Još kao teenagerka stalno sam sa sobom "vukla" bilježnicu i olovku; da mi slučajno ne bi neka misao pobjegla ili da neka ispiracija ne bude zapisana. Ta bilježnica "trpjela" je svašta; od nesretnih ljubavi... izigranih prijateljstva do svađa sa roditeljima i plana markiranja nakon što sam bila kažnjena zbog svađe.
Danas... nisam više teenagerka; ono što je davno "trpjela" bilježnica danas će "trpjeti" moj blog, a inspiraciju ću idalje nalaziti u svom životu, obavezama i vezama koje ga takvog čine!
A priče o postanku mog bloga počela je kada je jedna meni vrlo draga osoba počela pisati blog. Redovito čitajući njene postove počela sam švrljati i po drugim blogovima.
Fasciniralo me koliko puno se može naučiti "životnog gradiva"; koliko se novih osobina otkrije kod nekog koga poznaš cijeli svoj život... samo čitajući njegove misli i doživljaje.
Potaknuta time i starim navikama... ja sam dana završila sa pisanjem svog prvog posta.
Ooh, Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much, I set it up.
That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep on with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt, lost and blinded fool,
fool
Oh no I've said too much, I set it up
Consider this, consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
to my knees, failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing aground
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
But that was just a dream
That was just a dream
That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep on with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
But that was just a dream
Try, Cry, Why try?
That was just a dream
Just a dream
Just a dream, dream