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Ne znam stvarno kako da počmem...nekako se osjecam glupo što ovo pišem...jer ne znam hočeš li me kriviti zbog ovoga sto sam napisala...tako da...ako ti se neš ne svidi i neodgovara slobodno izbriši..samo sam ovo morala izbaciti iz sebe...nemaš pojma kako mi je žao Horsa a još više tebe...njega sam jako malo poznavala...iako je bio moja srodna duša i uvjek si me uspoređivao s njim...ovo sve pišem s namjerom da ce ti biti bolje kada pročitaš...znam da ce potaknuti sjecanja na njega..ali nemoj zbog toga da plačeš...jer sva su sjecanja koja te vežu uz njega preljepa...Mi ljudi smo životinje..a ne ta mala nedužna bića koja svaki dan slušaju naše jadanja i naše probleme te nam ih ponekad i oni stvaraju..ali ne tako velike...to su oni slatki problemi..kao što si ih imao npr. da mu nestane hrane..jaooo..pa ko će sad otići kupiti...ili kad ti se popiški na pod..ili kad si pun dlaka...sve su tu nevidljivi problemi koji su ti pomagali da ustvari zaboraviš one velike probleme...i da prebrodiš dan...i tako su dani letili..i postao ti je sve draži i draži...uvuklo ti se pod kožu to sićušno malo biće...iako je Hors bio malo poveći...meni osobno je najdraže kada mu tepaš...Gdje su moje okeee...gdje su moje sike...hornjavoooo...
moram priznati da bi me Hors ponekad i spasio..kad se naprimjer svađamo..on kao da zna i počme glasno mijaukati..i onda se ti obratiš njemu..i smiriš se...I tako iz dana u dan..bio mi je sve draži..priznajem da sam bila ljubomorna...jer iskreno govoreci...nikad nisam vidjela tako lijepu mačku kao Horsa,...sijamsku mačku..ne sad da ti ovo govorim samo onako nego iskreno..i još jedna stvar na kojoj sam ti zavidila je bilo to da kada dođeš doma...i otvoriš vrata...on je tu...trči prema tebi...kao da te dočeka raširenih ruku..on je uvjek tu..bilo da kasniš doma,bilo da si mrtav pijan,bilo da si loše volje,bilo da si umoran..on bi te uvjek dočekao...onakvog kakav jesi i nebi prigovarao...vjerovatno se čovjek zbog toga najviše može povezati sa životinjom..zbog toga što ne zamjera na manama..zbog toga što možeš biti iskren s njom...
...ne znam...znam samo da Hors nije mogao imati boljeg gazdu..i da na neki način zna da je on kriv zbog ovoga...pokušao si mu pomoći ali nije uspjelo...nemoj da sebe kriviš...molim te. Ti znaš najbolje da nije bilo sve uredu i da mu je nešto falilo...da si ga još zadržao možda bi se desilo i još nešto gore...nedaj bože...i znaš ono...da su životinje nalik na svoje vlasnike...Hors je poput tebe...ne želi se zadovoljiti s prosječnim ,uvjek je tražio svoje pravo na glas i bio je glasan ali predobar...poput tebe ...
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ne znam ...nekako se čovjek ne može pomiriti sa nekim činjenicama...nekako te to blokira,neda ti mira,misliš da činiš ispravnu stvar a ustvari činiš vecu grešku...smatraš to vrijednim borbe..boriš se..ne odustaješ...nadaš se...a istinu ne vidiš...ne slušaš prave riječi...čuješ samo one ljepšeg zvuka...one grube odbacuješ..ne mariš...ne čuješ....a možda i nije tako...bar ne za svakoga...postoji nas svakakve vrste...ima hladnih ljudi...njima ne moraš više puta ponoviti da se ne trude...neg kažu sebi..svejedno je...što bilo da bilo...prepuste se,,opuste se...flegmatiraju...ne znam što da kažem...dani su mi prazni...ne vidim svrhu...nikako da se vratim u normalu....ne znam..neznam...ne znam...to mi je inače najdraža riječ...ona malo govori...govori ništa,...a znaš da se toliko toga krije iza nje...ali da postaje manje vrijedno spomena...i onda jednostavno kažeš ..ne znam...a znaš da sve znaš...znaš da je sve tu...sve ti leži na jeziku...a ne možeš više pustiti silne riječi...jer ako ih pustiš..one se gomilaju ..gomilaju..redaju..nizaju...i jedna misao leti za drugom...a sve to uzalud...i onda jednostavno kažeš..ne znam...i zaustaviš se...font>
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Far away...
