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...nikad više...

zbogom ,teška, jako teška riječ; riječ koja pomalo guši, otima, zaboravlja, pa bilo zbogom prijatelju koji možda ide u neki drugi grad u školu pa se s njim neko vrijeme nećeš družit ili pak ono posljednje zbogom, zbogom osobi s kojom više nikad nećeš razgovarat, smijat se, proživljavat svakakve trenutke...
Šetam tako neki dan s frendicom i, ugledamo bakicu i djeda, otprilike sedamdesetogodišnjaci, dolaze i suprotnog smjera i šetaju držeći se za ruke. I govori Nina: "Nadam se da ću i ja jednog dana ovako šetati s nekim, u dubokoj starosti." Hm da, pomislim ja, valjda....i nešto se zamislim. Pomislim što će biti jednog dana kad tu idiličnu sliku uništi smrt, ona, koja bezosjećajno uzima živote, a iza sebe ostavlja samo prazninu, pustoš. Kako će se osjećati jedno koje je ostalo bez svoga druga, čovjeka s kojim je proveo život?!? Što će njegovom životu pružati veselje, radost, ispunjenje koje je osjećao dok je s njim bio čovjek koji ga je činio sretnim i ispunjenim?!?
Pjeva sinoć Kemal:"...jer nikad više vratiti se neće, nikad više..." na što jedan čovjek kaže nešto u smislu:" ko je šiša", nasmijala sam se, stvarno nasmijala, i sad bi se tome smijala, samo ne znam čemu u svemu tome. Uglavnom, zbogom, izbjegavajte što više možete, bit ćete sretniji, vjerujte...

Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.