I don't know which way I'm going,
I don't know which way I've come.
28.01.2006., subota
..i onda nema povratka..
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ne volim se svađati. ne volim vikati. ne volim kad me neko provocira. ne volim. ako me netko izprovocira, pokušavam se suzdržati. no, problem je, ako mi ne uspije, mogu reći i stvari kojih poslije nisam ni svjesna. i žao mi je da su rečene. velim nešto što samo može povrijediti, i ako se svađa nastavi, mogu biti još grublja na riječima. no, nikad ne otiđem. nikad ne odustanem dok se sve ne riješi. mrzim kad govorim, a druga strana me ne sluša. osjećam se ko da razgovaram sama sa sobom. "gle, opet ne sluša", velim naglas. u sebi mi je žao što nastavljam govoriti ono što ne mislim, i svjesna sam da pretjerujem. no ne zaustavljam se. kasnije je to teško popraviti. ni oprosti nije dovoljno, jer rečeno je rečeno. ako netko to isto meni radi, i ispriča se, privaćam ispriku. no najgore je da to ne čini situaciju boljom. učini je. no, to je privremeno. čini se ko da ničeg nije bilo. sve je super. čini mi se da je sve u redu,. tako dugo dok se svađa ne ponovi. i to baš ta, ista. opet se izriče ono što se ne misli.. i pitam se do kad tako? kad je dovoljno? kako možemo nešto riješiti, i nikad se ne vraćati na to. da. još nešto ne volim. ako se svađamo, ne volim da se bivše situacije, koje su takoreći riješene, daju kao primjer. no samim spominjanjem se vidi da nisu. ne svađam se s frendicama. ako i dođe do nekave svađe, nije to ništa ozbiljno, za 2 min, ko da se nismo ni posvađale. s dečkom se isto ne svađam, nekad, malo, ali nikad nešto ozbiljno što se ne može razgovorom riješiti. u biti kada razmišljam ne svađam se puno. s starcima isto ne tolko, ali mislim da na njih najburnije reagiram. i onda mi je žao. ali, isto tak znam bude se oke. pa ono, nebudu me iz kuće izbacili. ja bi samo da u svađama ne govorim to kaj ne mislim. jer.. to kaj velim, a ne mislim, u biti, jezik mi je brži od pameti, i onda (kak mi je neko jemput rekel) to bude jemput nekoga povredilo..fest...i onda više nema povratka na to kak je bilo.. *** neš interesting kaj sam našla..  Perma itsrazivanjima jendog engleksog Sveuiclista , poptuno je sveejdno kjoim se resdolijedom psiu solva u nkeoj rijcei, jeidno je btnio da pvro i psoljednje slovo bduu isparvno naipasni. Osatatk mzoe btii skorz izmejsan, a da rijcei iapk bduu lkao citljvie. To se dogdaa sotga jer cvojek ne ctia sovlo po svolo, ngeo cjielu rjiec ojdednom. Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is that frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe. Zacudjujuce, kaj nije? A uevijk se msili da je pavrpois vzaan. |
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I wanna fly And never come down And live my life And have friends around We never change, Coldplay  I miss you Blink 182 (I miss you, I miss you) Hello there, the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me We'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends (I miss you, I miss you) (I miss you, I miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you) (I miss you, I miss you) (I miss you, I miss you) -----  WISH YOU WERE HERE So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have you found? The same old fears. Wish you were here. -----  Don't look back in anger So I'll start the revolution from my bed Cos you said the brains I had went to my head Step outside the summertime's in bloom Stand up beside the fireplace Take that look from off your face You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say Take me to the place where you go Where nobody knows if it's night or day Please don't put your life in the hands Of a Rock n Roll band Who'll throw it all away So I'll start the revolution from my bed Cos you said the brains I had went to my head Step outside the summertime's in bloom Stand up beside the fireplace Take that look from off your face You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say Don't look back in anger Don't look back in anger Don't look back in anger At least not today -----  Crying in the rain A-HA I'll never let you see The way my broken heart is hurting me I've got my pride and I know how to hide All my sorrow and pain I'll do my crying in the rain If I wait for stormy skies You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes You'll never know that I still love you so Though the heartaches remain I'll do my crying in the rain Raindrops falling from heaven Could never take away my misery But since we're not together I pray for stormy weather To hide these tears I hope you'll never see Someday when my crying's done I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun I may be a fool But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain I'll do my crying in the rain I'll do my crying in the rain I'll do my crying in the rain I'll do my crying in the rain -----  Forever young Alphaville Let's dance in style, lets dance for a while Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies Hoping for the best but expecting the worst Are you going to drop the bomb or not? Let us die young or let us live forever We don't have the power but we never say never Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip The music's for the sad men Can you imagine when this race is won Turn our golden faces into the sun Praising our leaders we're getting in tune The music's played by the mad men Forever young, I want to be forever young do you really want to live forever, forever and ever Forever young, I want to be forever young do you really want to live forever? Forever young Some are like water, some are like the heat Some are a melody and some are the beat Sooner or later they all will be gone why don't they stay young It's so hard to get old without a cause I don't want to perish like a fading horse Youth's like diamonds in the sun and diamonds are forever So many adventures couldn't happen today So many songs we forgot to play So many dreams swinging out of the blue We let them come true Forever young, I want to be forever young do you really want to live forever, forever and ever Forever young, I want to be forever young do you really want to live forever, forever and ever Forever young, I want to be forever young do you really want to live forever? |
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