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing
if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
I love you
I loved you all along
I keep dreaming
you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing
if I don't see you anymore
So far away, So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away, So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore,
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moj kratki opis....
e sad cu ja pisat o tebi ...
par tvoji osobina:nasmijana od uha do uha uvjek,odkako te znam...
cinis sve da bi drugima bilo okey a sebe potiskujes i omalovazavas !!!
drugi ljudi upravljaju tvojim zivotom,a ti se ne osvrces na to !!!
pomazes svatkom.aff a tebi nikad niko nije rekao HVALA !! ne valja to ..
previse gledas samo na druge.ni to ne valja..daj budi đubre
:by: NINA
People say you only fall in love once...
but when I hear your voice I fall in love all over again
Love Is When You Don't Want To Go To Sleep...
Because Reality Is Better Than A Dream.
Miscellaneous Glitters
Cranberries - In your head
Another head hangs lowly
A child will slowly taken
And the violence causes silence
Who are we mistaken
But you see
It's not me
It's not my family
In your head in your head
They are fighting
With their tanks and their bombs and their bombs and their guns
In your head in your head
They are crying
In your head in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie
What's in your head
In your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie
Another motherýs braking
Heart is taken over
When the violence causes silence
We must be mistaken
It's the same alti since 1916
In your head in your head
Theyýre still fighting
With their tanks and their bombs and their bombs and their guns
In your head in your head
They are dying
In your head in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie
What's in your head
In your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie
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Dreams
Oh my life is changing everyday
in every possible way
And though my dreams
it's never quite as it seems
Never quite as it seems
I know I felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
Then I open up and see
The person fumbling here is me
A different way to be
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I want more, impossible to ignore
Impossible to ignore
And they'll come true
impossible not to do
Impossible not to do
And now I tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
For what I couldn't find
Talk to me amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me
Oh my life is changing everyday
In every possible way
And though my dreams
it's never quite as it seems
'cause you're a dream to me
Dream to me
Secret Love
Once I had a secret love
That lived within
the heart of me
All too soon
my secret love
Became impatient
to be free
So I told a friendly star
The way that dreamers
often do
Just how wonderful
you are
And why I'm so
in love with you
Now I shout it
from the highest hill
Even told
the golden daffodils
At last my heart's
an open door
And my secret love's
no secret anymore
Now I shout it
from the highest hill
I Even told
the golden daffodils
And lost my heart's
an open door
And my secret love's
no secret
My secret love's
no secret
My secret love's
no secret anymore
My Darling Child
My darling child
My darling baby
My darling child
You gave life to me
My darling child
My darling baby
My darling child
You came and saved me
My darling child
My darling baby
My darling child
God gave you to me
Me little ninja
My little dancer
Me little streetfighter
Me little chancer
Me lovely boy
Me lovely babby
My pride and joy
Me little puppy
Me little wolf
Me little lamby
My favourite boy
My angel babby
Me little ninja
Me little dancer
Me little streetfighter
Me little chancer
Me love me boy
Me love me babby
My pride and joy
Me little puppy
A Perfect Indian
A Perfect Indian is he
Remembering him life is sweet
Like a weeping willow
His face on my pillow
Comes to me still in my dreams
And there I saw a young baby
A beautiful daughter was she
A face from a painting
Red cheeks and teeth aching
Her eyes like a wild Irish sea
On a table in her yellow dress
For a photograph feigned happiness
Why in my life is that the only time
That any of you will smile at me
I'm sailing on this terrible ocean
I've come for my self to retrieve
Too long have I been feeling like Lir's children
And there's only one way to be free
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He's shy and he speaks quietly
He's gentle and he seems to me
Like the elf-arrow
His face worn and harrowed
Is he a daydreamer like me
I'm sailing on this terrible ocean
I've come for my self to retrieve
Too long have I been feeling like Lir's children
And there's only one way to be free
No man's woman
I don't wanna be no man's woman
It don't make me happy this mantrolling
thing that you got for me so I become
