I understand that some things will never change...
Here I go again.....I don`t know what I`m doing here...I have so much to study and so much homework....but after all I`m here
...my grades are still good but I`m afraid that soon they`re not gonna be...In saturday is G`N`R tribute but (as usual) I can`t go
....and I don`t think I`m desirable there either so
....I really wanna go but that`s not gonna happen...so that sucks
....Last saturday we were at some spiritual renewal-I can`t say it was baad but it wasn`t good either so...the guys that were(trying to)looking after us are really great(Ante i Bruno
and to Ivan I won`t say cause he was pain in the ass),so in some strange way it was OK
...if that guys weren`t there I think I would 
so it`s good they were there,hehe...I don`t know what to say anymore....I have new design if you haven`t notice...it was about time to change that old one,but unfortunately this isn`t the right one...but it`s ok-for now...and in the end 
to:Anja,Mony,Petrovicka,Nina,Arijana,Lucy(koja je bubana i saljem joj puno pozdrafa i puffa da sto prije ozdrafi),Maya,Tina,Martina.Petricka,Marija(koje su rekle da ih nitko nikad ne pozdraflja,al kad bi sfratile na ofaj blog skuzile bi da to nije istina...) and that`s it...(I think,hehe)
for me
for mony
for anja(poglec suze)
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Life is ours we live it our way...
Pa sta me sfi napadate????kak ne kuzite da mi se ne da....al efo sad sam odlucila napisat da me ne bi ubili...i da zukicu hvala na postu(ak je bio za mene)Efo fidis anja da si mi ti posfetila post o tome da napisem mozda i bi prije....hehe...uglavnom kod mene nis nofog-sfe po starom ubijam se od ucenja a opet nis od toga...a sta ces takaf je zifot...Pitate se zakaj je takaf naslof????pa ne znam taj stih mi je ufijek bio najdrazi u toj pjesmi(onda sam saznala da je i Anji-pozz)pa sam ga eto odlucila iskoristit...a i dobila sam motifaciju kad sam cula Apocalypticu kak ju je obradila s fioloncelima pa mi je eto sad jos draza....ujutro(danas) sam gledala film Step up fakat je odlican nema sta...obafezno ga pogledat stfarno je zakon....to bi bilo to....sfima pozz posebno mojoj ekipi:seki MONIKI,ANJI,Zukicu,Petrovicki,Kupresanki i Arijani big POZDRAF,onda Martini,Petricki i Mariji(koje su rekle da ih nikad ne pozzdrafljam a to nije istina pa eto),Mayi,Lucy i Tini i uglavnom cijelom 8a.....sfima puffa i mwa
slikica za mene
za mony
za anju
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moje pjesmice
everybody lied,everyone left
nobody cared how I felt
it wouldn`t hurt so bad
if you haven`t looked at me so sad...
you knew
that I fell in love with you
but you didn`t have a clue
that it`s your fault too...
so many anger and fear
burn inside of me
it just makes me wanna scream
cause we`re never gonna be real...
how many times my heart has to die
so I can stop seeing myself cry
I started to dig my own grave
and I can only say that I`m scared
that no one`s gonna care
I was really there...
I admit that I`m defeated
cause I fell in love in forbidden
but it`s so hard to forget and forgive
especially when it`s destroying me...
so many things happened to my soul
and I don`t want to feel it no more
but no one`s gonna help me
and no one can
but that just brings me to the end...
I`ll fade away
and you wont even know
like you care
I wont be there...
why all the bad things happen to me?
is it some curse?
and could it be reversed?
this isn`t right
that isn`t real
wish I could just disappear
and get rid of this fear...
why is it so hard
to live this fuckin life?
is it really so bad?
I cried every night
till I met you
and you made me laugh...
what will I do
in my life without you?
who`s gonna be there when I cry?
who`s gonna tell me that everything`s gonna be alright?
when I saw her by your side
I died that same night
she was so happy and so were you
but in my dreams that wasn`t her...
I have no tears left
to cry to all this pain and hate
now when I know who you really can be
you can just leave...
I feel empty-like dust
and you`re not here since last night
but I think that is best for us
cause you were such an ass...
everything`s so bad here
and it gets worse every day
I just wanna get away
can you help me?
please take me from this hell
and make ti all well...
we have grown apart
cause you broke my heart
you packed your bags and went away
but my heart said:I still care...
I keep asking myself WHY
why did we fell apart
why we couldn`t hold on
why did you left me alone
when you knew
that I really love you...
I wish I had just one more day
to release you from all that fuckin pain
but I didn`t make through
I`m sorry that I couldn`t help you...
you think you`re so smart
cause you broke my heart?
just go and take it all
but leave my pride alone...
LJUDI I STVARI KOJE SU MI PRIRASLE SRCU:
Moja seka Monika-druga polovica mene. Da, ja sam jedna polovica blizanaca.Jedina osoba zbog koje bi vrijedilo, da znam da je nema, prestati disati. Nekad je naporno, no najcesce lijepo kada netko razmislja u istom trenu, na istom mjestu o istoj stvari kao i vi. Volim ju najvise na svijetu. Ona je moje srce. Iako ona to nekada ne zna. No bez srca se ne moze zivjeti. :-*
Twins Nela-isto jedna polovica blizanaca [ali ne moja :D]. Osoba u koju sam se zaljubila na prvi pogled, no bila bi pedofilija jer je mlada *.* Osoba kojoj vjerujem i mislim da je vrijedna mojeg prijateljstva. Jedinstvena je. U svakom pogledu. Pa cak i kad ima razdjeljak u svojoj kovrcavoj kosi :D Kad zvoni, stalno ju trazim u sk po hodnicima. Ugl se prepoznaje po kosi. Prvo pomislis da vreca muha leti u zraku, no onda skuzis da je ona. I ja joj vjerujem kad kaze da jede xD Volim te kunichu moj =)
Andrea d filozof- osoba sexa. Mislim da je u proslom zivotu bila neka zivotinja. Muha. Jer je mogla gledat sex stvari kad god je htjela, samo se prikeljila na prozor i gledala B-) Moja osoba za zezanciju i filozofska pitanja. Smijem se s njom. Bitna cinjenica. Kad si s njom, u svijetu smijeha si. I svijetu opipavanja muskih guza, naravno. Ona ima svoj svijet-i zahvalna sam sto me pustila unutra :D [rekla bi da je volim, no ona ne voli osjecaje pa sam odlucila to suptilno ispustit iz rijeci]
Netko- mijenja se ta osoba. Kroz moj zivot je ih proslo par. Bili su mi dragi svi na svoj nacin. No nije potrajalo. Ne zalim se. Bilo je lijepo. No sve se mijenja. Pa tako i oni. I ja. Nisam tuzna zbog tog, iako se najcesce tako cini. Volim te osobe iako oni to nikad ne bi saznali. I bolje. Bol ce prestati. Kad tad.
MUZIKA-volim sve i svasta. Volim kada je pjesma toliko dobra da vas moze rasplakati. Zbog srece ili tuge. Kod mene je ovaj drugi slucaj. Volim stariji rock, dance stvari. U zadnje vrijeme slusam najvise radio. Dobar izvor novih stvari. Muzika predstavlja moj zivot. Slusam je 100% dana. Sve svoje emocije dozivljavam kroz nju.
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Nije bitno tko pjeva
I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.
I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
In all my bitterness,
I ignored,
All that's real and true,
All I need is you,
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes,
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong,
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.
Constantly ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep,
I'll never stray again.
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love,
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.
