WHISPERING FOREST

From the cold darkness of night
A wounded Angel came to me
Her wings are broken, her spirit's pierced
Her smooth, bronze skin is scarred I see

But one day she'll be free again
A wish that burns in her eyes
To release herself from the shackles of this world
And fly away to crimson skies

But how can a mortal help an Angel?
What can I do to ease her pain?
While those questions were tearing my mind
She sadly looked the stars in vain

Then she fell into my arms
I felt her body shaking like a leaf
Tears were running down her face
Her gaze faded in endless grief

Then I touched her face, and she looked at me
In my mind I heard a thousand silent cries
Gracious and sad, I closed in my head
And softly kissed her eyes

A smile replaced sadness and grief
Her body was healed, her wings were whole again
In that precious moment when she regained her strength
I felt tender pain as my life was slipping away

Now the Angel stands alone
Under crimson sky
Looking at the lifeless body
Never asking why

She looks up, spreads her wings
Beautiful and selfish, now she flies
Down below, in the cold darkness of night
Lies a man with tears in his eyes

Have I seen too much of this world?
No
But I think I've seen enough
And what I saw I don't like

What does not kill you makes you stronger
But will I be strong enough to kill myself?

vuk dlaku mjenja a chud nikada a covjeku kosa otpada a pamet nikad ne raste ahahahaha

aaaa fuj ubio sam bubu na monitoru i sad mi cjela soba smrdi na nju....fuuuuj mrzim smrdljive bube!!!!!!......eto pozdrav svima sam da se javim.....da sam BACK!!!....ahhaha
gori nego ikada...aahahhahahahah.....beljjjjjjjjj.....poruka za shinpou....pooshy kooky hehehehe....
i za apophisa....prestani toliko piti.....a vi svi ostali chekajte dok se sjetim....aahahahha...bljah....ajd bzvz

"The Spiral"

Sometimes we only live for the here and now.
Sometimes we're lonely.
Sometimes we feel we need a place to be grounded,
or fly away again

I will fly away again.

I feel rain pouring down. I wait to rot away,
live again, here forever, the spiral never ends.

Why are we feeling something's familiar around us?
Are we just dreaming?
Always we search for the answers but nothing is found.
We fly away again.

I will fly away again.

VooDoo

I'm not the one who's so far away
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins
Never did I wanna be here again
And I don't remember why I came

Candles raise my desire
Why I'm so far away
No more meaning to my life
No more reason to stay
Freezing feeling,
Breathe in, breathe in
I'm coming back again

Hazing clouds rain on my head
Empty thoughts fill my ears
Find my shade by the moon light
Why my thoughts aren't so clear
Demons dreaming
Breathe in, breathe in
I'm coming back again

"I Am"

I am your spoken truth
I am the lies in you
I'm gonna make you shine in everything you do
I am your lighted way
And I'm your darkest day
I'm here to help you see you can rely on me

Just consider me your friend
I am until the end
Can I guarantee you life?
I don't think I can

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

I am your peace of mind
Confusing all your time
I'm running through your veins, I am your pain
I thought by now you'd know
I'll never let you go
It's time you recognize I am the devil's eyes

Just consider me your friend
I am until the end
Can I guarantee you life?
I don't think I can

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

Take me by my hand
And let me show you what I am
I'm taking control again
Now I know I can
Take you back to where it all began
'Cause I am

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

"WHAT IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM!?"
...You wanna know what my problem is?

Alone, I walk beside myself
Alone, you put me on your shelf
Alone, with my insanity
Alone, no one to blame but me
But if you had told me when I was much younger
That life has a way of pulling you right under
I wouldn't be standing here preaching my hate
I stand at the edge staring into my fate

I see thru you
What makes you think that you're god
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart
Why must you fuck with me

Betrayed, You left me here for dead
Betrayed, By the voices in my head
Betrayed, left my out in the rain
Betrayed, nothing left but pain
I'm sick of the answers
Your cannibal instincts and false dedications
You leave me here cold, nothing left but my shell
To die while I'm living and burn in my hell

I pick you apart little by little
Till nothing is left but the look on your face
Once inside our I can get at what's inside
Beneath your facad I can see your discrase
The walls that you build up will crumble around you
The pain you will feel as you wither away
The sun though it comes up will warm you...
No longer

evo sada pishem post i onda odoh 10-ak dana away....pozzzz svima....chujemo se kada dodjem..