no man's woman
I don't wanna be no man's woman
I've other work I want to get done
I haven't travelled this far to become
no man's woman
no man's woman
Cuz I'm tired of it
and I'm so scared of it
that I'll never trust again
cuz a man can fake you
take your soul and make you
miserable in so much pain
My friends think I'm alone but I've got secrets
I don't tell everything about the love I get
I got a lovin' man but he's a spirit
He never does me harm never treats me bad
He'd never takes away all the love he has
and I'm forgiven oh a million times
I'm never tired of it
and I'm not scared of it
cuz it doesn't cause me pain
Like a man can fake you
take your soul and make you
never be yourself again
I never wanna be no man's woman
I only wanna be my own woman
I haven't travelled this far to become
no man's woman
no man's woman
no man's woman
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The Kindness of Strangers
They found Mary Bellow cuffed to the bed
With a rag in her mouth and a bullet in her head
O poor Mary Bellows
She'd grown up hungry,she'd grown up poor
So she left her home in Arkansas
O poor Mary Bellows
She wanted to see the deep blue sea
She drove across Tennessee
O poor Mary Bellows
She met a man along the way
He introduced himself as Richard Slade
O poor Mary Bellows
Poor Mary thought that she might die
When she saw the ocean for the first time
O poor Mary Bellows
She checked into a cheap little place
Richard Slade carried in her old suitcase
O poor Mary Bellows
"I'm good girl,sir," she said to him
I couldn't possibly permit you in
O poor Mary Bellows
Slade tipped hei hat and winked his eye
And turned away without goodbye
O poor Mary Bellows
She sat on her bed and thought of home
With the sea breeze whistiling all home
O poor Mary Bellows
In hope and loneliness she crossed the flooor
And undid the lacth on the front door
O poor Mary Bellows
They found her next day cuffed to the bed
A rag in her mounth and a bullet in her head
O poor Mary Bellows
So mothers keep you girls at home
Don't let them journey out alone
Tell them this world is full of danger
And to shun the company of strangers
O poor Mary Bellows
O poor Mary Bellows
Where the wild roses grow
They call me the wild rose
But my name was Elisa Day
Why they call me it I do not know
For my name was Elisa Day
From the first day I saw her I knew she was the one
As she stared in my eyes and smiled
For her lips were the colour of the roses
They grew down the river, all bloody and wild
When he knocked on my door and entered the room
My trembling subsided in his sure embrace
He would be my first man, and with a careful hand
He wiped up the tears that ran down my face
They call me the wild rose
But my name was Elisa Day
Why they call me that I do not know
For my name was Elisa Day
On the second day I brought her a flower
She was more beautiful than any woman I'd seen
I said, 'Do you know where the wild roses grow
So sweet and scarlet and free?'
On the second day he came with a single red rose
He Said: 'Give me your loss and your sorrow.'
I nodded my head as I layed on the bed
'If I show you the roses will you follow?'
They call me the wild rose
But my name was Elisa Day
Why they call me that I do not know
For my name was Elisa Day
On the third day he took me to the river
He showed me the roses and we kissed
And the last thing I heard was a muttered word
As he stood smiling above me with a rock in his fist
On the last day I took her where the wild roses grow
And she lay on the bank, the wind light as a thief
And I kissed her goodbye, said 'All beauty must die'
And lent down and planted a rose between her teeth
They call me the wild rose
But my name was Elisa Day
Why they call me it I do not know
For my name was Elisa Day
My name was Elisa Day
For my name was Elisa Day
Da li sam ti ikad rekla da te volim
A ti još pospan
kao i prvi puta
donosiš cvijeće svakoga jutra
smiješ se mojoj raščupanoj kosi
mom nespretnom hodu i nogama bosim!
A ja još topla, sretna i snena
pričam ti tiho svoj san
jer hoću da ti sve znaš
svaki moj dan i san
da ti me budiš, da ti mi se smješiš
i znaš
da sam tvoja sva...
Da li sam ti ikad rekla da te volim
da te volim svaki dan, svaki sat, svaki tren
da li sam ti ikad rekla da te volim
da te trebam
da te želim
da te imam
i da sam uvjek tvoja sva!
Josipa Lisac
Više me nije strah
Nije mi zao sto zivim bas tako
ne brojim noci bez sna
kad samo jednom se voli ovako
i vise nikada
Zbog tebe srce mi dise
i ne bi znalo drugacije
sad neko voli me vise
u dvije rijeci kad stane bas sve
Refren
Vise me nije strah, mogu mi uzet’ sve
jer kad te pogledam
stvori se milion razloga
zbog jednog dodira
da mrzim svaki dan
sto prodje bez tebe
Nina Badrić
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Hey there Delilah
Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me
Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good
Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
