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Nothing tastes so good as thin feels...
Ovaj blog nije namjenjen promoviranju poremećaja u prehrani. On je isključivo podrška drugim ženama koje već pate od anoreksije.
Moje mjere:
Visina: 181
Kilaža: 60 kg
BMI: 17.8
Cilj: 53 kg
"Success is getting up just one more time than you fall"
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Beauty, as in sculpture, is not when you have something to add, it is when you have nothing to remove...
Eat to live, don't live to eat
Feed me
Oh baby if only you knew
I'm down to a hundred-and-two
Oh baby if only you know
Oh baby...
I had a hole in my heart
So I threw away my plate
Cause nothing would fill me up
Whatever I ate
Oh baby if only you knew
I don't know what to do
Oh baby if only you knew
Oh baby...
Fading away
Cause there's nothing I can do
I hate myself
And I love you
Oh baby if only you knew
Whenever I think, I think of you
Oh baby if you only knew...
My baby
I'm hungry
Oh baby
Runaway
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
Guilty by association
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Courage
I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well"
"I ate before I came"
Then someone tells me how good I look
and for a moment
For a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone
No one hears me cry
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not okay
And I need your help
So I'm letting go
Bleed like me
Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Doodle takes Dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
JT gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar
After two drinks he's a loser after three drinks he's a star
Getting all nostalgic as he sings "I Will Survive"
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
Oh, c'mon baby can you bleed like me
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
And try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Just try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
2 ANA
Who are you to come to me
as I lay within this pine.
Who are you to shed those tears
to claim that all was fine.
Who are you to call me friend
and say I will be missed.
Who are you to touch my hand
with one as cold and stiff.
Who are you to praise my past,
and steal my life of joy.
Who are you to take this task,
with hopes to fill your void.
Who are you to firm your lies,
with words that condescend.
Who are you to say good-bye,
at my journeys end.
Perfect
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.
by:JRR Tolkien
Hey najdraže moje,
Danas sam zbog prevelike slabosti morala prekinuti post tako da nisam uspjela doći do sedmog, nego tek do šestog vodenog dana....Mislim, bilo mi je stvarno loše pa sam se onesvjestila u dnevnom boravku pa je frendica zaključila da mi je pao šećer i utrpala mi rafaelo i milku u usta....Nisam se smjela buniti jer bi tada shvatila da sam pala u nesvijest zbog dijete...Uglavnom, tako je moj post završio sa stilom i sa 500 kcal slatkiša :) :)
Od danas sam na dijeti koju sam sama kreirala...Point je da se nesmije prijeći 300 kalorija dnevno a ako ti se dogodi da sjebeš i pojedeš npr 400 kcal taj dan, sljedeći dan smiješ konzumirati samo 200 kcal...Namirnice možete birati same a ovo su moji prijedlozi...
Dan 1
doručak: naranča (40 kcal)
ručak: 100 g Dukat svježeg kravljeg sira (100 kcal) i par listova zelene salate začinjene limunom i soli, ne octom i uljem (10 kcal)
večera: fat free voćni jogurt (50 kcal)
Total: 200 kcal
Dan 2
doručak:mala jabuka (45)
ručak: 100 g pilećih prsa na žaru (220 kcal) i manja zelena paprika (10 kcal)
večera: 1 L zelenog čaja sa puno limuna (15 kcal)
Total: 290 kcal
Dan 3
doručak: šnita makrobiotičkog kruha (45 kcal)
ručak: 1 velika ili dvije male jabuke (100 kcal)
večera: 2 sirove mrkve (40 kcal)
Total: 180 kcal
Nadam se da ću uspjeti pratiti ovaj meni barem 10 dana....No, uz puno vode i kofeina iz turske kave, sigurna sam da ću izdržati! Ipak, držte mi fige za svaki slučaj! =)
C ya around! Luv ya!
Prije svega, htjela bih pozdraviti sve stare leptirice koje su bile uz mene kad god mi je trebala podrška, savijet ili jednostavno razgovor s nekim tko me razumije...Što se tiće novih leptirica, nije mi drago što nam se broj povećava, ali također vas pozdravljam i nadam se da ćemo zajedničkim snagama postići ono o čemu toliko sanjamo...
Hvala bogu, blagdansko vrijeme je prošlo....Ne znam za vas ali ovih tjedan dana između Badnjaka i Nove Godine za mene su bili pakao...Kud god sam se okrenula, u koju god bih prostoriju otišla, sve je bilo puno posuda prepunih kolača, torti i ostalih namirnica od kojih imam noćne more...Naravno, s obzirom na to da sam prava luzerica, par puta sam i pokleknula....Ipak, to odvratno razdoblje godine je iza nas i sad je pravi trenutak da krenem ispočetka...Naime, danas mi je drugi dan posta(dakle samo voda) i nadam se da ću izdržati sedam dana...Držte mi fige! :)
Jedan od razloga zašto OPET nisam dugo pisala je famozni Facebook...Naime, otvorila sam profil i shvatila da je to najsavršenije mjesto gdje čovijek može dobiti podršku u vezi svojih poremećaja u prehrani...Barem tristotinjak cura tamo imaju svoje profile i jednostavno je doći do njih...Moram priznati da je komunikacija preko Facebooka puno lakša i brža nego preko blog.hra....Uglavnom, preporučam vam da si otvorite profil...Neće vam bit žao :)
To je sve od mene za danas....Već je pola 8 a još nisam odvježbala sve što sam isplanirala! Užas...
Budite mi jake i držim vam fige da uskoro budete zgodne, mršave i zadovoljne svojim izgledom!!!Pusek