No one will cry when we leave
Mourning ignored...
No one will die as we breath
Ignorance restored... we are alone

No one will eat what we feed
Hunger ignored...
No one will live from our breed
Ignorance restored... we are alone

What if life is really empty?
What if this is all?
Should we always keep on searching
or accept our fall?

Can't we dream about our saviour?
Should we hope at all?
Let us please accept our searching,
and ignore our fall!

BREATHING - HOPING - DYING

Free the world of all lies!
Tear the walls down inside!

WE ARE ALONE

Tears of blood - from your fallen domination
Tears of blood - see your creation burn down
Churches and crosses destroyed by fire
Fire that one day will embrace the earth
Crying and begging for help from your god
Your god does not exist!

Religious demise, extinction of lies
When you burn on the cross as my servant
I can't describe the sight I saw, the sight of mighty fire
No thing is more beautiful than fire

Firestorms embrace the holy earth
Christ burn! Make my deed complete
Heaven lost, this battle we have won
We have won!

Fire glow into his blessed creation
Make them blind by your beauty
Blind by the light

Heaven burn, ashes to the ground
The cross of Christ denied

Churches and crosses destroyed by fire
Fire that one day will embrace the earth
Crying and begging for help from your god
Your god does not exist!

Alive in my grave been thrown out by my life.
Been left behind by everything I love rot out my insides
And let the maggots eat away at everything I ever could had been
When we're all together it all goes away it feels so good
To have a home in you hey hey hey we don't have anything
Hey hey hey we live for memories hey hey hey so we'll live
The life we live and you cant stop me before the devil
Takes us from this place from my heart and everything I have
To die today with you would be such an honor
Every fight we made it through every time I needed you.

e to je bio pakleni vikend....imao sam prometnu (zabio se u mog starog!!!!)...pa josh dobio otkaz.....i pun kurac toga....

In the morbid sunset
The freezing winds come to me
My sad soul cry alone
Painful tears of serenity

If I was wrong... you would be full of lies
If I was wrong... You wouldn't cry, nor dream
But now it's done... and I feel so damn-empty
If I was wrong... I wish I was wrong!!!
Pray for me! My soul is dying, Cry for me! My body's gone
Now I'm dead, your heart has broken. Die with me, cause I am you...
I can remember... my life was full of memories
And I can see... your pretty face smiling
If I would be... all that you ever wanted
If I would be... I wish I would be!!!
Pray for me! My soul is dying, Cry for me! My body's gone
Now I'm dead, your heart has broken, Die with me, cause I am you...
Never be dying, My soul will be flying
And you will live in my heart, forever...

Into the dark of the night
As I walk on the road
I hear a voice inside me saying
"You'll never be free, you'll always be mine"
But all that I want is go away
"Don't be afraid of what you are
And don't be scared of what you'll be"
He seems so sure and so mature
But I could never be alike
"Come out, come out wherever you are"
Screaming louder my name
"Come out, come out wherever you are"
Leave me alone, go away
"Come out, come out, you'll always be mine"
Driving my life to the end
"Come out, come out wherever you are"
Sending my soul to the flame
A day like this where life begins
I feel the darkness in my heart
I can't imagine what I am
Cause I've never wanted all this stuff
The blood in my veins is now so cold
The passion I felt is also gone...
There's nothing left inside but hate
A hate for me, for you, for all...
"Come out, come out wherever you are"
Screaming louder my name
"Come out, come out wherever you are"
Leave me alone, go away
"Come out, come out, you'll always be mine"
Driving my life to the end
"Come out, come out wherever you are"
Sending my soul to the flame

Winter is coming
One future is rising

Sounds surviving
Making survivors

Survivors are writing
A history of pain
A history of madness
A history of courage
One history full of rage

Rage is no more part of a sickness
But part of a faith
And faith without violence
Is not a truth faith...

Violence in life is as necessary
As freeze wind on winter...
As fire in hell..

Let rage be part of your history...
And let violence be part of your life...

