Imam 23,imam obozavam glazbu u kojoj se lako izgubim.
imam jako malo ljudi koji me ful razumiju i moze tako i da ostane.Volim vukove jaaako i ako ih vrijedate vrijedate mene...
Nisam bas vjest u pisanju postova no potrudit cu se,izraziti da me se sto bolje razumije.
Obozavam jedan band i to je STAIND naj bolji band na svijetu,imam pun kurac gramatickih gresaka u blogu i boli me kurac za to,vec pun kurac godina zivim svoj zivot i nije ljep ali neka nada ne umire i koliko god jadan moj zivot bio svejedno ga volim i zivim zbog samo par ljudi u mom svijetu
toliko zasad.
TO DIE FOR...
TESTAMENT
A PERFECT CIRCLE
AFI
ALL THAT REMAINS
AGATHODAIMON
ANATHEMA
AM I BLOOD
AMON AMARTH
AGALLOCH
ANDROID LUST
ARCH ENEMY
BATHORY
BEFORE THE DAWN
BLOODPARADE
CHILDREN OF BODOM
COAL CHAMBER
COLD
COLLIDE
CROWN OF THORNS
DEFTONES
DELAIN
DROWNING POOL
ETERNAL TEARS OF SORROW
FLAW
GODSMACK
GOLDEN DOWN
GREEN DAY
HATEBREED
IN EXTREMO
KAMELOT
KATATONIA
KILLSWITCH ENGAGE
KITTIE
KREATOR
KYUSS
LILITU
MANDRAGORA SCREAM
METALLICA
MINISTRY
MOONSPELL
MUDVAYNE
MY DYING BRIDE
NOVEMBERS DOOM
NICK CAVE
OPETH
PAIN
PARADISE LOST
RAMMSTEIN
SAMAEL
SEETHER
SEPULTURA
SIGUR ROS
SK KROW
SLAYER
SOIL
STAIND
STONE SOUR
TAPPING THE VEIN
THE GATHERING
THEATRE OF TRAGEDY
THERION
TIAMAT
TOOL
VADER
VAST
VELVET ACID CHRIST
VIA MISTICA
VIXTROLA
WINTERSUN
I MNOGO TOGA SLICNOG
Brojac pokrenut 13.02.2007
Summon the Wolves
31.01.2007., srijeda
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for but you
Seven milestones...
Under a watching autumn eye
Contorted trees are spreading forth
The message of the wind
With frozen hands I rode with the stars
With anger the wind blew
Giving wings to my stallion
Clouds gathered across the moon
Blazing the white light
Passing the lake I know so well
I am near, yet so far away
Arrival...
I saw her shadow (standing) in the darkness
Awaiting me like the night
Awaits the day
Standing silent smiling at my presence
A black candle holds the only light
Darkness encloses
And the candle seem to expire
In her cold, cold hand
And as a forlorn soul
It will fade away
Touching her flesh in this night
My blood froze forever
Embraced before the dawn
A kiss brought total eclipse
And she spoke
Once and forever
I am so cold
In mist enrobed the twilight
She was standing...
Opeth
The sky is broken,i can see it.Something is not right,i see something more than just a tear in your eye.I know its over,one life will suffer,one will be loved.Question is just for how long?...For how long will it hurt,how long will skies be dark...I wish you all the best,all the love in the world...I? I will just keep on walking...along my way...there i will meet someone that will bring back sunshine to my sky...
And now i think...that i have found that someone...but she still doesnt know that...im not sure will she ever find out...she means so much to me in such a short time...but im scared,i dont know how to say that to her...i want her to know me a little better... although she knows me so well...she know my every word before i even open my mouth...but yet she is so mysterious to me...and thats whats attracts me.I want to know her...try to fix every little bad thing in her life...be there each time she falls...let her know that she flows my veins like sweet poison...hope she feels the same way...time will tell
If I made you mad today,will you still love me tomorrow?
Love?Is that just a word,just a prashe?Or is it something much bigger...Its more than a word,its a feeling.But the worst feeling of them all.Love is very painful,it could kill...think about it you love someone,you give them everything thats important to you.You believe in that person,you are ready to die for her..and you dont even dream that eventually ,you will.
In just one second,love can destroy all that you have build.Yes you have build all that dream together,but the one you love... suddenly crushes it all down...all has gone like the dust...where is the love now?
Its still there...but now its called pain...it changed its name...it changed you...you now hate it dont you?You dont think of love as a beautiful thing no more....now its your worst nightmare...
You cry,it hurts you...hurts real bad...all you want is to die...not to feel like that anymore...like i said in the beggining...the person you never had a doubt in,just hurted you and left you all alone...
And then suddenly someone,a stranger enters your life...you are starting to feel better...your heart is healing...scars are fading...yes love is a beautiful thing again...but this time...you are more careful...you dont want to lose your faith in love again...you couldnt stand another defeat...defeated by the most beautiful thing in life...thats the worst feeling...and you know it could happen again but now you are prepared for the worse...and you are careful...you are giving just enough of yourself to that person that she knows you care about her.
