Then, out of nowhere, a police van pulled over, guys were armed and they came running out yelling at us to lay on the floor face down with our hands up. They were hitting those who tried to protest with batons. We were all cca 18 then and we were horrified. I avoided hits since I kept extremely low profile. It was pretty cold especially on the concrete...we heard voices of people passing by who were trying to obstruct the disaster. They could not because they were told that they will join us if they do not shut up and leave. After that, they put overmuch of us in that van with no seats and windows and the worst part was that they drove like crazy. We just hoped that we will get alive no matter where they were taking us. As they stopped, we litteraly fell from the van. We saw that we came to some police station and since it was a short ride it must have been Samobor. Whole station was full with people from the concert. Some were drunk, some were beaten, some were quiet, some where protesting, some were just confused. They put us all around the hallway where we were supposed to stand with our hands up on the wall. We had no mobile phones then and I could not call anyone to tell what was happening. If some of us had mobiles then, things would have been different. We were not allowed to go to the toilet and we were called one by one to a serious chat in some room upstairs. It lasted for hours... Finally, it was my turn. They called my ma to tell her where I was (I was already soooo late) and she froze. I remember that my friend's mother came to pick us up and there was 7 of us in the car home.
The next few days it was all over the media, worried and resentful parents wondering how can this happen in a democratic state like ours (!!). Who do hell ordered that the special police formation who was very known from the war, abuse their teenage children? There were so many stories of so many people who were there...things have happened that I did not see, I just heard about them later.
All the fuss came down pretty quickly and nothing ever happened...authorities did not consider the event as a faut pas. They kinda tried to convince us that we deserved it. I regret that I do not remember more details about that event. All in all, it was pretty nasty.
Anyway, people may say this and that about present political power in Croatia, regardless which party is concerned, but I do not think that something like that could happen nowdays. Maybe something has changed in this 10 years...or was it all over and done on decembre 10, 1999?

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