Faith without pain
Is not a truth faith...

And faith without violence is not longer a faith...

...Just breath the winter’s cold air...

E NEZNAM VISHE NI SHTA DA VAM POSTAM....IZGUBIH INSPIRACIJU...AH NEMA VEZE....DA IMAM NOVI POST NA MOM DRUGOM BLOGU SEETHESTARS.BLOG.HR AK NEKOGA ZANIMA.....BLJAH....
ETO TOLIKO ZA SADA...POZDRAV SVIIIIMAAAA KOLIKO VAS IMA...A POGOTOVO ONIMA KOJI CITAJU OVE MOJE GLUPOSTI....

E LJUDI OTVOREN VAM JE NOVI BLOG O VILENJACIMA I DRUGIM BICHIMA IZ MITOLOGIJE OD SAD I SA SLIKAMA....OBAVEZNO POSJETITI......http://lovacnavilenjake.blog.hr/

Im sitting here in my room all alone,its dark,nothing but me and the silence.
Im thinking how i spent my last 20 years with you,you were my only friend,my only love,only you understand me and now im coming home...to you my dearest one,did you missed me?...darkness did you missed me?....Now im here again to stay forever...im back to the reality ,there is no escapeing you.now i realize that i never did,you were here by my side all the time.
I guess i will just have to learn to live with that black cloud upon my head,thats just a burden of a mistery called life....

Ode To The Sun

It's gone from light to gray
But I'll move those clouds away
Letting the sun shine through
In this ode to you
Let the demons have their place
If so it's angels you'll create
And disguised within the dark
Light will wait
My heart I owe you my soul

Will you please accept
Please accept this honor
This is all for you
Transcend

We flip towards the sun
Wheels skidding on the road
A flowing sea of red
The whole city groans
My heart I owe you my soul

Will you please accept
Please accept this honor
This is all for you
Transcend
Will you please accept
Please accept this honor
This is all for you
Transcend

Fiasco!

Rubberneck passing motorist
Mangled till cankerous
Repair this tattered skin
Hold it in your hand
You've already glistened through the window
You've already set us all free... free... free

Please accept
Please accept this honor
This is all for you
Transcend
Will you please accept
Please accept this honor
This is all for you
Transcend

Another day
Inside my world
I'm married to
you and this road.
A road that never lets
me sleep .
So theres no way to escape the
demons I am forced to keep.

And then I find you here
Through your eyes
Everything's clear
And I'm home
Inside your arms,
But I'm alone for now.

I mean the best
with what I say.
It doesn't always
sound that way
I never learned to
Work things out cause
In my family all we
Ever seem to do is shout

But then I find you here
Through your eyes,
everythings clear
And I'm home
inside your arms,
but I'm alone for now.

And when I try to sleep-
the drugs I take
are killing me - I think of you
to ease my pain -
but you're so far-
Now it's time to say goodbye.
I love you baby
please don't cry -
'cause then I'll find you here -
Through your eyes everythings clear -
and I'm home inside your arms - but I'm alone for now.

But then I find you here
Through your eyes,
everythings clear
And I'm home
inside your arms,
but I'm alone for now.

evo sad vech jedno sat vremena razmishljam sta da pishem....i piljim u monitor i divljam uz moonspell i tak....e sad malo rammsteina (te quiero puta...) zakon stvar....

joooj evo neki krele sa raspadajuchom škodom dere cajke....bljah.....
ma eto stvarno sam neki dosadan u zadnjih par dana...(mislim uvjek sam) ali zadnjih par dana posebno puno...nemam blage koji mi je kurac....slusham sve neke stvari koje sadrze rijech jebiga neznam vishe idem sad machor mi mjauche pred vratima moram ga pustiti unutra...bljah...ajd pozzzz svima....

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home

lie in bed and sleep don't come
have some peace then give me some
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown

in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
and i can't seem to seem to find my way
i can't seem to find the break of day

i'll stay just a step away

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home
and i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability

in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
again i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability

i need to breathe the breath of life
you constantly drain my life
why can't you see the breath in me
i constantly need your need
my butterfy don't fly away

if i could just take this simple breath of life from me
you couldn't take it motherfucker eternity
if i could take this breath of life and come inside of me
you wouldn't take it, i need to breathe

as i creep the monkey's back
now she's gone and oh he's back
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown

i will stay, i'll stay
i will stay, i'll stay

From the soul to its waste,
The Common hates his evil twin.
Everything invaded
In its simplicity

How did you get inside me?

