This situation leads to agitation, Will she cut me off? Will this be an amputation?

utorak, 03.01.2006.

Jednostavno. Repeat i grizodusje.
Znas ono kad ouvr end ouvr vrtis neke dobro poznate pjesme; koje su bas 'upiknule' prave rijeci. One iste; koje si toliko jebeno trazio da si se vec umoran i znojan prepustio velikom valu. Big wheel keep on turning? Naravno; retoricko.

Usmjeren pogled prema mojem pokretu. Hladne, sumorne. Ne, jednostavno stare grane, opet su se pocele njihati pod onom istom melodijom. Koju su tako mrzile. Oko jezika vrti mi se dim proslosti. Tako je dobropoznat; 'stari' hvalisavac. Zanimalo me; sto je u tom trenu mislio?

Hladni zrak zapuhnuo me cim sam zatvorila vrata. Tek tada shvatih da sam se tresla. Nisam skuzila dal' je od flashbacka ili sam jos jednostavno 'pod utjecajem'. Stisla sam saku tako jako, da sam osjetila nokte kako probadaju dlan. "I wish I could fly" glasno sam razmisljala. da me netko cuo vjerojatno bi pomislio da sam 'off'. Mozda i jesam? Pogled ispod horizonta, cekala sam prvi pomak. cm. mm. nista.
'Mozda, ipak?'
bum- 'Torn' mi se vjetrom zapetljala kroz kosu. Tako carobno. Tako jednostavno. Bas onako kako sam zeljela. Bez dogovaranja, samo..spontano.
'Make a wish. Quick!' - opet zakasnih. Vjerojatno mi je urođeno da sagrijesim, zatim ispravljam. Neuspjesno, nazalost. Moj san. Hocu bas ovakve kaubojke. Da. Mozda i je jadno? Nema veze, ipak je to moja zelja; ne tvoja. Predosjecaj, zenska inuticija-nazovi kako 'oces; You'll be back. I dalje stojim na pragu, i dalje se tresem, i dalje zelim.
Mislim. Samo me pusti da zivim. Da carujem svojim mislima, svojim vjerovanjima.
Ipak, to te toliko i ne boli. Jelda?

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Pjesme koje su mi posebno drage

R.E.M. - Loosing my religion

Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

Cindy Lauper - Girls just wanna have fun

I come home in the morning light
My mother says when you gonna live your life right
Oh mother dear we're not the fortunate ones
And girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have fun

The phone rings in the middle of the night
My father yells what you gonna do with your life
Oh daddy dear you know you're still number one
But girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have--

That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Girls-- they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have fun

Some boys take a beautiful girl
And hide her away from the rest of the world
I want to be the one to walk in the sun
Oh girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have

That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Girls--they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have fun,
They want to have fun,
They want to have fun...

Laufer - Ljubav Kao Heroin

Jos jedan lud noc i dan
Iste greske stalno ponavljam
Putujem kroz godine
Lazi su moje istine.

Tvoj jezik ja ne govorim
To sto gledas, mozda ne vidim
I tvoje pobjede su tako male
A tvoja ljubav samo mi daje
Kartu do moga ludila.
Lazi su moje istine
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Jer tvoja ljubav je kao ... heroin
Ti je imas samo dok te ne potrosim.

Meritas - Odjednom ti

Mogu reći šutnjom, mogu prstima
I u pijesku stopama i u mraku usnama
Mogu čuti srcem, mogu očima
Nekim novim mirisom, nekim novim okusom
Zauvijek promijenilo se sve

Odjednom ti
U jutru što kraj mene drijema
Ti
A činilo se nikog nema
Ti
Odjednom ti u kapi kiše
Ti
A činilo se nikad više

Mogu vidjet kožom, mogu mislima
To se samo dogodi i bez riječi pogodi
Zauvijek promijenilo se sve

Stopilo se vrijeme u jedan dan,
Dan u kom se budim
I osjećam

Madonna- Frozen

You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen when your heart's not open
You're so consumed with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're frozen when your heart's not open
If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You are the key
Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I'd suffer the same
If I lose you, my heart would be broken
Love is a bird, she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside you die
You're frozen when your heart's not open
If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You are the key
You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen when your heart's not open
If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You are the key
If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You are the key
If I could melt your heart

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