WHISPERING FOREST

And when it's cold out
I will wait for her
And I will roam out
To the edges of the earth
And when it feels just like the rain
Has soaked through my bones
None of this will matter
None of this will save you from yourself

This life
It's brining on the death of me
Swear that I can barely see
That I'm the one to blame
This life
I swear to God it's killin' me
Seems some times I can't believe
That I'm the one to blame
And when it's cold out
In the sleet and snow
I will hold out
'Till the answers all unfold
And when it feels just like the rain
You will see through it all
None of this will matter
'Cause none of this will save you from yourself

None of this will matter
None of this will save your from yourself

Sometimes we only live for the here and now.
Sometimes we're lonely.
Sometimes we feel we need a place to be grounded,
or fly away again

I will fly away again.

I feel rain pouring down. I wait to rot away,
live again, here forever, the spiral never ends.

Why are we feeling something's familiar around us?
Are we just dreaming?
Always we search for the answers but nothing i

I watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire.

And I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now you feel so alive
I've watched you change

I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed

And I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now you feel so alive
I watched you change

It's like you never had wings

I look at the cross
And I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away

And I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
now you feel so alive
I've watched you change
Now you feel alive
You feel alive
You feel alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never had wings
You change. You change. You change.

Life sometimes feels like a nightmare
When every step you take is a wrong one
With only binary choices there
Seeming fair?

They say that time does slowly heal
But memories amplify the pain I feel
Forever haunting me, it's so unreal
And still we dream... as we walk down the line...
We forever sleep

Since ages dead inside
A plunge red shrine

Emotions and hope subside
Foul like altar wine

Life sometimes into a nightmare
When every step you take is a wrong one
With only binary choices there
Seeming fair?

Not when luck has gone
And I said
Not when luck has gone

Living a life beyond light
With darkness to pattern my fate
Feelings left aside
Left with despair and nothing but hate
Left to witness
The final fall of mankind
No outcome of existence

Life sometimes even seems like it goes on
Still every step you take is a wrong one
Maybe you can wake up anytime you like
But you can never leave
You will never achieve
The feeling that life goes on

Or are we already gone?

Left to witness
The final fall of mankind
No outcome of existence
Floods my heart and mind

A lifeless thing in living guise
Leaping off to quick demise

A blind man in a cave of eternal light
Remnants of a dream that fades

Life at times is hard to comprehend
But every step leads further to the end
Still even death is but a guess
And darkness weaves with many shades
Darkness weaves with many shades

Take a look beyond the silver glades
See darkness weave with many shades

I don't know where fear ends
and where hate begins,
It's all the same to me

Look inside of me to my soul, see how cold I am
Where does it all begin, and where does it end?
You're still my quiet angel, the angel with Raven eyes
My dear, quiet guide, with black rave

See a raven flying there, the great bird of destiny
Coming from an eternal place where silent river flows
It's my to go to the place unknown... Human harvest
Raven's chore to collect all on board

Endless voyage, trip to sorrow, bleeding tears for unknown tomorrow
I'm living in sin, I am no saint, the raven is singing my serenade

My soul in one tear, my tears on silent river
Silent river in my soul, my river flows no more
Black wind blowing my heart, black raven draining my soul
Chaining my heart, loosing my soul, the raven will follow...

evo upravo sam doshao s posla,idem se tuširat i žderath...i slušat godsmack...to je to zasada..i nadam se da che bit velika oluja danas vech mi je pun kurac ove vruchine....toliko od mene za sada....

a jebote je dosadno....za popizdit....da nemam ovaj blog da se zajebavm neznam sta bih sa sobom...a bio bi red i da nesto napishem...aj evo

"In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi"

Lines and the light stream
Screaming by me scream
Burned down
Not me you see me suffer
Haunted by your spirit
Undead by your spit
Taunted by yourself alive

Dazed and burning state
Hazed and spinning fate
Dazed and burning
I say I can't come
You say this ain't home
Hating this I mouth your name

This is not my life
This is not my home
This is not me
I hate this

Your voice in my mind
Come home it ain't time
Burned down
Not me you see me suffer
Solace to inspire
Lowness to my life
Taunted by yourself alive

Dazed and burning state
Hazed and spinning fate
Dazed and burning
I say I can't come
You say this ain't home
Hating this I mouth your name

I SEE YOU......

