Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me...
30.12.2005., petak
Fading...
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I'm standing outside on the rain, hoping it washes out all the pain that's kept in my darkned soul, and fix my heart that once was whole... Hoping no one notices I'm crying, while all my hopes are slowly dying... The streets are empty, it's cold outside, I can't let the pain go, no matter how hard I tried... The rain is stopping, but tears keep falling, I won't turn around even though someone's calling... I feel my name doesn't belong to me, that I'm not the person I once used to be... p.s: moram priznati da sam se iznenadila sto vam se svida ovaj tip pjesama... pa hvala vam sto posjecujete moj blog ( u stvari oba bloga) ma ruljo, zakon ste!!! Samo sam htjela reci da ovaj blog ne znaci da cu zapustiti moj prvi blog LP Girl don't worry... ayde ruljo, jos jednom hvala... bye |
29.12.2005., četvrtak
Escape
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I'm walking down an empty street, The only thing I can hear is my heart beat... And every second I turn around, Looking for something I've already found... My breath freezing, my mind racing, Everything feels so unreal, even the fear that I'm facing... I just wanna run as far as I can, But where to go, and what then... I wanna escape from reality, escape from the lies, Don't wanna be the one that at night cryes... I feel like my life is worthless, Like living doesn't have a purpose... |
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I'm sitting here facing fear, feeling the end is near... My hands shaking, tears falling, no one to hear my desperate calling... Counting the minutes to the eternal dark, while sitting in this abbandoned park... Feeling the cold shadows of death behind, trying to get fear out of my mind... But it's stronger than me, the shadows are taking me in, even though I don't want to, death is going to win... I feel so weak, can't fight anymore, close my eyes and fall on the floor... And right there, in the chilly night, I became just another one of the people who lost that fight... |
I can't replace your screaming face
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I'm sitting in my darkned room Watching the only source of light Vanquishing as fast as your life did... There are no words that can Express my state, my anger, and all The hate running through my venes... You've taken away everything I had, Now you payed the price for making Me mad... My memmories take me back A couple of hours ago, To the thought of you lying on the floor... All that blood around you, and you, Fighting for every breath, begging for Your life, watching my victorious face And the bloody knife in my hand... And I smile at the memmory of Your last breath... Still smiling I take the knife, Wathing the blood shine under The fading light of the candle... And now, now you're gone and Guess what, I don't give a damn... All my paranoia and fear had gone Along with your last scream, and The memmory of your screaming face... I put the knife down and go to bed, Pleased with myself because I made You pay for making me mad... |