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Sve u mom životu što volim,poštujem i bez čega nemogu živjeti....
Haha da,ovo bih trebala biti ja...dodate mi još gitaru,zmaja i epruvetu and here I am! 
a sada vam s ponosom predstavljam pravu sebe 
slične smo si,kaj ne?
Mellonea
Keka
Iris
Diverzantica
Mali hipi
Casper
Lovesick
Miha
Blue Be@r
Nixa foto
Salopek
Marija
Tya
Bloody angel
Bloody angel 2,recimo
Vampireki
Amin khiluva lle a' gurtha ar' thar
Euromous
Chester
Muc
Viserys
Lady Anerol
Lucifer's Curse
Danijela
Noćni vuk
Čokoljadica
Peja
Mak cvijet zla
Manelys
Angel with rose
Badbluegirl
Forever darkness
My life in dark
Princeza ispod neona
Uialtum
Čmarnet
Aždaja butik =)
Dizajn
Kljik mi!!!
Elvish
Ja na deviantu
Lindale
Parni valjak
Led zeppelin
AC/DC
Guns n roses
Iron maiden
Metallica
Pantera
Nevermore
Slayer
Kalmah
Sonata arctica
Nightwish
Judas priest
hammerfall
Death
Bloodbound
Type O negative
Draconian
Within temptation
Type 0 negative-Black no.1
She's in love with herself
She likes the dark
On her milk white neck
The Devil's mark
It's all Hallows Eve
The moon is full
Will she trick or treat
I bet she will
She's got date at midnight
With Nosferatu
Oh baby, Lilly Munster
Ain't got nothing on you
Well when I called her evil
She just laughed
And cast that spell on me
Boo Bitch Craft
Yeah you wanna go out 'cause it's raining and blowing
You can't go out 'cause your roots are showing
Dye em black
Black no. 1
Little wolf skin boots
And clove cigarettes
An erotic funeral
For witch she's dressed
Her perfume smells like
Burning leaves
Everyday is Halloween
Loving you was like loving the dead
Iron maiden-Virus
There's an evil virus that's threatening mankind
Not state of the art, a serious state of the mind
The muggers, the backstabbers, the two faced elite
A menace to society, a social disease
Rape of the mind is a social disorder
The cynics, the apathy oneupmanship order
Watching beginnings of social decay
Gloating or sneering at life's disarrey
Eating away at your own self esteem
Pouncing on every word that you might be saying
Rape of the mind is a social disorder
The cynics, the apathy oneupmanship order
Superficially smiling a shake of the hand
As soon as the back is turned treachery is planned
Rape of the mind is a social disorder
The cynics, the apathy oneupmanship order
Watching beginnings of social decay
Gloating or sneering...at life's disarrey
When every good thing's laid to waste
By all the jealuosy and hate
By all the acid wit and rapier lies
And every time you think you're safe
And when you go to turn away
You know they're sharpening all their paper knives
All in your mind
All in your head
Try to relate it
All in your mind
All in your head
Try to escape it
Without a conscience they destroy
And that's thing that they enjoy
They're a sickness that's in all our minds
They want to sink the ship and leave
The way they laugh at you and me
You know it happens all the time
All in your mind
All in your head
Try to relate it
All in your mind
All in your head
Try to escape it
The rats in the cellar you know who you are...
Or do you?
Watching beginnings of social decay........
Metallica-Low man
My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins
There's a dog at your back step
He must come in from the rain
I fall 'cause I let go
The net below has right away
So my eyes seek reality
And my fingers seek my veins
The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bare to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn
So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
And won't cry for this man
'cause low man is due
Please forgive me
My eyes seek reality
My fingers feel for flame
Touch clean with a dirty hand
I touched the clean to the waste
The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bare to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn
So as I write to you, yeah
Of what is done and to do, yeah
Maybe you'll understand
And won't cry for this man
'cause low man is due
Please forgive me
Please forgive me
Please forgive me
So low the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So you bring this poor dog in from the rain
Though he just wants right back out again
So I cry to the alley way
Confess all to the rain
But I lie, lie straight to the mirror
One I've broken to match my face
The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bare to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn
So as I write to you, yeah
Of what is done and to do, yeah
Maybe you'll understand
And won't cry for this man
'cause low man is due
Please forgive me
Please forgive me
So low the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So, you bring this poor dog in from the rain
Though he just wants right back out again
My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins
Kalmah-Hollow heart
Breaking loose from reality surrounding me
Keeping you bonded in my imagination
Drifting away within the limits of consciousness
Falling in sleep with memories you left for me
Throwing all away
Meaningless words
Nothing left
Inside me
Restless dream stiring up in my head
Shakes up my sweaty body from torture
Waking up in empty room filled with dark
Asking myself will this reality never end?
Where are you, my wealth of life?
Vanity filling my mind
Hole in me in distress
Who will fill up my Hollow Heart?
