...too late to find the way....

četvrtak, 30.03.2006.

Please remember that I never lied and please remember how I felt inside now honey...

Ma crknite! Nemrem podnjet ovo više. Svi mi se prave pametni. Svi mi idu na živce do boli. Nakon dugo vremena se osjećam fakat glupo i razjebano. Nemrem to ni opisat. burninmad Oču van iz ove škole! Oču da me starci ostave na miru! I oču da moji frendovi i svi koji misle da to jesu shvate da nisu tak pametni. Svi odreda mi govore da trenbam zaboravit kaj je bilo i završit sa svim. E pa jebite se. To uopće nije lako! Lako je u teoriji, al u praksi baš i ne i zato me poštedite svojih komentara. Molim vas. Jer kad ti nekaj puno znači nije sam tak lako zaboravit... Bar ja mislim.

I ako vrijeme liječi rane, ja sam onda ipak propali slučaj. Bojim se da je previše vremena prošlo. Nekad se pitam ko sam ja? Čem ja služim? Kaj ja oču od života? Postoji li neko kom ja neš značim? Ima li netko ko bi žalio za mnom ak bi umrla? Brijem da su svi odgovori negativni... Ma pukla sam. I to mislim doslovno. Na pola. Previše se toga nakupilo u meni i sad je moralo izać.

Osjećam se skroz usamljeno. Slušam System... Lonely day... ( kak dobro opisuje moje stanje ) Nasta je nabavila cd koji mi je falio..

....Such a lonely day and it's mine,
The most loneliest day of my life...
...And if you go I wanna go with you,
And if you die I wanna die with you...
Take your hand and walk away....
The most loneliest day of my life.....

I razmišljam o prestanku pisanja ovog bloga. Uopće neznam ko to čita, a tak i tak tu su samo moja baljezganja. Neznam.. Previše je stvari i postova u ovom blogu koje ja trebam zaboravit i svaka riječ svake pjesme me podsjeti na nešto.. I pošto se ja nemrem suočit sa sobom, trebam pobjeć. A zatvaranje bloga je najbolji način za to...

Volim vas i žao mi je ako sam nekog ovim postom povrijedila.. Nisam željela.. vaša Anchy

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Looking down into those eyes,
I know, I'll be
lost and never found again.
Kiss me once and
I will surely melt and die,
kiss me twice and I
will never leave your side...

*

So much more than
empty conversations
Filled with empty words..

*

You are the hope
I have for change
You are the only
chance I’ll take...

*

Give me a whisper
and give me a sign...

*

Do you care if I don't know
what to say, will you
sleep tonight or will you
think of me?

*

The more I see the less I know.

*

Spoken words may
have let you down..

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SONGS

Scars, Papa roach

I tear my heart open,I sew myself shut
my weakness is that I care too much
my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
why don't you just go home
cause you channeled all your pain
and I can't help you fix yourself
your making me insine
all I can say is

I tried to help you once
against my own advice
I saw you going down but you never realized
that you're drowning in the water
so I offered you my hand
compassion's in my nature
tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
you shouldn't ever came around
why don't you judt go home?
cause your drowning in the water
and I tried to grab your hand
and I left my heart open
but you didn't understand
but you didn't understand
GO FIX YOURSELF!!

I can't help you fix yourself
but at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on
with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
but ar least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on
with my own life...

Cryin', Aerosmith

There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah
Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin' kind
Now listen
All I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way that I got kissed

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' cause I let you
Do what you do - down on me

Now there's not even breathin' room
Between pleasure and pain
Yeah you cry when we're makin' love
Must be one and the same

It's down on me
Yeah I got to tell you one thing
It's been on my mind
Girl I gotta say
We're partners in crime
You got that certain something
What you give to me
Takes my breath away
Now the word out on the street
Is the devil's in your kiss
If our love goes up in flames
It's a fire I can't resist

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' cause I let you
Do what you do to me

Cause what you got inside
Ain't where your love should stay
Yeah, our love, sweet love, ain't love
If you give your heart away

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' just to let you
Do what you do what you do down to me, baby, baby, baby

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm dyin' cause I let you
Do what you do down to , down to, down to, down to
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm dyin' to forget you
Your love is sweet
I was cryin' when I met you

Remember yesterday, Hammerfall

Can you tell me why It seems so hard to carry on
When you hear a voice
From long ago, so bittersweet

Even though i try, i can not
Read between the lines
You know i tried,
Oh, yes, i tried, what´s wrong

Too late to turn back time
To look over my shoulder
Maybe one day i´ll return again

Remember yesterday
And think about tomorrow
But you have to live today
Oh, lonely yesterday

Don´t leave me with the sorrow
Cause i have to live today

Every morning i awake
To see the newborn day
To carry on the flame
Until the end of time

Too late to turn back time
To look over my shoulder
Maybe one day i´ll return again

Remember yesterday
And think about tomorrow
But you have to live today
Oh, lonely yesterday
Don´t leave me with the sorrow
Cause i have to live today

Oh, oh, oh, don´t you step aside
And pretend about the future
Oh, oh, oh, never live a lie
Don´t you know tomorrow never comes

Don't cry, Gunsi

Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight.....