Still all fascinated,
Invaded by everything.

In the first morning light
The touch of death covering skies,
Everyhting invaded
(and) All the fears inspired

How did you get inside me?

Still all celebrated
Invaded by everything

Everything so full
In the lives I have taken with Me.
All our moments wasted
All is getting in.

Still all violated
Divided by everything

And all the grace disturbed.
All existence false.
All your dead generations!
I am a son of yours and I am coming back.

Everything invaded
In its finality.
Tell me will it hurt
When you get outside of me?

Everything is breaking.
Why have we ever stopped here?
Everything invaded
I am a son of yours
And I am giving up.

Everything invaded
Invaded by everything

No One Remains
Everybody is dead, nobody lives with me, nobody is here to help me
I'm quiet alone at present...
Is there a meaning in my life, my stupid life now!
There is one joy left to me: to wait for my death!
It's so painful! I'm pained to realize my solitude on the Earth. It's dark...
Why? Why does it happen to me?
I am in pain, my heart is heavy, I am in fire
I feel bad, my mind has killed, it is despair...
I miss my relations!
Only You, oh, my God, remain with me
You alone are immortal and invariable
Only You, oh, my God, remain with me
You alone give me support and consolation!
No one remains
Nothing is the real
Nothing is eternal under the Moon
Nobody has remained
Nothing is the real
Nothing is eternal under the Moon
Such is the Law, such is the cruel Law of Doom
Humanism is a strange for Truth!
I'm quiet alone at present, nobody has remained,
Where did they depart? I don't know!
Soon I too shall need to gather for the road
Hello, You there, my black destroyer, my wooden coat
It's good, let us bury me!

To my mother, to my father,
It's your son or it's your daughter,
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you?

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way too fast!

The silence is what kills me
I need someone here to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make my decisions

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast!

All your insults and your curses make
me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like I am nothing but
you made me so do something
'Cause I'm fucked up because you are
Need attention, attention you couldn't give

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence get us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast

My life served on a plate
For all of you to eat
Take my love and hate
But what is this inside of me
Pity me pity me don't you pity me
Under everything something that you can't see
I can't even believe something is wrong with me
You swear that all of this is real
But sometimes I can't seem to feel
Nothing ever satisfies
One day I will realize
Am I really scared of something that I don't know
Do you even care
What is really wrong

I'm gonna ride on my addiction tide
why don't you come and watch me die
can't get enough - you know I never get enough
I am gonna do it 'til I die
and every time I throw my face against the wall
just to know that I am alive
my mind is getting twisted and my body is getting numb
I have succeeded the ultimate rush

leaving it all behind, I need my mind to spin me around

pull me under
suck me in, spit me out, hold on tight cause I am going down

evo sad sam odbacio curu kuci i prezdero se....i tak...shta ima novo kod vas ljudovi?????
ma eto neda mi se nisht ni pisat nemam inspiracije...umjesto toga evo jedna PIKČR

EVO DA ZNATE DA SAM ZHIV...

<strong>Osnovna etika vještičje religije je ljubav prema životu u svim njegovim oblicima.Vještice štuju sva živa bića i služe životnoj sili.Premda shvaćaju da se život hrani životom i da moramo ubijati da bi preživjeli,život se nikada ne oduzima bez razloga.Služiti životnoj sili znači očuvati raznolikost prirodnoga života.spriječiti zagađivanje okoliša i uništenje vrsta.

