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this is me.....
"Call Me When You're Sober"
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can
remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to
lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play
the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me
when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
How could I have
burned paradise?
How could I
you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.
Evo me....jopet...jucer sam cijeli dan bio tuzan imislio zasto
se neke cudne situacije moraju dogadati bas meni...u principu sam nesposobna
i nesnalazljiva u nepoznatim situacijama,i uvik samo pasivno gledam pa ljudi
sigurno ne naprave ono sto ja zelim....bojim se tog sto zelim....nitko nema pravo
zeliti nesto sto bi mozda moglo nekog drugog unistiti,nehotice...ali bi
Zato si dajem za pravo da se i ovog puta povucem...ostat cu tu na neki
drugi nacin,i s vremenom cu to i prihvatiti,ma vec i prihvacam
Ako postanem sebicna postat cu presebicna,znam...a jos se borim sama sa sobom
nesmijem previse filozofirati,sta vise mislim to se vise gube konture moje osobnosti
a meni ne pada ni na kraj pameti da se promijenim,imam ljude koji me vole ovakvu
kakva sam i zato ja njih volim,je da ih mogu nabrojati na prste ali zato ih jos vise volim
jer ih ima dovoljno...eliminacija uspjesna....klik....
A jeb...cenzura...e...cenzura...kad mi je lipo...cak imam nade i energije u sebi,to je nesto
do prije dva miseca za mene bilo nezamislivo,a sad kao feniks dizem se iz pepela
trazim nova vrata,izlaze...postat cu nova ja...skidam sjene sa sebe...bit cu bolja,
razumnija smirenija pametnija pozitivnija....
Recimo da su me dogadaji od ove nedilje potaknuli na razmisljanje
lipo je jedan clan mog copora reka da u svakom zlu ima neko dobro...ima
brate...ima...iako jos nisam sigurna....
Barem sam pronasla svoj smisao na dulje vrijeme....centar za ne.....
jos cemo se dogovoriti...
ZAHVALE:
coporu:jer mi je pruzio pomoc kad je trebalo
tamari:takoder
bratu:a za sve....
nebi me ni vidli da nisam zarobljena u sibeniku sljedecih sat ipo pa sam primorena napisati nesto...
nisam sretna....sad...trenutno sam ljuta na samu sebe i mrzim se jer sam u doticaju sa gnjusnim osobama
koje su me razocarale po 1000-ti put,mislim da cu se pocet svadat nemilo sa svojom okolinom koja mi ide NA
KURAC jer sve uvik njima mora biti podlozeno i ja se uvik moram praviti gluplja nego sta jesam jer bi oni dozivili sok kad bi otkrili da ja otkrivam njihovu PROZIRNOST....nalazim se u magli...ona se nalazi u meni...
sekund znam sto zelim i gdje idem a onda se sve zaokrene tj.borim se izmedu svojih osjecaja i svojih
duznosti...inace uvijek pokusavam popustit drugima,mislim proci ce...valjda ce jednom doc nesto i netko
tko ce zivjeti samnom u mom svijetu bez njih...i tako popustim,pa sam s vremenom prestala vjerovati da ce ikad doc...i popustam i sad...pa sebe mrzim jer uvijek sve radim da bi drugi bili sretni,oni koji me zaborave pa mi gurnu noz u leda...ali ja nastavljam,i volim se jer sam popustila,iako osjecam da mi se srce steze
i da mi je kamen u plucima i da imam isplakati rijeku sretna sam....samo se bojim da opet ne upadnem u paukovu mrezu i da opet ne nestanem kao prije nesto manje o godinu dana al eto ako je to sto ja trebam proci
da bih se naucila necem novom pristajem,sve me boli,ali pristajem...ponovno pitati zasto?
ponovno pitati zasto ja????
ponovno pitati zasto ja????
ponovno pitati zasto ja????
ponovno pitati zasto ja????
ponovno pitati zasto ja????
ponovno pitati zasto ja????
ponovno pitati zasto ja????
ponovno pitati zasto ja????
zelim biti sama,ignorirajte me,molim vas,preklinjem vas,nemojte mi se obracati
"Dosed"
I got dosed by you and
Closer than most to you and
What am I supposed to do
Take it away I never had it anyway
Take it away and everything will be okay
In you a star is born and
You cut a perfect form and
Someone forever warm
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
We're upon the Nile where she died
All I ever wanted was your light
Deep inside the cave where I can hide
All I ever wanted was your light
Show love with no remorse and
Climb on to your seahorse and
This ride is right on course
This is the way I wanted it to be with you
This is the way that I knew that it would be with you
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
We're upon the Nile where she died
All I ever wanted was your light
Deep inside the cave where I can hide
All I ever wanted was your light
I got dosed by you and
Closer than most to you and
What am I supposed to do
Take it away I never had it anyway
Take it away and everything will be okay
We're upon the Nile where she died
All I ever wanted was your light
Deep inside the cave where I can hide
All I ever wanted was your light
nezaboravi ja sam tvoj.....