Maybe thats the person you will spend the rest of your life with,maybe not...thats why love is cruel sometimes like that...she defends us from making a wrong decisions...when you find that person „the one“ you will let yourself to it...you will give all you have to protect it.To let her know that you care..but all of that comes with time...and at the end of your life you will give all to that person...love needs to be slow...if you give it all right away...you will lose it...and you will have to suffer to get it back...so take good care of your heart dont give it to someone so easily...maybe it doesnt deserve it and when the right person comes you will have it no more...and you will be left alone...
But still love is a beautiful but deadly thing....
My heart was wandering all over the world,alone and hatred by many.I never thought i would find someone who will understand me,i even tryed to fit in in their world to but that is not what i want to do.I like to be different,only thing is that people are scared of something thats different,something they do not know.Some of them tryed to understand me,thats all they did tryed.
So i was sitting there with them,watched them pretending that their lifes are perfect,that they understand each other.None of them ever felt the right meaning of that words they say to each other.Thats sad...and than i heard a name,like a whisper sounded to me Lorelai...it was the most magic name i ever heard.Who is she?how does she understand everything im saying without any pretending?If i would ask myself does questions i want be any different than the rest of them do i...
So i stopped thinking about that,i let the moment take us away.I never seen her before in my life but just talking with her feels like making love just with simple words.Since that day none of my feelings and moods described with words has not left unspoken,you could actually sense every part of a feeling described by a single word.Oh my dear Lorelai....thank you for shareing the joy of the world with me....
What's Behind Us Is Over, And What's Ahead Is Uncertain
I wanted to say something to you for a while now,i wanted to make it special,I held your hand and i took you down to the river,and words just start falling out of my mouth.I said "I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME,SO I WILL STOP LOVING YOU..." But you run away form me and i screamed your name into the silent night,all i wanted was to say what was coming after "I WILL STOP LOVING YOU..." But for you i was gone,just a shadow in the past,a stain erased by the rain.My life has gone forever,so i stoped breathing,my heart had no more reasons to continue beating and my soul has bled to death.Now my body lies beyond the gravestone of misery, covered only by the shadow of the cold fire which almost fade away forever. on that stone is written "I WILL STOP LOVING YOU WHEN MY HEART STOPS BEATING,BUT YOU KNOW I WILL LOVE YOU STILL EVEN IM NOT THERE" 3 Days later you came to my grave ,and cried a tear that fell down,you said you never stoped loving me,and you never will.Next day you came back and there was a rose beautiful and bloody red like your lips,on that same place where your tear has fallen.That rose is my soul,my body,my heart and its yours forever my love.Not heavens,not hells,just yours forever.My love for you is eternal,we will meet again i promise until that day i will sleep swallowed by the earth,and covered by the sky...
Thoughts so dark to share with someone...I don't want to be alone...again...
I wait for a day,i wait for a two..soon it turned to years...and years became all my life...And still theres no whisper,theres no a little crumble...there is no sing of her...the one that all my friends talk about,the one who will be there forever with me no mather what...only thing thats forever is my lonelynes...
lonesome i walk true the city ,just autumn leaves sing under my feet...i love autumn and all of its colors,but i dont have anybody to share its beauty with me...am i a bad person?i hope not...thats the last thing i want to be...i have so much love to give but theres no one to take it away from me and use it...
with that tought in my head i sit on the bench...there are the tears but nobody cant see them because autumn wind dryed them...o my dear old friend the wind always there with me...never lets me down always reminds me on how lonesome i am...now i walk back home..
home to no one but the smell of dark empty room and my music that heals my cryes...
look there is the candle too...only bright thing in this lonesome life...they all say she will come be patient..
and i still wait for her,dream of her,beg for her...the one that will breath in life in this lonesome heart...the one that will never fade,that will never be just a nother memory in life of an mortal soul...too bad that we dont live forever...i will be there after forever still waiting...and hopeing...
and if she ever comes it will be too late to show her how much i love her...because this mortal soul fades away...and thats soul will love her so much...that a lifetime wont be enough...i want her forever in my arms...
You can try to do anything to me...but you cant take my smile away from me you want hear me scream...you want hear me scream...i maybe dying inside but you want have that pleasure to kill me inside and to see the pain on my face...I will bury it deep inside that none is buried deeper...and then i will be the one who wins...i will walk out proud with my hands up torwards the sky...Im used to this theres no way you can defeat me...I will rise again and again and again until you fall tired of trying...Life is a misery fullfiled with pain,love,and death...we cant change that but we can try again and again...
1.jaaaako sam ovisan o glazbi....jako jako jako...na dan skinem po 5-6 albuma
2.kao sto velvet kaze stalno nesto moram radit cackat...lupkat nogom ili prstima...
3.grizem nokte ko hrcak znam da nije dobro no jebiga
4.pun k...puta sam slomio i ruku i nogu...i iscasio rame....jebiga...sreca...