Vukovi zauzimaju važno mjesto u skandinavskoj mitologiji. Prema legendi Odin i njegova braća stvoriše svijet. Kako mu bijaše dosadno, za vrijeme svog putovanja, Odin stvori prve vukove. Odin im namijeni zadaću da ga prate na njegovim putovanjima i da mu pomažu u lovu. Nadjene im imena Geri i Freki.
Geri i Freki bijahu odani svom gospodaru Odinu te ga pratiše i čuvahu na njegovim putovanjima. Odin putova s njima po cijelom svijetu. /to objašnjava kako su vukovi rasprostranjeni po cijelom svijetu/ Na svojim putovanjima s Odinom, Geri i Freki ostavljahu svoju odraslu mladunčad koja tako nastaniše cijeli Novi svijet. Način na koji vukovi slavljahu život ispunjavao je Odina radošću.
Odin također stvori dva gavrana, namijenivši im službu izviđanja terena. Nadjene im imena Hugin i Munin. Hugin i Munin bijahu vrlo dobri u pronalaženju plijena, ali uvijek gladni.
Hugin i Munin nikako ne uspijevahu sami uloviti plijen, zato se udružiše sa Frekijem i Gerijem, i zajedničkim radom bijahu dobro hranjeni. / I dan danas vidjet ćete gavrane u društvu njihovih prijatelja vukova. Gavrani i dalje pronalaze plijen za vukove, koji im u znak zahvalnosti ostavljaju dio hrane/
Kad Odin stvori prve ljude, Emblu i Aska / od kojih potječu svi ljudi / naloži im da uče od svog prijatelja vuka. Vukovi ih naučiše kako da se brinu za svoju obitelj, kako da surađuju međusobno u potrazi za hranom, te kako da štite i brane svoju obitelj.
Vuk im je prenio mnogo mudrosti i poučio prve ljude mnogim vještinama, te je u stara vremena bio vrlo poštovan i cijenjen.

mrzim kad je sve sjebano...kad se moram svadat s curom bez nekog razloga...i onda sam josh tvrdoglav i ne zelim priznat da sam kriv...ima i pravo kada kaze da sam u zadnje vrijeme neki sav bezosjechajan...dosadan....bojim se da se ponovno vracham na ono moje staro dosadno ja....uvucheno u sebe,bez osjechaja,bez identiteta...ona me je izvukla iz svih tih mojih govana i boli u zivotu i umjesto da joj zahvalim s mojim osjechajima i paznjom ja se ponovno povlachim nazad u sebe i to me malo izluduje...neznam sta da radim....dao bi sve za nju savrshena je...i sto je najvaznije voli me iskreno i to mi dokazuje iz dana u dan...ali ja konj to naravno nevidim...i stalno se bojim da je ne izgubim...a zapravo ju sam teram od sebe takvim ponashanjem...ja sam uspio samo zagrebati povrshinu ali ona me je izvukla iz svih sranja u ovom zivotu...volio bih da svi koji se osjechate kao ja i koji imate puno sranja u zhivotu da nadete nekog poput nje...a ja chu probat biti bolji prema njoj jer sad tek NADAM SE shvacham sto mi znachi....

eeeee.....neznam shta da pishem....ma nisht najbolje da odem na chevape i pivo...:)))

a vi komentirajte i radite shto vas je volja.....

evo da i ja nesto napishem...misljenje....samo jedan dokaz da ljudi osuduju jedni druge po izgledu a ne po osobinama...evo ovaj moj blog postoji sad nekih par dana i u tih par dana sam "upoznao" puuuuuno ljudi...a vjerujem da ste i vi pogotovo oni koji imaju blog duze vrijeme...99,9% vas nebih sigurno ni prishlo toj osobi na ulici vech bih je obilazili kilometrima...jer bi ste imali pogresnu predodzbu o toj osobi...tek sada ovdje kada ste upoznali tu osobu u dushu shvachate da ona nije nishta puno drugachija od vas samih...znam da ja nisam jedini s problemima u obitelji i zivotu a sigurno niste i vi koliko god se pretvarali da je sve savrsheno..duboko u sebi znate da nije...svaka chast svima koji su izashli i podjelili sve svoje probleme i osjechaje s vama..i vjerujte iako vas poznaju samo putem monitora i tipkovnice to puno znachi,imati nekome rechi neshto i znati da ches biti poslushan...a ne popljuvan zbog onoga shto jesi,zbog svojih vjerovanja,zbog bilo chega sto bi vas "izdvajalo od drugih" a u biti svi smo mi isti...koliko god mi to pokushali sakriti...uopche me ne zanimaju komentari na ovaj post...ja znam da je meni sada puno lakshe i nadam se da ste razumjeli bar mali dio onoga sto sam rekao...toliko od mene za sada....

