utorak, 07.04.2009.
The truth about me
Well hello people long time no seen....
Well let me get to the thing for which I am here in the first place...
The truth about me I mean my life...
Till now it was all a lie, everything i did and everything i said it was all a lie and cause of that i did many mistakes i hurt many people which i love and i feel really sorry about that and i hate myself cause of that..
Not that I hurt my friends with it but I hurt my girlfriend too.
I apologised to her but i did so many mistakes that my apologise's aren't worth anything to her..
And there are all the promises I gave'd to her that I haven't kept, man I'm the worst boyfriend ever, i lost her confidence and I am losing her too.
Now back to life I was always a cry ass but always plaid though cause i didn't want everyone to see my tears and because of that i made all these lies about me just to look though in the eyes of others, but that was dumb of me cause i didn't look though i looked like an asshole and as an jerk an idiot cause that's what I really am an idiot.Only an real jerk can do that what I did all the lies and unkept promises man i should kill my self right away
, but I can't, I can't because of my family my girlfriend i cant because i love them and i love all my friends that are standing right to me it aren't many of them but many enough for me...
People all of u please hear me I am sorry i truly am and please forgive me for all the things i did and i said please, Irina, Mus, Turky ,Brico, Šego, all of you please forgive me and give me another chance.
I love u all and i don't want to lose you cause u all are like a family to me and if i would lose one of you i would lose a piece of my heart.
I will change i am changing my self, I know i said that many times and i didn't changed but now i really am changing and now i finally have a goal for what to change i can't explain it but it was like I had a dream or more like a nightmare that i don't want to come true, and that's why i want u to forgive me and give me another chance please i bag you give me another chance...........
Well that's all i wanted to say and now fer well and i love u all..........
