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Down this road
Another day, another dollar, another bill collecting caller.
Disillusioned, let down, all my heroes are junkies now.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road, I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to fight.
26 and I'm flat broke, I've been down so long I have given up hope.
Shattered nerves anxiety, so much more than I wanted to be.
I often wonder what went wrong,
but I can't remember, it's been too long.
Think out loud things I want to change,
but I know I never will I'm gonna stay this way.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road,
I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to...
Is this my great reward, servitude and solitude,
a lifetime of chances I have blown
I woulda coulda shoulda been so much more than I really am,
and it's nobody else's fault but my own.
Another day, another dollar, another bill collecting caller.
Disillusioned, let down, cause I'm nothing more than a fuck up now.
I've been down this road, in the end it's all the same,
another day I'm getting older, another day nothing has changed.
I've been down this road, I'm wrong when I know I'm right,
hard pressed to make it better, but I got no will to fight.
Zero down

STUMBLE AND FALL
Making a bet and I feel that I should have known better
Turning the pages so slow as I ever could
Shot shot I need a shot of persuasion right now
Let down the offer at once
'cause I'm weak and afraid to be wrong

But in time, well I need another piece of your mind
In time, and the feeling is strong and I'm riding it high
In time, well I need another piece of your mind
In time, and the feeling is strong
and I'm riding it high for you

Shaking my head so gently afraid to be simple
Waiting for you reaction, for your response
Time out, I don't need any suspension at all
Sit still, it's all for the best
'cause you stumble and fall for your love

Faking a laugh the sound is loud and annoying
Taking it back is something that can't be done
Let go, the spirits is no in the ceiling tonight
Step down and lick all my wounds
is the only thing left for me now

NO FUN AT ALL

Jack of all Trades
Give me a reason not to lash out,
because I don't see much reason now
I want to banish frauds, slay unruly sods.
Since false idol gods have nothing figured out
Nothing at all
So you've got a tale to tell,
Well how about something real?
feel free and stifle someone.
Go on and belittle someone as well.
Or but fucker yeah you'll get yours
So fill up your pockets, and watch them swell.
You could be no one, an inconsiderate bastard son.
Kiss your smile goodbye.
Kiss it all goodbye.

Hot Water Music


Original Me

Mirror, mirror,
Please believe,
Need to find myself,
All my life spent wondering,
I've been trying to hide this place of mind,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me.

I need a sign a simple chime,
When grown kids have crossed my mind,
Followed to in the craziness,
A welcome man who rode behind,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
Reflection I see,
Reminds me, of somebody like me

Tender day,
Spent to laugh,
Don't say all but the impact,
Mental prostitution,
In this universal, institution,

Confusion,
Illusion,
Misinterpretation,
Of the original me

Confession,
Aggression,
My time to end this session,
One bang and I'm free.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
Reflection I see,
Reminds me, of somebody like me.

What big thoughts you had,
I can see them in your eyes,
When you pretend to laugh,
The reflection I see,
Reminds me of somebody like me.
ALL

01.10.2006., nedjelja

'I WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING I HATE'

Life changes so quickly, it is scary! I never thought I would wear transparent tights but it happened. I never thought I would wear heels and amuse other people when my heel gets stuck in a tram track. Well, that happened too...and there were some very amused people there, let me tell ya! I am not that punk anymore and it makes me sad. What can I say...sharp-edged shoes and No Fun At All playing in my ears!! I walk to work, 50 minutes there and 50 back because I do not train nowdays and my arse just spreads in that office chair. On my way home, I usually swear at those shoes and tights and education I have chosen that goes along with those shoes and tights...at the age of 18 I did not think of that.

All in all, it is not the tights that bug me that much...it is more the fact that I am totally ignorant when it comes to work relations. I am stupid and naive and I am aware of that. I hate when people have alterior motives while hanging and speaking with others. I just cannot understand why the hell is it like that?! Vittu! If people see each other everyday and have to speak to each other, why do they ever get the need to be mean to one another...on purpose? If you like, you hang! If you do not like then go away, there is no need to hang. Luckily I am not envolved in those situaziones and I plan not to be. I am not interested and luckily I am surrounded with nice people.

What could be the reason that people are mean to others? Boredom, low self esteam, jelousy, stupidity, menopause,... I am grateful when people are being nice to me, I also try to be and most of the time I succed. How hard could it be? Normally, I am too critical. Everybody who knows me will say that, but I never act on it. I comment white shoes, that is pretty much it! I do not have alterior motives, I hang with people only because I like them. I approach in good will and think that everybody is nice until I get disappointed. It is not that easy to disappoint me, but my good opinion once lost is lost for good. I do not fear important people, because they are people too. If they are acting too important then they are unsure of themselves and that is not my problem. I do not have idols. Of course that I have high opinion of certain people but I do not think it shows. Well, actually...I do idealize when I am in love. I idealize, but in my own mind. People are what they are and not what you expect them to be. If you expect too much, you get disappointed. I am blabbing...What do you think about the subject? Is it better to be naive and trust everybody or is better to be careful and just mind your own business?

I time every journey to bump into you, accidentally
I charm you and tell you of the boys I hate
All the girls I hate
All the words I hate
All the clothes I hate
How I'll never be anything I hate
You smile, mention something that you like
or How you'd have a happy life if you did the things you like
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