I take this gift,gift i got from you,the gift of hate,anger,sorrow...and i throw it away...together with all my fucking memoryes,yeah like that is easy like that.I have to live with that to the rest of my life,i tryed to be better,try to please you but you never,never took the time of your busy life to ask me just how i feel?I feel faded away,but now it doesnt matter any more i got someone who sees in me,who understands me,who loves me...She holds me now in her arms,she makes it all go away,and im out of reason to worry again,to be hurted again.I hope one day you will understand what you did to me,but it will never be the same again.But still i feel sorry for you,you will never have this what i have now,and you will never have me again...you will be alone.She made me cry from happynes,for the first time in my life i felt something like that and i dont wanna stop here i want to reach for more.... and more...and more....

kako život može biti jadan,ali opet kad shvatiš da imaš nekoga ko te voli,i barem u mom sluchaju brine se za tebe više nego ti sam...sve se chini tako sjajno,no uvijek iza ugla negdje cheka onaj mali trn koji te bode duuuuugoooo,dok ti ne izranjava dušu a proces zacjeljivanja dugo traje,i predugo nekada i ne završi...koliko sam puta zaželio biti sam,da svi nestanu...ali nikada nisam se prestao nadati duboko unutra da che neko dochi i izvuchi me...toj osobi zahvaljujem iz sveg srca što me održava na životu i što me usrechuje...ovaj dio posvechen je njoj mojoj jedinoj...i volim je vise od ichega...

JEDNA OD NAJLJEPŠIH POJAVA NA NOĆNOM NEBU...NO SAMO RIJETKI MOGU UŽIVATI U TOME...

kako me jebeno stari živcira ima neko savjet kako da ga se rjeshim???
kako bi zivot bio savrshen da ga nema....da jebeno nestane.....

Odoh SPAVATI...Kako vam se sviđa moj krevet????

I'm sorry about the sun
How could I know that you would burn?
And I'm sorry about the moon
How could I know that you'd disapprove

And I'll never make the same mistake
The next time I create the universe
I'll make sure we communicate at length
Oh yeah

But until then, better off dead
A smile on the lips and a hole in the head
Better off dead, yeah better than this
Take it away, 'cause there's nothing to miss

I'm sorry about the world
How could I know you'd take it so bad?

And I'll never make the same mistake
So if you're looking for a patsy
Why not try the entire human race
Just to play it safe

But until then, better off dead
A smile on the lips and a hole in the head
Better off dead, yeah better than this
Take it away, 'cause there's nothing to miss

Better off dead, yeah better off dead
Why don't you try pushing daisies instead?
Better off dead, yeah better off dead
A smi le on the lips and a hole in the head

And I'll never make the same mistake,
The next time I create the universe
I'll make sure you participate
Oh yeah

And I'll never make the same mistake
The next time I create the universe
I'll make sure you participate
Just in case

So little time
Your crystal eyes gaze into mine
A burning flame
Forever dreaing, dreaming a lie

Trapped inside internal eyes
Caressed by innocence, a sanctuary for your mind
Born alone beneath pale sardonic skies
One love, one life, one sorrow

I tried to murder the lonely,
Contemplate our mortality.

Into infinity,
Frozen memory

Wipe the tears from yesterday,
A time for change, take the pain away.

Angel, my destiny,
Can you feel me?

As beautiful as fire against the evening sky
you fuel the lost desire- I no longer wanna die
Pure and weak, I suffer when I dream
Cleansed of me, I suffer when I dream
Because I want you to stay, you take away the pain
I want you to stay, I need you here to keep me sane

Must be something they're hiding
Must be reasons that no one will dare to tell
Must be something inside me
But I don't think so anymore
It's hurting again now
And I don't need friends when I have foes like you
It's hurting again now
It's killing me to be here all alone
Go away it's all the same
There's more for me

As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
It's killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you

Must be something confided
Must be someway to feel the pain and heal again
Pain and pleasure, inviting
I don't think so anymore
It's hurting again now
And I don't need pills
When I have drugs like you
It's hurting again now
It's killing me to be here all alone
Go away
It's all the same
There's more for me
I'm just like you, just not a fool
I'm just like you

e ovaj lik(Martin Brodeur) mi je najdraži sportaš,pratim njegovu karijeru od malena,naravno obožavam hokej i New Jersey Devilse...ak neko dijeli slichna razmišljanja neka se javi....

