i opet osciliram s emocijam i to mi vec tak ide na zivce..
nemrem se skoncentrirat
nemrem misli poslozit
nemrem nist
i zivcira me to kaj se nemrem trznut
i kaj nemrem nastavit sa zivotom
ustvari, to je idiotizam..
nakon svega kaj se izdesavalo u zadnje vrijem ni nemrem nastavit..
moram sve ispocetka..
a neda mi se..
dosta mi je svega..
fakat mi fale jaja za neke stvari i ponasam se kao da je kraj svijeta....
ma nek ide sve u kurac...
mozda se ja osjecam ovak zato kaj mi je brzdej.. uvijek me opci neka depra za rodjendane, blagdane..
svi happy a ja u komi..
Ono što jesmo, proizvod smo vlastitog razmišljanja.
************************** One Lonely Visitor-Chevelle
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Knew you were here,
Sister confirms suspicions,
And beside the note,
You left on my bed
Where I held you so close.
Did you think I'd forget?
Couldn't be more of a mess,
For to breathe,
Used to be another way,
I'd take you in.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
That I feel a break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Now it seems there's a choice,
That began with a break,
So today,
Know that never again,
Will I know you that way.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
I'm gonna break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
***************************
mail
ssuzyf@gmail.com
**************************** m.twain
da je covjeka stvorio covjek,
sramio bi se njegovog ponasanja!
ako se prisjetimo da smo svi pomalo ludi,
zagonetke nestaju i zivot postaje razumljiv.