Agony
Misfortune
Misery
Tragedy
Torment
It all adds to an unpleasant destiny

Voices from the grave
Telling me to sin
My soul is what they crave
Killing me within

Perfect night
The moon shines bright
But covered with blood

When I'm in this state of mind I'm wishing I am blind
Sometimes life is more than pain to me
I feel the power of my grief, Death would be such a relief
All the secrets that I hide would die with me

Depression is my only friend. Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky
I keep crying in my dreams. Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away I fade, away.

Life is just a masquerade. In dept to myself but I can't pay
Soon I'll call it all a day, away.
I've never felt what you call guilt

My sorrow will destroy the world I've built

This fluid on my cheek, it drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak.. Black blood, black tears

a evo i mene...bash sam doshao iz Djakova...sad idem pit kofein...i lapit ko otvorena konzerva...kao po obichaju nema nishta novo ni pametno...eto samo tolikoo od mene za sada...bljah....

Falling, drowning, deeper and forever
Choking, sinking, deeper into this ocean
Screaming, crying for someone to save me
Reaching, hoping, calling to no-one

My only sin
Was to kill a man
Deep was my pain
But I'd do the same again
Beat it out, out of me, cut me up and watch me bleed
Strike me down, cast me out
throw me into the ocean's mouth
My only prayer
Was to a God
Who I don't believe
But all the same, I'm on my knees
Beat it out, out of me, cut me up and watch me bleed
Strike me down, cast me out
Throw me into the Devil's mouth

Bleeding, weeping, calling to no-one
Pleading, alimghty, why can't you hear me

My only sin
Was to kill a man
Deep was my pain
But I'd do the sam again
Beat it out, out of me, cut me up and watch me bleed
Strike me down, cast me out
Throw me into my own mouth

Take me away
To a better place
Far from anyone
By myself and leave a gun
Beat it out, out of me, cut me up and watch me bleed
Strike me down, cast me out
Throw me into my Saviour's mouth

If I knew for sure that I had a soul
I'd sell it right now

a shto rechi...pametno sigurno nishta....uzhas....strava...zlo....zasht vi uopche chitate ovaj blog pa nema tu nish zanimljivo...al ajd priznajem ipak da mi je drago shto ga bar netko chita...eto toliko za sada od mene (na hrvatskom nemosh vjerovat...) ali u svakom sluchaju bit che josh blebetanja....all hail ME!!!! hahahaha ajd zdr.....

vech sam i sam sebi dosadan...dosta bi bilo za danas...kom se chita neka chita...a ko nezna chitat....neka gleda slike....i ostavite koment ak vam se svidja i nesvidja boooollliii i meeeee kkkkkk...... eto to bi bilo to....MDK!!!!!

Alone in my house
Full of hate and fear
Your death is near
My passion for killing will take you to death
I slay a victim I torture his wife
They die by my knife
I'm coming for you
So take your last breath
The more I kill, the more the need grows
I dislodge the eyes and hack off the nose


I'm a sadistic sinner
I will slash you at will
It is the devil inside me
Who makes me wanna kill
Evil
And you will die by my hand
Killer
And I'll make you understand
Possessed
Just like the knife in my hand
Killer

He taunts my soul and he twists my mind
The blood of my victims is all they can find
I dismember the body as its blood is being sprayed
I gaze in splendor at the mess I have made
Cold is the blade
I carry in rage
They live in fear
My passion for killing will take you to death
My soul is a demon that no one can save
I spread my disease
I'm coming for you
So take your last breath
The more I kill, the more the need grows
I dislodge the eyes and hack off the nose


I'm a sadistic sinner
I will slash you at will
It is the devil inside me
Who makes me wanna kill
I'm
Sadistic
Sinner
I'll kill you slow, I'll kill you fast
I'm coming for you, I'll kick your ass.

