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Call me Aziz, habiba

I'm easy, she told me once. And I always tried to be easy, for my Maria.

But I'm not as easy, as azizi as Norman is. "He never tried to touch me", she once said something to that effect.

So?

It was the best sex in my adult life, me & Maria. She was enjoying too. And she's not one of those... "chickies" that would fake it. And I did to her -- she told me once after she came like a fucking rocket -- that I did something to her nobody ever did. Now, that I am really proud of, because I would not be at all surprised if Maria has had more than 200 men in her life. I would be just a little bit surprised if it was closer to 2,000.

So, what's wrong in having sex with you? I asked her. "I never once fucked you, I have always made love to you." And I did it the way she liked it, and only on (relatively) rare occasions let myself go when she was set to please me with discerning attention.

And, mind you, only flying is better than sex, Maria (a pilot by profession) would say often.

So where did I go wrong?
Norman does not care as much for Maria as I do. That's where I went wrong. Because she didn't need me to care so much about her. But I couldn't help it. She was the only reason worth living for. I give myself too much, too early -- I can't help it, that's the only way I know.

So where DID i go wrong?
Apparently, I am not as easy as azizi, as Norman.

I was easy habibi.