Please god never let me fall asleep
Make me real -keep away from my imagination
Dishearten mind -still looking for another answer
Hopeless act -action speak louder than words
Throwing all away
Meaningless words
Nothing left
Inside me
Guns n roses-Live and let die
When you were young
and your heart was an open book
You used to say live and let live
You know you did
You know you did
You know you did
But if this ever changin' world
in which we live in
Makes you give in and cry
Say live and let die
Live and let die
What does it matter to ya
When ya got a job to do ya got to do it well
You got to give the other fella hell
You used to say live and let live
You know you did
You know you did
You know you did
But if this ever changin' world
in which we live in
Makes you give in and cry
Say live and let die
Live and let die
Parni valjak-Neda
Neki dan u pasazu, na popodnevnoj kavi
Naletjeh na Nedu, ljubav skolskih dana
Zarila i palila on je tada
Dosta se promijenila nakon tolikih godina
Prica mi da rinta u nekoj lijvoj firmi
Da pomalo posustaje, nasmrt se dosaduje
I da je jos uvijek sama, i ako nemam nista protiv
Da svratimo na pice do njenog stana
Neda, nije vise tako ohola
Neda, mnogo lakse sada kaze da
Gledam je dok se svlaci, kako to sada strucno radi
I pitam je da l' se sjeca onih dana
Kako nas je redom odbijala tada
One se smije is kaze ma hajde mali pusti, bila sam mlada
Led zeppelin-Stairway to heaven
There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.
There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.
There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who stand looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.
And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.
If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.
Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.
And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
Evo malo za promjenu boljeg raspoloženja...
što reći...badnjak mi je protekao na plitvičkim jezerima koja sam isplakala u sobi,al sad sam bolje...
Božić..unatoč mojim optimističnim predviđanjima da će biti za kurac,bilo je super!
naveče smo ja i martinček nadobudna deca prešle van...jedva smo našle kiosk na kojem se daju kupiti cigarete...
prešle smo do rune koju je samo za nas fila otvorio...
al kad smo ušle unutra...kaos totalni...
tako da smo na kraju skupljale boce,prale stolove,mele pod...i tako zaradile besplatno piće...
poslije sam ja bila za šankom,prala suđe,učila kuvatt kafu i tako...
bilo je baš jebeno...
some of the pictures
teta veštica s metlom 
Fila na podu 
ja za šankom
I molit ću lijepo,ja "organizator" božićnog sajma- chilam 
Eto toliko od mene za sad...bye 
Sve se srušilo...naprosto ne mogu vjerovati...Zašto?čemu?zar sam bila toliko zla da mi se sada to ovako vraća?
Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you but I better not
Touch (dont touch)
I want to hold you but my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too
Much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips
Are venomous poison
Youre poison running through my
Veins
Youre poison, I dont want to
Break these chains
Your mouth, so hot
Your web, Im caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat
I hear you calling and its needles
And pins (and pins)
I want to hurt you just to hear you
Screaming my name
Dont want to touch you but
Youre under my skin (deep in)
I want to kiss you but your lips
Are venomous poison
Youre poison running through my veins
Youre poison, I dont wanna
Break these chains
Poison
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you but I better not
Touch (dont touch)
I want to hold you but my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too
Much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips
Are venomous poison
Youre poison running through my
Veins
Youre poison, I dont wanna
Break these chains
Poison
I want to love you but I better not
Touch (dont touch)
I want to hold you but my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too
Much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips
Are venomous poison, yeah
I dont want to break these chains
Poison, oh no
Runnin deep inside my veins,
Burnin deep inside my veins
Its poison
I dontt wanna break these chains
Poison
Ne mogu više ni plakati...barem ne stalno...
ali božić dolazi...a ja sama...nije fer...I wanna kill...me or somebody else,it doesn't matter....
nemogu shvatiti zašto??????????
šta sam tako grozna??????????
zAšTo???????
i još jedan uništen božić...još jedni praznici puni suza...puni boli...
Naprosto ne vjerujem...
nemogu razmišljati...neznam ni kako se osjećam...znam samo da sam slaba...ne mogu jesti...nije mi dobro...
ma nek ide sve kvragu...
life's a bitch and then you die....
Ovo će sada zvučati jako infantilno...ali kaj ja mogu...
SVI MI IDU NA ŽIVCE
Ne želim tu pisati neke depresivne postove,ali neke stvari jednostavno moram iznijeti...
Kao prvo...ljudska glupost...
Što je to naporna stvar..neki dan sam bila suočena s veoma zanimljivim stajalištem!
