Hidding tears behind sunglasses,
I dont know why,
cos no one is there
and no can see…
I'm all alone in this mess…
"I will never know myself until I do this on my own,
and I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed,
I will never be anything till I break away from me...
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real, I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along,
somewhere I belong..."
"Did you ever look,
did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that
they do these things
and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down
the embers of a great blaze...
It's that moment
when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know
the only reason you are here now is
a reminder of what I'll never have,
I'll never have..."
- From Autumn To Ashes