5.volim zmije i vukove...i sve zivotinje naravno ali ove posebno i imam hrcka koji se zove Josipa i legenda je
eto gluposti ali neznam, fakat sta drugo
Shards of broken pieces
shattered on the floor
its not enough to bleed
tears and angry voices
cracks around the door
no apologies
and every time you say you love me
I just have to stop and catch my breath
how can somebody love something like me
if you could only say your sorry
there is nothing in this world I can't forget
waiting here for you to set me free
and with you here
these cracks and tears
fade away...
Evo posto su svi u vijestima zapeli srat za Osijek...nitko vise ne vidi lijepu stranu moga grada...e pa ja vidim i volim taj grad...jos samo da glupi politicari ne seru nista bilo bi savrseno...obozavam grad nocu odsjaj svjetla na dravi...piti kavu ljeti vani na terasi...ici u Osjecki Zoo...setat pijan po tvrdi :D i takve zajebancije...a zimi se voziti tramvajom da se zagrijes...(dugo nisam to radio od srednje)...ma kako god bilo VOLIM OSIJEK evo i par slika
Wish I was too dead to cry....“izlaz iz svega uvijek trazimo u smrti....zato jer je tako najlakse valjda...ne zelimo da drugi vide nase suze,a oni i koji ih vide nas neshvacaju...“ Wish I was too dead to care...“opet smrt da nas rijesi svih briga...ali ja cu ovu rijec uhvatiti na malo vece znacenje,u nju spadaju i osjecaji z anekoga koga volite i brinete se za njegovo dobro...a to mi ne smeta ne boli me sto nekome zelim dobro...“ Never had a voice to protest...“da rijeci su najveci problem,uvijek samo se skupimo u malom djelicu i sutimo...jer se previse bojimo suprotstaviti...to je istina...nedostaje nam ono nase JA!“ I'll keep slipping farther,but once I hold on i wont let go...“netreba nikada gubiti nadu iako je uvijek vise padova u zivotu nego uspona doci ce taj nas veliki uspon svako nizbrdo ima svoje uzbrdo i obrnuto to je tako...a trebamo se zadrzati na vrhu sto je vise moguce...“ My excuses lay me down
My emotions make me drown
My endeavor takes blame
At least I have a name...“nikada se ne sramite onoga sto jeste,ne pretvarajte se u nesto sto mrzite...samo da bi vas netko primjetio...kada vas netko prihvati takvoga kakvi jeste onda je to prava osoba koja je zavrijedila vasu paznju i povjerenje...“ sitting all alone inside your head...“e sada o onoj osobi kojoj mozete vjerovati i koja ce vas rado poslusati razgovarajte s njom nemojte drzati sve za sebe u svojoj glavi...necete mozda zaboraviti posve na sva sranja i probleme ali ce ih biti manje...“ So while you're outside looking in,
describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me!...“ponekad osobe za koje mislite da vas najbolje poznaju u biti uopce neznaju vase pravo lice...pomozite im da ga otkriju...prijatelji su uvijek tu da pomognu nece vam se nitko rugati ili smatrati vas manje vaznim u drustvu...iako se najlakse izjadati totalnom strancu...pokusajte to s prijateljima!“ Just listen to the noises (no more sad voices)...“zaboravljam na sve probleme kada sam s prijateljima i volim biti s njima,cine me sretnim...“ You.. can't.. kill.. MY... MIND
darkness I know tonight will end but I won't give this life
Away again...“tako je mogu mi sve oduzeti ali razum nikada,i necu se predati,volim svoj sugavi zivot kakav god uzasan bio...uvijek ima ono malo svijetla kojemu se radujem...a to su odredeni ljudi u mom zivotu i oni ce ovo vjerovatno citati...VOLIM VAS...“
It may seem at last day passing mean nothing
But the sun that set cause only pain
Violence in words like slashes wound deeply
Love is not when you feel only pain
Her touch poison flows through my veins
No more I denounce all your childish games
Whispers (I hear you)
Poison (flows in me)
Lost inside of you, I'm not free of you
Break my bonds again
Love lost arrogant whore paint strife on this canvas
Failure I am a fool I should have seen
Whispers poison break my bonds again
Love lost failure I should have seen
It may seem at last day passing mean nothing
But the sun that set cause only pain
Violence in words like slashes wound deeply
Love is not when you feel only pain
you can stop the world...but you want change me...
evo i mene ja se vratio kuci napokon,za novu godinu docek je bio super iako sam sjebao glezanj pa morao na operaciu no eto vratio sam se sada.VEEELLLIIIKKOOO HVALA ANGEL DUST,NIKKI,i VELVET na svim ljepim komentarima podrske vojim vas...i jos nesto ekipa iz VT je zakon stvarno svaka im cast i veliki pozdrav svima sto su bili uz mene svakodnevno posebno Wux...a tu su i Kuga(Bubi),Sirovi,Litra,Joza,Kara,Danijela,Nana...i ak sam nekog zaboravio neka se ne ljuti....jedino mi je malo sada sranje jer sam morao lezati 12 dana u istoj pozi jebenoj bez micanja pa sad...kad sjednem mi je muka...fuj...pa neznam kad cu moci za komp kak treba zasjesti pozz svima....PUSA MEDO VOJIM TEEEE!
