subota, 15.04.2006.

Trenutak Istine

Nismo ni svjesni koliko nas dobrih ljudi okružuje...
Nisam vjerovala da postoji netko toliko sličan meni...
Osoba koja me razumije i onda kad sama ne shvaćam izgovorene riječi...
I tišina je sa njom ljepota...

Zar je moguće da mi toliko znači?
Ne vjerujem...
Zar ja?
Ne... Ne može biti...
Takvo nešto ne zaslužujem...
Još ne...

Utopljena u mislima prošlosti
Zazivam stare duhove
Nedostaju mi suze
I dahtanja vjetra na kiši
Jesenskoj

Hipnotičkim pogledom
Prizivam stranice dnevnika
Odlazim u sivilo
U ulicu tragova nejasnih

Pusti da krenem
Tunelima dugotrajnih emocija
Da lociram krepkost
Onih utonulih naličja

Na povratku
Samo mi pruži ranjeni dlan
Da njime obrišem spokojnost

Zaboravljno se ne može zaboraviti
Bez obzira na snagu sve ostaje u sjenama




prošlost treba ostaviti tamo gdje je... u prošlosti
s tim se ne slažem
kako nastaviti ako nisi završio započeto

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.:: Me ::.

jedna šesnaestogodišnjakinja živi pomalo u svom svitu al ponekad izađe i u ovi drugi koji nikako ne može razumit... kroz pisme najbolje liči svoju dušu bilo to u slušanju ili pisanju... eto kad bi me sreli na ulici nebi rekli da san to ja jer ovde pišen uglavnom stvari koje me muče i koje baš nisan spremna uvik priznat čak ni sebi... inače san manje više uvik nasmijana pa ljudi kažu da to nije normalno =) boli me šta drugi misle o meni ako imaju nešto protiv nek odjebu i rješen problem... uvik san spremna za bilo kakvu akciju i otkrivanje novih stvari... nekad ne razmišljan pa napravin neku pizdariju i onda teško ispravin to šta san falila al više manje to se događa svakome...

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slušam::: metal...najviše symphonic gothic al da se poslušat još i progressive...death...black naj bend::: nightwish...al u zadnje vrime sve su mi draži lacuna coil, theatre of tragedy, sins of thy beloved, sirenia, cradle of filth
volim::: hm... puno toga... muziku, prijatelje, muške (posebno one sa ricastom kosom), ljubav, čokoladu, zajebanciju, smijanje, izlaske, tulume, koncerte, cigarete, votku, noć, mističnost, praznike, spavat, crnu i maslinastu boju, starke, marte, nakit...
ne volim::: sebičnost, ogovaranje, dvoličnost, laži, ušminkane muške, techno, nametljivost, fejkere i pozere, učenje, dizat se rano ujutro, spremat sobu, bube (mrzin ih)...


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.:: Music ::.

Lost In The Dark And My Fears If Only You Saw The Tracks Of My Tears I Think I'm Losing My Mind Where Did You Go And What Did You Find
Nightwish...Where Did You Sleep Last Night

There Is Something In Your Eyes Flowing Them Over Stealing All The Harmony Which Lives In Me Your Hands Are Covering My Tears
Lacuna Coil...Aeon

Whispers...Calling On The Wind Like Voices Calling From Deep Within Shivers...All Down Your Spine I'm The Void That Rides Your Aching Mind
Sirenia...Voices Within

Sweet Darling You Worry Too Much My Child See The Sadness In Your Eyes You Are Not Alone In Life Although You Might Think That You Are
Within Temptation...Our Farewell

I Swim In You In Your Dark Rivers Dive In Your Mind Search For Your Monsters Search For Resistance Sink Into The Mud Dance In The Halls Of Insanity Yet Madness Is Your Highest Deed Your Vanity
Tristania...Equilibrium

I Don't Know A Flashing Moment That Has Frozen Me My Whole Existence Passed By Through The Trusted Eyes Of A Mirror But It Wasn't Me I Could See
After Forever...Monolith Of Doubt

Tonight Our Shadows Dancing In The Light Of A Fire This Night Is To Be Remembered This Night We'll Free Our Souls
The Sins Of Thy Beloved...Forever

I Close Thee My Beloved Into My Heart Conceal Thy Memory In My Inner Sanctum In My Thoughts Thou Shalt Forever Be As A Dear And Precious Remembrance
Theatre Of Tragedy...Dying I Only Feel Apathy

She Was The Light Of The World Going Down War-torn Forlorn And Malarial She Was Found Born In A Burial Gown
Cradle Of Filth...Born In A Burial Gown

I Remember Little Things You Hardly Ever Do Tell Me Why I Don't Know Why It's Over I Remember Shooting Stars The Walk We Took That Night I Hope Your Wish Came True Mine Betrayed Me
Sonata Arctica...Tallulah

No Matter Where I Am I'm Alone My Dreams Are Shattered Into Thousand Running Tears The Tears Keep Dripping Down Down Deep Down From My Veins
Children Of Bodom...Towards Dead End