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subota, 20.08.2005.
adventure--that's all he was...
they make life more interesting...although sometimes painful as well..
what made me do what i did? what reasons did i have, when all i had ever wanted
was to hear all that you are telling me now? Except now, your words don't stir anything inside of me.
my soul doesn't flutter when you tell me you love me...i don't feel anything when you kiss me...
but i have wanted that for so long. i needed it and fought for your love like crazy, even when it was obvious that there is no point...i still love you...or do i? am i just so used to you that i can't go on without you being there...i need to hear your voice, even though you annoy me. i need to see you even though i don't feel anything when i do. i don't care about you loving me now. i don't care that you want to be with me or that i hurt you. I don't care that you want to take me out and spend time with me...i don't care about anything that has to do with you...and still...i'm fighting for you...for us...
even though we stopped existing ages ago...even though we experienced hell by being with each other.
i'm still here...holding on...and the scary thing is...you will still be the one who will leave me...even after all that's happened...even though you're the one who loves...you'll be the one leaving...and i...i will stay fighting...
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