trenutak, jedan od onih.......

27.02.2006., ponedjeljak

Bila sam izgubljena,
pronašla sam se u toplom biću
tvoje neprocjenjivosti,
u nekoj magiji zbog koje sam
sretna (nekad tužna i luda),
U TEBI-mojoj nadi za život.
Ali sada je kraj…..
Nema života, uzeo si nadu….
Kraj.

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23.02.2006., četvrtak

napisano jednom davno....











Tisuću zvukova javlja se u mislima,
Stotine tuđih razmišljanja zabija se u mozak…
I nemam snage razumjeti, nemam snage slušati.
Prostor oko mene ispunjen je neizrečenim glupostima,
I beskrajnim lažima i šumovima koji ubijaju.
Zaglušujuće postaje glasno,
Bol postaje mučenje,
Prostor se zatvara, postaje sve manji, i manji…
I nestaje…
I ostajem u vlastitim mislima, vlastitim
Šumovima svojeg mučenja.
I to je previše………..
Zatvaram se, postajem sve neprimjetnija…..
I nestajem..


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22.02.2006., srijeda










Oštri glasovi odzvanjaju, u mojoj sobi, odbijaju se poput najgore jeke… Srce tupo udara, lagano i bolno. Čudna toplina i nestvarne stvari. Osjećaj da mi je srce zauzelo svaki organ, sve postaje tupo. Samoća hrani neispunjene osjećaje, osjećaje praznine.. Želim plakati, izbaciti teret, ali suze nisu dovoljne. I želim se smijati, ali nema razloga… Čemu ismijavati nesreću. Ponovo zujanje, odvodi me u dubinu, u najtamniju spilju vlastitog straha. I nema izlaza, samo kamen, stijene, teške i ogromne, hrapave, oštre.. Osjećam pod prstima.. i hladnoća… svježina… Čujem svoje disanje, jedino što postoji. Kao da diše netko drugi, neko prestrašeno biće koje želi pobjeći, ali ipak osjeća neku povezanost, neobjašnjivo… ali to sam ipak samo ja…


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"Stajala je kao obamrla, znajući da je živa još jedino stoga što joj kuca bilo koje kao da je nalik na zaglušnu glazbu, izbijalo iz nje i ispunjalo cijelo polje. Tlo joj je pod nogama bilo mekše od vode, a brazde joj se učine poput golemih tamnosmeđih valova što se slamaju o obalu. Sva sjećanja, sve misli što ih je imala u svijesti u hipu joj bljesnu pred očima poput tisuća iskrica kakva vatrometa.
Obuze je neka vrsta ludila, prepadne se, ali se uspije pribrati- nekako zbrkano, doduše, jer nikako da se sjeti uzroka svog strašnog položaja. Bolovala je samo od svoje ljubavi i osjećala kako je kroz sjećanje na nju napušta duša, kao što ranjenici u samrtnom hropcu osjećaju kako im život istječe kroz krvareću ranu." (G.Flaubert-Emma Bovary)

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20.02.2006., ponedjeljak

let it rain...

Kiša…ko bi rekao, al bilo mi je lijepo gledati nervozne ljude kako se guraju u tramvaju i psuju vozača je ne zna normalno kočit..dobro je bit hladnokrvan prema svijetu, za promjenu, danas me baš bilo briga i za ispit na faksu i za ljute bake koje su vrebale na moje mjesto..a stvarno mi se nije dalo bit ljubazna..slušalice u ušima i gledanje kapljice kiše na prozoru..i mozak bye bye….

If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
in the cold November rain


pozdrav svima koji su uočili ovaj blog.....
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19.02.2006., nedjelja

........

Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been here before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
there's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had... baby

Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
there's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
there's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight

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We used to swim the same moonlight waters
Oceans away from the wakeful day

My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I`ll bleed forever

Scent of the sea before the waking of the world
Brings me to thee
Into the blue memory

A siren from the deep came to me
Sang my name my longing
Still I write my songs about that dream of mine
Worth everything I may ever be

The Child will be born again
That siren carried him to me
First of them true loves
Singing on the shoulders of an angel
Without care for love n` loss

Bring me home or leave me be
My love in the dark heart of the night
I have lost the path before me
The one behind will lead me

Take me
Cure me
Kill me
Bring me home
Every way
Every day
Just another loop in the hangman`s noose

Take me, cure me, kill me, bring me home
Every way, every day
I keep on watching us sleep

Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve
Of you and me
Forgive the adoring beast

Redeem me into childhood
Show me myself without the shell
Like the advent of May
I`ll be there when you say
Time to never hold our love

-nightwish-

Faces, all around…
Eyes looking, but can't see.
Just empty smile.
People die
Here it comes,
The solitude.
Again.



Around the corner I have
a friend,
In this great city
that has no end,
Yet the days go by
and weeks rush on,
And before I know
it, a year is gone.
And I never see my
old friends face,
For life is a swift
and terrible race,
He knows I like him
just as well,
As in the days when
I rang his bell.
And he rang mine if,
we were younger then,
And now we are busy,
tired men.
Tired of playing a
foolish game,
Tired of trying to
make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I
will call on Jim"
"Just to show that
I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes
and tomorrow goes,
And distance between
us grows and grows.
Around the corner!
yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram
sir" "Jim died today."
And that's what we
get and deserve in the
end.
Around the corner, a
vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love or like
someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and
tell someone what they mean to you. Because when
you decide that it
is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most
importantly, stay
close to your friends and family, for they have
helped make you
the person that you are today.









Turnaround

Take a step outside yourself
And you turn around
Take a look at who you are
It's pretty scary
So silly
It's Revolting
You're not much
You can't do anything

Take a step outside the city
And you turn around
Take a look at what you are
It is revolting
You're really nowhere
So wasteful
So foolish
Poppycock!

Who said don't look back?
Don't believe 'em
Go for that crazy sounding restaurant
'Cause they're gonna try and get behind you
Don't you let them do it
You know what I'm talking about?
You hear me talking?
You hear me talking!?

It's pretty scary, it's so revolting (x4)
Naaaah !

Take a step outside the country
And you turn around
Take a look at what you are
It is amazing
Take a good look
You're no big deal
You're so petty
It's a laugh

Take a step outside the planet
Turn around and around
Take a look at where you are
It's pretty scary

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smrt je početak besmrtnosti


čudno je kako je malo potrebno da budemo sretni, i još čudnije- kako nam često baš to malo nedostaje


jesu li mrtvi pali uzalud?ako svijet ostane ovakav kakav je,onda jesu


pesimist je optimist sa iskustvom


NE BOJIM SE SMRTI NEGO ZLA ŽIVOTA







Dreams

Oh, my life is changing everyday,

In every possible way.
And oh, my dreams, it's never quiet as it seems,
Never quiet as it seems.

I know I've felt like this before, but now I'm feeling it even more,
Because it came from you.
And then I open up and see the person falling here is me,
A different way to be.

Ah, la da ah...
La...

I want more imposible to ignore,
Imposible to ignore.
And they'll come true, impossible not to do,
Impossible not to do.

And now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me.
You're what I couldn't find.
A totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind;
You're everything to me.

Oh, my life,
Is changing every day,
In every possible way.

And oh, my dreams,
It's never quiet as it seems,
'Cause you're a dream to me,
Dream to me.




Endless Vacation

i kill myself kill the pain
a suicide death a suicide game
my skull he's bleaching in the dust
my rage turns to insane lust

all depressed all alone
i drift into the danger zone
deadly spitten cobra life of crime
i want revenge i want what's mine

like takin' carrie to the high school prom
something's always goin' wrong
hair trigger temper tormented mind
deadly spitten cobra i am losin' kind

the heart is the place devils congregate
when you're raised on andiet of bickering at hate
hair trigger temper tormented mind
deadly spitten cobra i am losin' kind

endless vacation
endless vacation