God, I feel so bored.
I read somewhere that only boring people feel bored, so I guess that I'm feeling boring.
Well, in a way, only boring people do feel boring – when you're bored you should find something for yourself to do. Cook, clean, read, watch TV, write, surf the web, paint, play dance, tease the cat, drink smoke masturbate... there are so many things to do just within a few square meters of your home. If you cannot find anything to do than you must lack imagination and ergo, concurringly, vis a vie - be boring.
But what if you don’t feel like doing any of those things?
Is that called apathy?
Or just whatever?
For the past three hours I’ve been watching all three channels on TV, I played with the cat while reading two books at the same time and I talked on the phone with a few people…
Oh God, I’m bored.
None of that made me happy.
The TV programs are crappy, the cat is too demanding, the books I can’t concentrate on and phone conversations only last so long.
I wish... I wish I had someone to talk to throughout the night.
Why are all of you so far away?
I wish… I wish I could be on the phone right now with M. (who’s at ChingPing or whatever right this moment having fun teasing cute Chinise boys…), bla bla bla until God knows when… or in 801 bla bla blaing all night with N&T&G&S&K&L, or in Dubrovnik bla bla blaing with M. (also in China, God, what are all of you people doing there?!)…
I miss you, I’m bored, I need an intelligent conversation with intelligent people and I don’t have any right now, all I have is a cat in one of her more destructive moods running though the house destroying furniture.
Oh God I’m bored!
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