Reach for the cold - eyes stare dead - unspoken dreams.
Absence of will - no joy in life - let me go.
Guide me away - another path - another life.
In need of - Understanding - for times to come.
All of my ways - all of my dreams - so meaningless.
More affection - in my heart - than in the world.
Absence of will - absence of love - hate this world

a jebote svi neshto zapeli da pishem na hrvatskom....a ne da mi se...to mi je onak...neznam kako da se izrazim....(mislim da sam sada sve rekao...na hrvatskom nema tih rjechi kojima se mogu izraziti kako zhelim...)...ajd napisat chu nesto o meni....zovem se mario....slusham metal...kao shto se mozhe zakljuchit....volim svoju curu...svoju sobu....svoje zle hrcke....glazbu...astronomiju...kelte...wicce...u zadnje vrijeme i neke unplugged albume od seethera,stainda,i gatheringa....a mrzim....odvratne ljude koji muche zivotinje...jennifer lopez bi nabio na najvechi kolac na svijetu al ne vrijedi josh bi bio premal za njeno debelo dupe...mrzim kad se ljudi sa savrshenim zhivotom petljaju u moj...jer nemaju pojma a seru....nevjerujem u nishta sto ne vidim i ne osjetim...(to ukljuchuje i boga)...i vjerujem samo dvijema osobama....jedna sam ja...a druga nisi ti.....eto to bi bilo to ukratko...o meni malom bez znachajnom djelichu ovog sjebanog svijeta...

You made me realize
Everything I've ever known of love was pain
And the person you once were
Has died and rotted away
I've lived with this knife in my heart
As a reminder of what I can't be
I know all I do is hate you
There is nothing you can say or do

You were never part of my life
And you never will be

humans torture humans - for their god

they break its wills - for their god
they nailed bodies to the cross - for their god
they let pyres burn - for their god

centuries went by full of war, death and sorrow
and the adored god was not able to do anything against it...
thats your adored god

Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

Lying all alone and restless
unable to lose this image
sleepless, unable to focus on
anything but your surrender

I was your fear and you were my fate
I wanted you near but I bred your hate
You left me for dead, deep down in the mud
With scars of my head, in my heart and my blood

When you walk in the moonlight
I'm the one in from behind
I'm your shadow in the night
I am the dark side of you
Where you are I am too
Wherever you go I follow you

Hiding deep in the shadows, away from the light.
Now living in the darkness, children of the night.
Once you had a clear vision, you lived for your dreams.
Now living in a nightmare, none can hear your screams.
You're living a lie, that you'll never die!
It's in your head, cause you're already dead!
Behind a shroud of darkness, cloaked in deadly fear
None can sense your sorrow, or see the blood-red tear!
You're living a lie, that you'll never die!
It's in your head, cause you're already dead!
Seduced by the love of power, your life's become a lie.
Now you'll curse the sunlight, till the day you die.

I find myself in a puddle of blood,
Knowing it was an illusion.
As I drop lifeless to the floor.
Follow my footprints of blood.
Leave everything behind you
And step into my reality.
Where no happiness is found.
Feel my razorblades tongue
And cut yourself deep and desirably.
Let the blood run in an overflowing stream
And submit to my suicide and yours.
Nothing but death in this life is certain.
You may be in some state of happiness
But none of this will stay real.

Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little solace
And some piece of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so
Desperate and Ravenous

I don't wanna touch what I can't feel
I don't wanna look when I can't see
Things are flying through my head
All the fucking lies that I can't stand
Someone wake me up from this nightmare
Before I'm gonna wake up dead

Every little thing that I can't control
Like a missile, seek and destroy
Cracking, breaking, I won't take it
Triggers my insanity

Trying to find the answers in my life
My mind is empty, my eyes are blind
Don't need your sympathy
Don't want you to stare at me
Drowning in my hollowness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide
It's a good day to die

Aiming for the things that I can't have
Aiming high and no one cares
Turning up and tuning in
My own battles I can't win

when will I be next in line
To trigger my soul so I can stay alive
Don't need your sympathy, don't want you to stare at me
Downing in my hollowness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide
It's a good day to die
I don't want your gratitude, I was never good for you, shape of the emptiness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide

It burns inside, don't be afraid

Don't need your sympathy, don't want you to stare at me
Drowning in my hollowness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide
It's a good day to die
I don't want your gratitude, I was never good for you
Shape of the emptiness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide

I wish that you could hate me
then things would be so easy
just get me off your mind
if the bitch would have a son
then I would be the one
so hate me

Deep inside I wonder why
There is a secret called I
A silent voice that makes me suffering
And forms reality

Why am I and not forever unborn?
Body and mind...
Between the worlds they are torn

What does not kill you makes you stronger
But will I be strong enough to kill myself?

