četvrtak, 23.03.2006.
Deep inside I'm bleeding
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Ovo je jedna tužna priča o gubitku frenda. Negdje krajem šestog razreda, zbližila sam se s jednim frendom iz razreda. Ništa posebno, al bili smo si dobri. Za razliku od mnogih, ponašao se jako lijepo prema meni. Inače je radio svakakva sranja po školi.. dobivao ukore i živcirao profesore, al prema meni je bio super. Sjedio je ispred mene. Jednog dana, na početku sedmog razreda, mi se okrenuo očima punih suza (dečko suznih očiju, da..) i rekao «Ana, mama će me preselit iz ove škole radi onog neki dan..» Što je napravio? Našli su mu švicarski nožić. Ja mu nisam vjerovala. Kasnije sam shvatila što mi je pričao. Rasplakala sam se pred njim. Nisam mogla zamislit svoj razred bez njega... I za tjedan dana ga više nije bilo. Otišao je. Obećala sam si da ću se čut s njim i ostat u kontaktu. Za nekih mjesec dana, više niko nije ni spomenuo njegovo ime. Nisam mogla vjerovat koja je to stoka od ljudi.. A svi su mu kao bili super frendovi i svi su ga voljeli. Nisam shvaćala kak možeš nekog tak brzo zaboravit. Ne shvaćam ni danas. I mi smo se čuli ponekad. Otprilike svaka 2 mjeseca. Bilo mi je drago da sam uspjela ostat u kontaktu s njim. I par puta je čak došo u posjet nama. Ali od ovog ljeta se više nisam čula s njim. Izvješća na poslane poruke ne dobivam. Jel promjenio broj pa mi nije javio, ili su mu ukrali mobitel? Neznam... Ono šta definitivno znam je da je taj dečko otišao iz mog života i da mi je iskreno žao. Nikad nisam prema njemu osjećala nešto više, al bio mi je frend. A da stvar bude gora, ne živi u mom kvartu. I polako on nestaje iz mog života (ili je već davno nestao) a sjećanja blijede... I znam da ga se više neću sjećat za par godina. Žao mi je i ovaj post djelomično posvećujem njemu. Ivanu. A kako će bit s ljudima koje volim a od kojih ću isto otić... Najbolje je ne razmišljat o tome.. |
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Looking down into those eyes,
I know, I'll be
lost and never found again.
Kiss me once and
I will surely melt and die,
kiss me twice and I
will never leave your side...
*
So much more than
empty conversations
Filled with empty words..
*
You are the hope
I have for change
You are the only
chance I’ll take...
*
Give me a whisper
and give me a sign...
*
Do you care if I don't know
what to say, will you
sleep tonight or will you
think of me?
*
The more I see the less I know.
*
Spoken words may
have let you down..
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volim svašta...munje, kišu, noć, plivanje, frendove, svoj krevet, mobić, a vjerojatno najviše od svega kad mi ljudi ne vise za vratom i kad me svi ostave na miru, francuski jezik =) ...
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SONGS
I tear my heart open,I sew myself shut
my weakness is that I care too much
my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
why don't you just go home
cause you channeled all your pain
and I can't help you fix yourself
your making me insine
all I can say is
I tried to help you once
against my own advice
I saw you going down but you never realized
that you're drowning in the water
so I offered you my hand
compassion's in my nature
tonight is our last stand
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
you shouldn't ever came around
why don't you judt go home?
cause your drowning in the water
and I tried to grab your hand
and I left my heart open
but you didn't understand
but you didn't understand
GO FIX YOURSELF!!
I can't help you fix yourself
but at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on
with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
but ar least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on
with my own life...
Cryin', Aerosmith
There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah
Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin' kind
Now listen
All I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way that I got kissed
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' cause I let you
Do what you do - down on me
Now there's not even breathin' room
Between pleasure and pain
Yeah you cry when we're makin' love
Must be one and the same
It's down on me
Yeah I got to tell you one thing
It's been on my mind
Girl I gotta say
We're partners in crime
You got that certain something
What you give to me
Takes my breath away
Now the word out on the street
Is the devil's in your kiss
If our love goes up in flames
It's a fire I can't resist
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' cause I let you
Do what you do to me
Cause what you got inside
Ain't where your love should stay
Yeah, our love, sweet love, ain't love
If you give your heart away
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' just to let you
Do what you do what you do down to me, baby, baby, baby
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm dyin' cause I let you
Do what you do down to , down to, down to, down to
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm dyin' to forget you
Your love is sweet
I was cryin' when I met you
Remember yesterday, Hammerfall
Can you tell me why It seems so hard to carry on
When you hear a voice
From long ago, so bittersweet
Even though i try, i can not
Read between the lines
You know i tried,
Oh, yes, i tried, what´s wrong
Too late to turn back time
To look over my shoulder
Maybe one day i´ll return again
Remember yesterday
And think about tomorrow
But you have to live today
Oh, lonely yesterday
Don´t leave me with the sorrow
Cause i have to live today
Every morning i awake
To see the newborn day
To carry on the flame
Until the end of time
Too late to turn back time
To look over my shoulder
Maybe one day i´ll return again
Remember yesterday
And think about tomorrow
But you have to live today
Oh, lonely yesterday
Don´t leave me with the sorrow
Cause i have to live today
Oh, oh, oh, don´t you step aside
And pretend about the future
Oh, oh, oh, never live a lie
Don´t you know tomorrow never comes
Don't cry, Gunsi
Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight.....
