volim........
...čokoladu, čokoladu, i još čokolade, i još čokolade, mjuzu, reggae, jazz, blues, rock, metal, rock-legende, crtati, pisati, pjevati, jako ali jako se derati, zimu, kad mi se zaledi nosić i ne osjećam obraze a na rukama imam rukavice i na sebi topli kaputić, pjesme, fotografiju, moje fotoaparate, moju sobu i sve šta je po zidu, ljepiti stvari po zidu, boje, crvenu, crnu, višnje, bambus, fragolu, pivo, nježnost, neke ljude, prijatelje, DoDo, Anči, Oca, Majku, Brata, Vjeka, Filthy..... Apocalypticu, Hammerfall, Hypocrisy, Sepulturu, Panteru, Manowarovu Vjeran Be My Slave u izvedbi mene i Dizzy :-) , Roya i njegove fenomenalne slike, biti happy, trčati hippy stile po ljeti, svoje marte, zaro, ljude koji se smiju, ljude koji me vole, ljude kojima je stanje stalo :-) , ljude koji vole glazbu ili je barem poštuju, svirku, Rojc, sjećanje na Raleta '05, Uljanik, biti najbolja u školi, svoju majicu iz Ljubljane, sjećanje na Mediapark, Beatlese, Stonese, Claptona, zvuk žica gitare, zvuk bubnjeva, prste koji se polako redaju na klavirskim tipkama, dugu kosu, Slayer, Amorphis,Sonatu Arcticu, Manowar, Sentenced, Nickelback, TC, RHCP, koncerte, zajebanciju, jesti, jesti, jesti, jesti, svoju ovisnost o hrani, crne pojmove, Stone Sour, Staind, Metallicu, pjevati ''Ne traži ljubav ako si gubav'' kad se ucugam, internet dnevnike, one glupe poruke sa ''pošalji 10 ljudi i ostvarit će ti se želja''...ali samo na e-mail, najveću reggae legendu BOBA MARLEYA i Redemption Song, svoju kosu, lijepe porukice........................
ne volim............
Lošu mjuzu, negativne vibracije, predrasude, neke ljude, loše ocjene, kad netko ima glupi razlog da ne želi biti s tobom, kad mi netko nestane pred očima, kad ne dobijem što želim, kad mi malo fali a baš to malo ne mogu dobiti, kada me boli, kada ljudi lažu, kada ja lažem, kada se osjećam jadno, kada dođe Gospođa, kad me boli trbuh iako sam popila tablestu, kad se događaju sranja, smrt, kada se osjećam bespomoćno, bolesti, kada ljudi oko mene plaču, kada mi stara sere radi gluposti, kada moram učiti a uopće mi se neda, kada imam bodi a moram pišati u grm :-), kada je vani tapija, kada mi je pizza hladna, kada imam osjećaj da sam nekome dosadila, kada me ljudi ne slušaju a prave se da da, kada me ljudi ne poštuju, kada ljudi prevrću očima dok govorim, kad su ljudi ljubomorni a nemaju pojima da NIŠTA NIJE SAVRŠENO koliko god se ljudi trudila da to tako izgleda, što često instinktivno gumim, kad me sto puta netko pita šta mi je a nije mi ništa, ljude koji ne znaju kad treba stati zajebavati.....
''Cemetery Gates'' PANTERA
Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy?
Crucified for no sins
An image beneath me
Whats within our plans for life
It all seems so unreal
I'm a man couldn't have feel this world
Left in my misery...
The reverend he turned to me
Without a tear in his eyes
It's nothing new for him to see
I didn't ask him why
I will remember
The love our souls had
Sworn to make
Now I watch the falling rain
All my mind can see
Now is your (face)
Well I guess
You took my youth
I gave it all away
Like the birth of a
New-found joy
This love would end in rage
And when she died
I couldn't cry
The pride within my soul
You left me incomplete
Memories now unfold.
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the
Cemetery gates
Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder aloud
If you're watching over me
Some place far abound
I must reverse my life
I can't live in the past
Then set my soul free
Belong to me at last
Through all those
Complex years
I thought I was alone
I didn't care to look around
And make this world my own
And when she died
I should've cried and spared myself some pain...
Left me incomplete
All alone as the memories still remain
The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the cemetery gates
Here it comes to subject the terror you forgot
No memories from the past
The unexplainable starts to appear
As your sub-consciousness begins to come back again
Reality fades away
You try to find a solution
Here it's coming now, indecision
You're free but you can't see through the confusion
There is no time
No time to regret
The eraser's coming for your life
You got to run
Stay away from the light
The eraser's here to twist your mind
Feel your soul connected to the universe
The solstice is complete
They controlled your thoughts
You will remember now, what it's all about
Twist the end around, violation
It's burning deep and twisting under your skin
It scares you forever
The proof you will find in your dreams