Darkness falls
Thunder calls
Sands of time
Embrace this shrine

They fill the grave
Secluded by earth it lay
Pack the dirt up to the rim
Forget now this place have ever been

Entombed at last
Cover the traces and rest from the task
Phrases in latin are read from the scriptures
For a headless grave with denied existence

If you come closer
I'll show you how it feels...

The black house in in my street
looks too dark just to go inside
But when I do
I cannot move because of
the mess in the hallway

The picture on the wall is chaotic
I don't want to look at it
But when I do
I cannot speak because of
the confusion in my head

I am unfit and I want to leap away
But when I do
The red colour comes after me
It is fierce and it moves slow

I wait and I wait
and what i really hate
is the panic that stops me from breathing
my knees hit the floor
and I panic more
until you open my door

kill me with your thoughts
use your mind
hand me over to this world
into death...

make me cry in vain
leave one tear
touch my face with your sigh
leave me against the stream
one hundred worlds will see me
passing by...

Slowly... Flying silent
Touching the wind as it sadly sings... for me.

Aging on the outside
With my youth in my empty hands
Lost all that I was living for, live no longer

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

A reason for your anger,
It's what I need, it's what I need.
To recognize the truth
It's what I need, it's what I need.
So burn your paper Jesus
It's what I need, it's what I need,
And all the things you do,
It's what I need, it's what I need.

Question what they tell you
All the lies that they are teaching,
And they've made a corporation
Out of desperate people's feelings... of fear

Somebody chose these words for you.
Interpretations of the truth.
Somewhere behind your fear they hide.
To fill the holes inside.

Flowers bloom as black as night
Removing colors from your sight
Nightmarish vines block your way
Thorns reach out to catch their prey
And by the pricking of your thumbs
You realize that their poison numbs
From frightful blooms, rank odor seep
Bats and beasties fly and creep
'cross this evil land, ill winds blow
Despite the darkness, mushrooms glow
All will rot and decompose
For something wicked this way grows…'

This is my letter to you

We started following a certain description.
We started simple and fair once again
Before there wasn't any need for an answer
Things were much different then


But now you question who I am.
Who I am inside
Now there's nothing left to hide.
So here it goes
This is my letter
Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me
thinking all night. About the places I'd be
If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've
Let me, become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern it seems an
issue. All day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn

Engulf myself into a permanent mystery.
No one day just as the next.
not for me
It's so confusing when I look at my history.
I just can't handle that yet.
No



One more friendship ends.
And then for awhile.
I can breathe again

You may end up six-feet-under
Anywhere and anytime
It's a one-way-street with a thousand lanes
And a million ways to die

Hand in hand...side by side
I walk with death in the night

e bio bi red i danas da neshto nashkrabam....

A little girl, almost a woman
So pretty, so young
Sweet dress, shining hair
Dancing alone above the meadow
Smile on her divine face
Red lips and green eyes
The most beautiful creature
That mortaks have ever seen

But her eyes were empty like a well that has run dry
The mad child is dancing her endless dance at night
Dancing to her death, to the dark open grave
Knowing nothing about her own destiny

One soul has gone
Lost in somewhere
The young mind has fallen
Into misery
Hey little girl
What is in your mind?
Can't you stop this dance you're dancing in the night?

But her eyes were empty like a well that has run dry
The mad child is dancing her endless dance at night
Dancing to her death, to the dark open grave
Knowing nothing about her own destiny

The morning has come
Before our eyes
The young beauty lying
Under the godless sky
The mad child is sleeping
Her empty sleep
And finally leaves
To eternity

But her eyes were empty like a well that has run dry
The mad child is dancing her endless dance at night
Dancing to her death, to the dark open grave
Knowing nothing about her own destiny