I'll stab my skin
so I can sew my heart,
cos it's always fuckin
tearin apart,
he did it,
he always manage to do it,
and never,
I never manage to really sew it,
it's bleeding,
I know it's bleeding for real,
and I don't know what to do
to make this wound finally heal,
cos cords are always breaking,
tearing apart,
leaving me with opened
bloody hurting heart!
"Did you ever look,
did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that
they do these things
and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down
the embers of a great blaze...
It's that moment
when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know
the only reason you are here now is
a reminder of what I'll never have,
I'll never have..."
- From Autumn To Ashes