četvrtak, 23.02.2006.

...koliko zapravo tzv. ljubav utječe na nas...zlO... :D

Danas nisam bila u školi, bolio me stomak i nije zbog "onih" dana, već u zadnje vrijeme imam dosta problema sa želucem...grozno...još sam da me stara natjera da odem na pregled...uf grozno...dakle sad kao o naslovu...(Prvo digresija upućena jednoj osobi...ne optužuj druge...pa trebao bi znati da sam dovoljno inteligentna da sama zaključim... :D) Heh...već sam jednom u starom postu postavila to pitanje, ali nisam dobila odgovor na njega jer je to nemoguće odrediti kao što je nemoguće i odrediti što je ljubav...ali činjenica je da se gotovo sve u našim životima svodi na ljubav, na osjećaje...no u tom svemu pomalo je žalosno što se to najviše odnosi na ljubav prema nekom dečku/curi, a toliko je vrsta ljubavi...prva reakcija svih vas biti će, ma nije tako...sve ljubavi su jednako važne, ali razmislite samo koja najviše utječe na vaše raspoloženje...gledam svoje prijatelje, promatram kroz šta prolaze...a istovremeno se i meni štošta događa...dakle jedan dugi niz primjera...lol...i svi ovise o ljubavi, svi do zadnjeg...moja jela je pogubljena samo kad se radi o osjećajima prema svom dečku, ines i demba su ogorčeni samo kad se posvađaju...ja sama kad sam izbedirana to je najčešće zbog nekih tzv. «ljubavnih» problema...i nije mi jasno zašto nam je to toliko važno...zašto se ne okrenemo i drugim stvarima...čitam mnoge blogove i sve suze i osmijesi se svode na isto...to me ponekad natjera da pomislim koliko smo mi ljudi zapravo očajni u toj potrazi za nekim tko će nas voljeti da čak zaboravimo da ti ljudi već postoje i da smo ih već našli (roditelji, prijatelji...)...a još je veća ironija što su time opterećeni oni koji imaju toliko vremena pred sobom...čitav život je pred nama, a mi to kao da često zaboravljamo, patimo, plačemo, vrištimo, volimo...ne želim ispasti cinična, ali stvarno ima toliko važnijih stvari na svijetu...samo to moramo shvatiti...i prihvatiti da nije sve u vezama...čast izuzecima... ;) ...kontam da je ovaj post malo zbunjen, ali se nadam da me nećete krivo shvatiti...lol...btw hepi sam i jedva čekam vikend... :) uživajte mi...poosa...and have a nice day... :)

...dokaz je i ovaj lyrics...(Tearjerker – Korn)...


Well I wish there was someone
Well I wish there was someone
To love me.

When I used to be someone
And I knew there was someone
That loved me.

As I sit here frozen alone
Even ghosts get tired and go home
As they crawl back under the stones.

And I wish there was something
Please tell me there's something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness.




Naučila sam davnih dana...da nitko nije savršen dok se ne zaljubim u njega...još jedan dokaz...ma zlO...