Vi koji me čitate znate da imam dečka...Evo sad će nam biti 2 mjeseca i ja se osjećam predivno s njim.Voli me,pazi,mazi i dao bi sve za mene.Kako mi je to prva veza u zadnje 2 i pol godine koja je ozbiljna i konačno sam kliknula s njim, shvatila sam da ja to svoje tele volim 
A isto je i s njegove strane...Istina je da se sve to dosta brzo razvilo,ali jebemu počelo se razvijati i prije nego smo prohodali i praktički je to bila ljubav na prvi ogled
I svima je to super,svi su me podržavali,bili happy zbog mene...ili sam ja barem tako mislila 
Meni frendica,koja se dan prije tako zrezala da je zamalo iskrvarila,počne držat predavanje...
i veli mi da ja imam krivu "logiku"...kao to što ja mislim da njega volim,to nemože biti,prerano je...blablabla 
A ja si mislim...oke,moja logika je kriva...ako ona tako misli...ali jebem ti sunce,ako je moja logika kriva,zašto je meni u životu tako lijepo?
zašto gledam svijet kroz ružičaste naočale i uživam u malim stvarima?zašto sam zadovoljna sa sobom,osjećam se lijepa i voljena?zašto?
a njena logika je dobra,pa je njoj u životu koma,depresivna je,nema samopouzdanja,uništava se iz dana u dan i sve joj je crno...
Helou 
Idemo dalje...
Nakupilo mi se svega,od škole,staraca,prijatelja...sve mi se nakupilo...
Imam toliko posla u školi,stari se i dalje ponaša ko kreten i samo se svadi sa svima...mama je u komi,buraz isto..Prijatelji su mi oke i to sve,ali previše me umaraju,previše problema moram slušati,previše glumim psihijatra...a čemu to?
i onda mi još u ponedjeljak osvane divan dan...nazove me tya i prva moja pomisao bila je "mrtva je"...samo su mi prozujale slike kroz glavu...vidjela sam je,blijedu,hladnu,kako leži u krvi,sa spokojnim osmijehom na licu,nesvjesna naše boli,naših suza...vidjela sam groblje,sprovod,stotine ljudi....neopisiva tuga...
sva sreća,živa je...ali taj strah...imam dojam da samo trebam čekati kad će biti gotovo,kada će otići...a ne želim to...
Uzrujala sam se,kad sam to konačno izgovorila suze su mi krenule niz obraze.Znala sam da je dobro...ali zapravo nije....Čemu to?bolesna je,znam...ali kadkad....nema smisla...
Svi mi govore da se ne brinem,da ne uzimam to toliko k srcu,da ne plačem...da budem jaka i na neki način se ogradim od toga...Možda su u pravu...možda je trebam pustiti....pustiti da se uništi...to zaista zvuči grozno,ali neka...jer ne želim da me povuče...da ja to isto radim sebi i svojim prijateljima....NE ŽELIM!!!!!
ČUJEŠ LI?????
I još sam si fino sredila kičmu na tjelesnom...i našli su mi neku deformaciju na kičmi...moram priznati da iako sam se iz prva zafrkavala s time...nije mi svejedno...gledam mamu kako se svaki dan muči s kičmom...ne želim tako završiti...ali opet...bit ću pozitivna...moram...ipak imam još samo 2 tjedna..i onda odoh...
idem u banja luku kod sestrični...
jedva čekam...
jedva čekam da se maknem od svih.da ne slušam stalno ista sranja...da napunim baterije i krenem iznova...
evo vam jedna pjesma koju sam napisala neki dan u napadaju neke tuge....
Godine prolaze
kao što lete sekunde
osjećala sam bol
ali nisam joj dala da me uzme
Puno je dana,
dugih noći punih tame
tebe nema
sve su ptice davno odletjele
Slušaj ih,
korake u noći.
Čuješ li?
Korake tihe,lake kao svila.
Na vratima stoji
mirna kao vila
hoće li ući?
teško je znati.
Suze,
oči pune boli
lagano,kapi vode
teku,niz moje lice
Uspni se
do one uzvisine
gdje srest ćeš lice,
lice koje voli.
Nek' ti kažu
biserne suze na licu mome
kakva nas je sudbina
zadesila ovdje.
Kao tihe note...
Slušaj!
Kucanje srebrnih prstiju.
Čuješ li?
Razmisli sada;
teško je znati.
Ali barem meni
probaj nadu dati
Pusti nek' otvore
se vrata
Neka uđe na
krilima tame
Svijetlost svijeće
prozirna kao voda,
lepršava kao vatra
čeka...
Pogledaj dobro
te oči pune bola
Vidiš li?
Čeka me...
Odluke...
uvijek su teške.
Pustiti..
to je još teže!
Tiho šapuće
ime ljubavi vječne...
Čuješ li?
nježni akordi...
Pusti
neka puknu niti
zlata što nas veže
Teško je...
Uspomene ne daju,
ne daju da uđe.
Znaš li?
Teško je voljeti...
Zove me!
Nove me niti traže...
Pusti me da idem...
Hoćeš li?
Osjećam,napokon
poput pera labuđeg,sloboda...
Pustio si me...
zbog ljubavi...
Volim
ponovno se rodila
iz vatre, ptica ljubavi
Hvala ti!
