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Our Love
Loves memory has traced our outline in this place.
But will the spider remember, or the sun?
Did the water capture our faces in permanence?
Does the wind create us anew as it blows?
Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them?
Our secret been revealed.
Yet I have told no other.
I write these words in silence, in mute testimony
To what once was.
But our image remains alive in this place.
It can not be removed.
You, me,
We then,
Were here.
We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow.
We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise.
We were not liars,
But thieves of time.
For now time has now forgotten us,
Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers
This place that was ours.
Falling Away
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
Your Lies
Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off s(rewing her
My life is standing still
You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe
I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show
I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world
But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together
Autumn Times
Autumn breeze frigidly touches ailing dreadful lives
Harshly darkness quietly surrounds the broken souls
Mellow serenades that once played between hearts
Pathetically have transformed into bitter sad songs
Somewhere beyond the flossy clouds
Cupid has lost his romancing arrows
Plays sad sonorous tunes on his bow
Dedicated to all weepy lonely hearts
Howling chilly wind blows through the mist
Sounds of sorrow spread allover the place
Fuzzy humid air submerges the inner lust
Lives decay slowly as the autumn leaves fall...
***GUILTY***
...Hmm...
...In pieces...
I see a knife in her hand...
Blood is dropping downwards it...
...The floor is wet...
Red coloured...
...This guilty is floating on your chest...
...In your very lungs...
Wondering why you have even tried to stand how he looks at me...
...Now your wide open eyes are looking your own blood...
And you are choaking in it...
...You have forgotten to live in this...
...It makes no sense you need me...
To hear my moan when you are torturig me...
...Without air...
...Without light...
...Without water...
...Without bread...
That are all familiar scenes...
...This guilty...
...This sorrow...
Now its all yours...
...Are you happy now?...
...Should I tell you why I have left?...
Should I put your guilty on the table like the playing cards...?
...You don't even rememeber how I fought for you!...
...Guilty...
...You wanna her me scream again...
...
Your guitar is killing me...
...Our song dries me inside when you play it...
...Yes,I still love you...
Yes,I love the pain you were giving to me...
I love hear you are torturing me...
...My life always belonged to you...
We just breath...
We just exist...
...
...I live for the day when you will stop beating me...
...I live for the day when I won't be addicted to you...
I need you...Don't leave me alone...
Her hand killed you...
I see...You are not breathing...
I'm ripping my bands from my wrists and my ankles...
I want to hold you in my arms...I need you...
I'm taking off every patch from my skin...
...I'm wiping your blood wih my bands...
...Slowly...
...Deadfull slowly...
She is shaking...
She is weaping...
She is begging me:"Go away..."
...But I won't leave you alone...
I want your body...
...I want your flesh and bones...
I need your hand...
I need your hurtle...
I need your fist...Beat me again...
Kick me,my love...
I love this pain...
Push me downstairs...
Bruises...Wounds...Blood...Pain...
...I miss all that...
Baby,wake up!
Undress me like you used to...
...Kiss me like only you knew...
...Grab my wrists and push me to the ground...
Stay here tonight...
Baby,wake up!!!
He is here...He has come for me...
...Goodbye,my sorrow...
Now I'm kissing happiness...
Now I am holding on to life...
Now I feel true love...
Now I'm smiling...
I am not crying...I am not paying...I am not beaten...
I'm beloved women of someone who holds me in his arms...
Sleep well,my sadness...
...I will smile for you...
***Gunshot***
...Bam!...
...
...the gunshot...
...
...I am falling...
...I am dying...
Please run to me...I have taken the shot for you...
...Screaming faces...
...Stopped cars...
The police...
Firefighters...
Ambulance...
I don't need all that...
...Why are you just standing there?...
...
...Please...I beg you...I'm crying to you...
...Pain...
...Make it stop...
...Make me dead...
..I gave my love for you...
...
...Why are you just standing there?...
Now I see...
...She is standing next to you...
...Am I standing on your way?...
...I have taken the shot for you...
I know her identity...
She carries my name...But its broken...Like I am...
Ann Marie...Thats her name...
But my name spells together!
...
Why?...
...
Just look at her...At her mean eyes and smile...
Please...Look at her...She is smiling...
Please...LOOK AT HER!HURRY!
Please...
It stopped...
I have taken my last breath...
Ahh...
I can't see you anymore...
But your picture will be infront my eyes forever...
Even when they will rot in the ground...
And...Now...
...There is one broken glass...
...She ate your heart...
You have taken the shot for her...
She didn't make it stop...
...The police...
Firefigters...
Ambulance...
...You don't need all that...
I could make it stop...
...For you...
You could make it stop for me...
...
...Rotting together in the same ground...
...Goodbye...
...Goodbye...My beloved one...
...
...
...Goodbye...Annmarie...
(My eye...hh..)