subota, 07.06.2008.
...i wonder...
...who has given you the right to even think about me, let alone write me...
...what has made you think that i care anymore...
...& still...i, myself, question that....
...i've asked others not to judge us...
...but why ask of others what we're unable to do ourselves...
...you apologize, without actually doing it...
...believing that it will matter...
...thinking...no...knowing that it will be accepted...
...but this time you're wrong...
...i have no strength for forgivness any longer...
...not for you, at least...
...only God knows how long and hard i've tried...
...but it's been long since i've given up...
...& i realize that i was right after all...
...that night...hurt you...
...because a smile has once again found a way to my face...
...and you hated it...
...hated the knowledge that my life didn't end when you left...
...even though we both expected it to...
...no...
...when you left...
...that's when my life finally began...
...something for you to keep in mind...
**Ako ikad dodjes ti
vrata cu ti zatvoriti
srce cu zakljucati
na silu osmijeh zadrzati**
...because...
...never again will i open the door @ 3am...
- 18:24 -
