I'm not crazy. My reality is just different than yours.

Drowned in the pool of misery and shattered by broken dreams, it feels so cold when you have lost your soul. When praying for better days is the only way and the hope itself has lost the will to find a place in your heart. You are damn scared and alone, left with nothing but your shadow. It’s like billion faces from the dark in the room staring at you and waiting for you to cry and scream, is what satisfies them. Distance from your family keeps away all possible reasons for you to smile. Sometimes disappointment from the ones you had put all your trust in, tears you apart ripping your heart. Once you shared and spent all your great moments with becomes the reason to curse for the wastage of time. When the expectation arises beyond limitation and emotion running high for a soul companion loses its significance, even the most beautiful place in the world seems to be horrifying. Your incomplete wish breaks you down to the ground, bent on your knees pleading for it to be fulfilled. The right goes wrong and the wrong never goes right, you mess up everything you do as failure was pre-defined. It’s neither your fate nor the life in disguise but merely a phase of life. Relatives and friends, love and hatred, loyalty and betrayal, joy and sorrow are all the instances of life revolving around you. Looking for someone to depend upon makes things look much simpler but when you’re left alone even for a second, the simplest thing becomes a nightmare. It’s when you find a reason to survive, to look for yourself in the mirror and share a company with the most trustworthy figure, believe me! It'll cry when you cry and it’ll laugh along with you, but above all it will develop a sense of confidence in the core of the strengthened you. Dependency is certain to circumstances but the one who never lets you down – ‘It’s the complete you!’’
my friend Tauqueer Husain