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pomozite zaštititi ova prekrasne životinje....eto da i ja napravim dobro djelo...

malo sam odspavao za kompom...pa nisam bash sad sav svoj...

obožavam vukodlake i mitološka bića pa ak nekog josh to zanima...

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The hunger inside given to me, makes me what I am
Always it is calling me, for the blood of man
They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me

Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my pain.
The hunger inside given to me, makes me feel alive.
Always out stalking prey, in the dark I hide.
Feeling, falling, hating, feel like I am fading, hating life.

They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me...
Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my pain.

You say your life I'm taking, always bothering me, I can't take this anymore, I'm failing, always smothering me

You look down on me, hey what you see, take this gift from me, you will soon feed from me.

Nothing seems exciting, always the same hiding

It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me.

It's haunting me...

E ljudi pa može i koji koment?

SLIKE govore više od rijeci zar ne?? a što ako su riječi na slikama???

je boring...i vruče za popizdit...a još moram iči i raditi...bljah....zlo....užas.....
aaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuccccccccccchhhhh.....hrčak me ugrizao za prst....
evo dat ču njemu nešto da napiše....
asdzdgsdffdfzfsdu......(hahahaha to je izgazio sa nogama po tastaturi)

No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me
Why did you have to hit me like that, mommy?
Dont do it, you're hurting me
Why did you have to be such a bitch
Why don't you,
Why don't you just fuck off and die
Why can't you just fuck off and die
Why can't you just leave here and die
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
How would you like to see how it feels mommy
Here it comes, get ready to die!!!

Must be something they're hiding
Must be reasons that no one will dare to tell
Must be something inside me
But I don't think so anymore
It's hurting again now
And I don't need friends when I have foes like you
It's hurting again now
It's killing me to be here all alone
Go away it's all the same
There's more for me

As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
It's killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you

It craws down deep inside
Without a pulse or a will to die
Now i've known the simplifies
And now it takes what it takes
Unless the feeling suffocates
Its nothing new, it'll get its way
Another thing that i'll see
Is how it gets inside of me
And tears away my life

It's time to love, its time to hate
It's commin face to face trying to desicrate
No time at all to break away
Temptation still got a hold on me

It's awake even when you sleep
It breathes without a heartbeat
Making me incomplete
And now I know what I know
Expect the demon down below to surface through my moral soul
And now it looks to be smiling as it's killing me
Day to day I lie

It's time to love, its time to hate
It's commin face to face trying to desicrate
No time at all to break away
Temptation still got a hold on me
It's time to love, its time to hate
It's commin face to face trying to desicrate
No time at all to break away
Temptation still got a hold on me

It's time to love, its time to hate
It's commin face to face trying to desicrate
No time at all to break away
Temptation still got a hold on me
It's time to love, its time to hate
It's commin face to face trying to desicrate
No time at all to break away
Temptation still got a hold on me

I'm not the one who's so far away
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins
Never did I wanna be here again
And I don't remember why I came

Candles raise my desire
Why I'm so far away
No more meaning to my life
No more reason to stay
Freezing feeling,
Breathe in, breathe in
I'm coming back again


Hazing clouds rain on my head
Empty thoughts fill my ears
Find my shade by the moon light
Why my thoughts aren't so clear
Demons dreaming
Breathe in, breathe in
I'm coming back again

a sve po starom....nitko ne čita moj blog...a i ja ga i ne pišem baš previše probam to popraviti...
evo za početak nešto malo o meni...volim zmije,slušam metal,lapim ko otvorena konzerva...zajebavam se koliko god mogu...a mogu puno...i tak to...bljah...no javite se ak vam je dosadno..