# - 22:34 - Komentari (28) - Isprintaj - # prva sam..haha (beanna 23.02.2006. 22:56)
# ljubavice nemoj me nalupat...hehehe imaš pravo kaj se tiče tvog posta...ali hm...to je tako..moram bit malo tužna jer eto..jednostavno moram..ma shvaćaš da su neki dani jednostavno taki i gotovo... ajde šaljem ti veliku puuuuusssssuuu i vidimo se sutra u školici...love you bye njoc :-))))) (beanna 23.02.2006. 22:58)
# ljubavice nemoj me nalupat...hehehe imaš pravo kaj se tiče tvog posta...ali hm...to je tako..moram bit malo tužna jer eto..jednostavno moram..ma shvaćaš da su neki dani jednostavno taki i gotovo... ajde šaljem ti veliku puuuuusssssuuu i vidimo se sutra u školici...love you bye njoc :-))))) (beanna 23.02.2006. 23:05)
# eh....ta ljubav....zadaje nam probleme, al ne možemo bez nje.....big kiss (miss kittin 23.02.2006. 23:19)
# ....da,i ja sam ti iz ivankova...jedno mjesto pored vinkovaca.... (miss kittin 23.02.2006. 23:31)
# Istina Miki, da nema ljubavi, u zivotu bi manje patili. To je neupitno, ali zamisli samo sta bi sve ljepoga propustila! Koje iskustvo, koje osjecaje... Ljubav je vrijedna zrtve, vrijedna rizika, vrijedna patnje! Upamti to :) (w00t 24.02.2006. 01:35)
# zaista puno vrsta ljubavi ima, meni je najbitnija, najveća ona prema sestri, onda prema nekoj ženskoj osobi koje još doduše nema kod mene te na 3. mjestu novac kojeg jako volim a opet ista priča ko sa drugim na listi :( (Here To Stay 24.02.2006. 01:57)
# Ljubav!...Lijepo je kad nađeš pravu...zapravo ona nekako sama dođe!...Pozdrav! (tinns 24.02.2006. 07:53)
# ljubav - ljubav je smisao života. Pusti ti što ja volim onog ili onog, ali jedan NJEN pogleda znači mi više, jedan NJEN osmijeh znači mi više od svega... (Subo 24.02.2006. 10:22)
# ma p00sa, taman smo danas o tome pričali. lol. hajde bok (myprešsssss 24.02.2006. 15:45)
# jako mi se svida post i jednostavno ga moram prokomentirat... da, ljubav... istina je da smo svi opsjednuti ljubavlju... i da.. postoji vise vrsta ljubavi, ljubav prema roditeljima, obitelji, prijateljima, ali mi smo ovisni samo o jednoj vrsti ljubavi, o onoj prema suprotnom spolu... kazu da je lijepo biti zaljubljen, ali zasto? zasto kada na kraju svi propatimo?!?! zasto ne mozemo shvatiti da to zapravo nije tako jako bitno! ja shvacam da to nije toliko bitno, ali sam naivna i unatoc svemu i dalje sam u depresiji radi toga... mozda ljubav je smisao zivota, neznam... imam jos puvo vremena za razmislit i dokucit... a mislim da imas i ti!!! pozz... svrati do mene... (Brlekowa 24.02.2006. 16:35)
# ljubav je cisto zlo, to ti ja kazem ;;PP nego, mene "sotmak" be boli uopce, prv je jer nisma htio jesti nista 4 dana, pa sam se sada prezderao, kupio si u MCu Xlarge meni najveci s colom light i napravio si neki mali sendvich (francuski kruh ko saka)... sada mi je to dosta, do sljedeceg peta, rofl neee, do ponedjeljka ;;PP (v4MP1r3 24.02.2006. 18:55)
# A vidi slikicu.................... Jooooooj! Ciao! (:::josipa::: 24.02.2006. 19:00)
# love sucks :( (4everinhell 24.02.2006. 20:09)
# ej..super ti je ovaj post..i slikica je baš slatka..a je,istina je da se sve vodi u životu oko ljubavi,osjećaja..normalno..ki ss.. (shee 24.02.2006. 21:33)
# v.. (shee 24.02.2006. 21:33)
# o.. (shee 24.02.2006. 21:33)
# j.. (shee 24.02.2006. 21:33)
# i.. (shee 24.02.2006. 21:33)
# m.. (shee 24.02.2006. 21:34)
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# uživaj i ne izbjegavaj školu,no,no! hehe..zekim te..kiss..e jesi čula da sam ja 'jedan dečko' na tihaninom blogu!? heheeh! sve se vraća sve se plača,šta'š..:) (shee 24.02.2006. 21:35)
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# joj..e kako me izluđuju ove crtice što se same stvore!! ajme..a bilo bi bolje ispalo al dobro..šteta al vidi se nešt,jel? hehe...kiss! (shee 24.02.2006. 22:02)
# ee,daj mi još jednu šansu,pliz..ne kontam zašt neće?? (shee 24.02.2006. 22:04)

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...colorful...

The show is over close the story book
There will be no encore
And all the random hands that I have shook
Well they're reaching for the door
I watch their backs as they leave single file
But you stood stubborn, cheering all the while

I know I can be colorful
I know I can be gray
But I know this loser's living fortunate
Cause I know you will love me either way

Most were being good for goodness sake
But you wouldn't pantomime
You are more beautiful when you awake
Than most are in a lifetime
Through the haze that is my memory well
You stayed for drama though you paid for a comedy

I know I can be colorful
I know I can be gray
But I know this loser's living fortunate
Cause I know you will love me either way

Look ahead as far as you can see
We'll live in drama but we'll die in a comedy
I know I can be colorful...

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...hold me now...

Don't - Don't close your heart to how you feel
Dream Don't be afraid the dream's not real
Close your eyes Pretend it's just the two of us again
Make believe This moment's here to stay
Touch - Touch me the way you used to do
I know Tonight could be all I'll have with you
From now on You'll be with someone else instead of me
So tonight Let's build this memory...
and for the last time

Hold me now
Don't cry
Don't say a word
Just hold me now
And I Will know though we're apart
We'll always be together
Forever in love
What do you say when words are not enough

Time - Time will be kind once we're apart
And your tears Tears will have no place in your heart
I wish I - I could say how much I'll miss you, when you're gone
All my love For you will go on and on and

Hold me now
Don't cry
Don't say a word
Just hold me now
And try To understand that I hope at last you've found
What you've been searching for
And though I won't be there anymore
I will always love you

Don't say a word
Just hold me now
And I Will know though we're apart
We'll always be together
Forever in love
What do you say when words are not enough
What can I say now My words are not enough

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...live in you...

I need you like a vampire needs blood
am I in love for real
my whole soul is aching for you

should I be happy or should I cry
I don't know I've never felt this way before
there's nothing sacred but you

if you'll bleed I'll bleed with you
if you! (will) die I will die with you
is this the feeling called love

will you take this death from me
if it makes us feel that we are alive
there is nothing sacred but you and I

as the blood runs in your veins
I wanna be inside of you
I wanna live in you as the pain you
wanna keep inside! (you) !

I need you like the devil needs sin
you are my obsession
I will never let you go!!!



nothing else matters

So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say

trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
no nothing else matters

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...vermillion, pt. 2...

She seemed dressed in all of me,
stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do when she
makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes
me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real

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...alone I break...

Pick me up
been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
is there nothing more to come?
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race?
I guess god's up in this place?
what is it that I've become?
is there something more to come?

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...more than words...

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

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...here without you...

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.



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