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Opis bloga
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mTn_v08ZJEM


"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering,
known strle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”

Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

“Being with him when he died was something I will never forget. His bravery. His happiness. His acceptance. It was a colossal experience for me. Changed my life completely in a way that I had not expected. I expected to feel sad and lost. But I felt the opposite. Just, like, ‘Boy, this is it. This is all we have. Right here. So you’d better pay attention.’”

Laurie Anderson and Lou Reed


“To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power.
Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget… another world is not only possible, she is on her way.
On a quiet day, I can hear her breathing."

Arundhati

“I hope you will go out and let stories, that is life, happen to you, and that you will work with these stories... water them with your blood and tears and your laughter till they bloom, till you yourself burst into bloom.”

Clarissa Pinkola Estés


“May the sun bring you new energy by day, may the moon softly restore you by night, may the rain wash away your worries, may the breeze blow new strength into your being, may you walk gently through the world and know it’s beauty all the days of your life.”
Apache Blessing


“I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edges
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.
This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
of your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.”

Clementine von Radics





Linkovi
vidrinsmijeh@gmail.com

SarahBernardht
09.12.2019., ponedjeljak
Gabi i bakica

Kad bih pisala o svom ljubavnom životu, mislili bi da izmišljam, da sam odgledala isuviše filmova noirre, i da šta mi trebaju ti filmski ugođaji i filmske priče.
Te strast. Te snaga. Te riječi. Te djela. Te besmrtna budeš, takva sva izrezana.

Kad može život biti nekada i sasvim normalan, jelda. Uravnotežen. Predvidljiv. Lijepo predvidljiv. Jelda da može? Miran. Dvije svijeće. Toplina doma. Osvjetljene slike. Album uspomena.

Leđa su me zgrabila prošlu srijedu, jer se jako znojim noću i trebala bih se stalno presvlačiti.
I sebe i krevetninu. No, nisam to činila.
Brisala sam se ručnikom i glumila frajericu, pa mi se upalio leđni živac.
Bolilo me do mučnine.
Išla sam na blokade i bila na bolovanju.

Jučer na rođendanu malog mog četverogodišnjaka, on mi sjeda u krilo i šapće mi na uho: - Ajmo gore, baka. Ideš leć.
Slavljenik je, treba otvarat darove, igrati se, al ne, on se šuška u mom krilu.
A nikom nisam rekla da me boli, najmanje njemu.
Gore mi veli da skinem šlape, ušuška me u crvenu dekicu i donese knjigu da mu čitam.
Leđa zahvalno popuštaju. Milina!
Kako je samo znao?
Moj anđeo mali.

Kad bih pisala o svom ljubavnom životu, mislili bi da izmišljam, da sam odgledala isuviše filmova noirre, i da šta mi trebaju ti filmski ugođaji i filmske priče.
Moj dečko me jako voli i jako želi.
Nedvojbeno je to.
No eto, baš trenutno nema gdje i nema kako.

Pričam s frendicama.
Sve neki vrlo slični niškoristi muškarci, koji bi se rado domili kod žena i ne radili ništa.
Koda su si svi nekaj u rodu.
Žive kod staraca. Bivše žene. Kod rodbine.
U depri su. Ili se bave kriminalom.

- Kuhat ću ti maco svaki dan, dok si na poslu.
- Nema posla, sve sam pretražio.
- Ajde mila, nađi nam stan.
- Budi hrabra, ajde, znaš da te volim. Riskiraj.

Kada su to točno muški obukli roza tajice, stavili šljašteći make up i krenuli glumit Melanije, ha? Koda sam prespavala jedno dvajst godina. I probudila se u svijetu muških sponzoruša.
U kojem trenutku su to točno, prestali toljagom umlaćivat životinje i nosit ih u spilju da ih mi onda spremimo na gulaš( ne njih, životinje)?

Kad bih pisala o svom ljubavnom životu, mislili bi da izmišljam, da sam odgledala isuviše filmova noirre, i da šta mi trebaju ti filmski ugođaji i filmske priče.

E, pa baš neću. Zato neću.
Pisat ću o Gabiju, koji, umjesto da slavi svoj ročkas, ušuškava crvenoflisnom dekicom svoju blesavu, naivnu, nedoraslu baku.
Baku koja vjeruje, kojoj se blagdanski zacakle oči ko lučice, samo kad mi kaže Ljubav...

Baku koja se danas od silne sreće i zatomljenog straha rasplakala, kleknula pred ljepotom, otpjevala Wild thing..pa pa, pa ra pa pa... i nazdravila novom životu jer je marker savršen!



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