I HATE MYSELF AND WANT TO DIE

~subota, 31.12.2005.

SRETNA NOVA...

ljudovi moji šta da vam pišem... ja bolesna opet želudac i sad neznam oću na novu il ne...
briga me idem sad malo uređivat blog... neke ću izbacit iz linkova neke neću mal stavit slikice
e pročitala ja kosu anđela to je najbolja knjiga svih vremena vjerovatno ima puno ljudova koji se slažu sa mnom gledajte kak izgleda Charles R. Cross jako sam se iznenadila kad sam ga vidila

koje je vama najdraže poglavlje mani je bil azakon kosa anđela i onaj epilog...
sad ću počet dnevnike mislim već sam počela ša da pišem,šta da pišem,šta da pišem...
nevermind evo slikica malo KURTOVIH i nekih koje imaju veze s njim....
ev moja naj slika


jedna prekrasna mala sslikica:

i neda mi se više sretna nova godina kissssss :)))))

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~četvrtak, 29.12.2005.

thanks vam puuno

di ste vi meni ajd da vam se zahvalim za sve one komentare iz prošlog posta kad sam bila u depresiji i sve to jako ste mi pomogli i volim vas jako...šta da vam pišem e da danas išla po knjižicu i imam 3 iz mat... pa su se nešt derali nna mene zbog e trojke ali šta ću im ja nemogu bit savršena
tak imama zaključeno 4 al briga me!!!
(nesmijem psovat ni pisat stara jer mi MAMA zna za blog)
možda izbrišem blog i napravim novi pa vam javim adrese ak želite... sad će si i moja mama napravit blog(?!?!) al otkrit ću ja njen blog pa ću joj ostavljat anonimne komentare he-he...
e da ak vam je dosadno i nemate šta radit a baš vam se svđa s nekim odite na ovaj blogmaneken dečko je PEDER čupa si obrve,depilira se... i šta ja znam šta radi a ni nezanima me više ajde ljudovi volim vas jako kissss;)))))

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~utorak, 27.12.2005.

ubit ću se!!!!!

LJudovi umirem vam...cijeli sam dan tj.tjedan u nekoj depresiji ili ništa ne prićam ili se zatvorim u sobu
nekako se bolje osjećam kad sam sama,nekad me na 15 minuta ta depresija prođe pa onda bude OK..ali kao da to nije dosta još kada pojedem nešto počme me bolit želudac i onda pola dana nejedem ništa već sam smršala 5 kg a ionako mi već svi govore da sam pre mršava... prije mi je glazba pomagala ali sad ni to ne pomaže neznam zašto ali eto...
neznam šta da još pišem...idem negdje,neznam gdje možda se idem ubit...neznam još ću vidjet javim vam ak se ubijem..
za vedranu----> opet sam posudila sliku neda mi se to pisat sad u komentarima nemam volje ni živaca više za ništa!!!!
kisss:((((((((

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~ponedjeljak, 26.12.2005.

NO NASLOV

Šta da vam pišem??? nemam pojma!!!! sretan božić možda???? evo slike jedna ili malo više????

joj da evo joeya BEZ maske...
i sa maskom:
mal je mala...al nema veze
šta da pišem... kupila sam si dark light...mislim odkad već al eto i jaaaako volim pjesmicu play dead evo text:

PLAY DEAD
Amoth into a butterfly
And a lie
Into the sweetest truth
Im so afraid of life
Itry to call your name
But
Silenced by the fear of
Dying in your heart once again
I see the seasons
Chaning
And in the heart of
This autmn I fall
With the leaves from the trees
I play dead
To hide my heart until
The world gone
Dark fades away

I cry like god cries the rain
Im just one step away from the end
Of today

I see the reasons chaninag
And in the warmth of the past
I crawl scorched by the shame

I play dead
To hide my heart
util the world gone
dark fades away

i stay dead until
you viel my scars
and say goodbye tofate
before its to late

evo villeta sa kratkom kosom i ženskom(buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu)


ja bi ovaj film još ga nisam pročitala mislim pogledala(šta je meni pročitat film boooože)




ajd kosssssam vas

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~petak, 23.12.2005.

ZAVRŠILA ŠKOLAAAAAAAAAAA

olaa ljudovi završila školaaaaaa...al tek 1. polugodište al nema veze jš će malo i drugo joj da zaboravih vam reć hvala vam za onliko komentara na predprošlom postu...ah šta da vam pišem...još malo si idem kupit cd od COF-a ej jel ima još kupit with the lighst out...ja nemem pojma
e da gledajte...mislim čitajte šta je rekla frances bean:
Frances Bean Cobain, kćerka Kurta Cobaina i Courtney Love, već se u svom prvom javnom nastupu, intervju koji je dala časopisu Teen Vogue, ograđuje od svojih poznatih roditelja
'Ja sam drukčija osoba. Ne bih željela da me se etiketira kao kćerku Kurta Kobaina i Courtney Love', rekla je 13-godišnja školarka časopisu.
Frances nije posebno zadovoljna ni izgledom ni odijevanjem svoje majke, glumice Courtney Love. 'Ne volim njenu heavy-metal garderobu, a ne volim ni kad se ne počešlja', rekla je.
Za razliku od buntovnih roditelja, njezin je stil odijevanja prilično konzervativan. 'Volim ženstvene stvari', kaže Frances koja ne voli ni poderane traperice kakve je preferirao pjevač kultne grupe Nirvana, njen pokojni otac Cobain.
'Moja najdraža odjeća su lijepa suknja ili neke elegantne hlače', priznala je.
evo nje danas.

ona nije normalna kak može bit šminkerica ona bi mogla svirat il pjevat s bilo kojim rokerom hoće...
i tak ajd sretan vam isusov rođundan(to je božić za one koji ne znaju)
kisss
evo malo animacija:
sid i nancy



kurt


(za angie --->jel se ljutiš što sam je uzela)

i još jedna slika baš je zakon




ajd kisssam vas

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~srijeda, 21.12.2005.

evo mene

alo vratila se ja nakon 100 g0dina pa kak ste mi vi evo nisam pisala tolko dugo bila u kazni itd. ej ak je neko dobio neki glupi komentar od mene 10.12 oko 2 u jutro to nisam ja pisala nego moja stara to znaju oni koji su to dobili npr. grungemaniac rekla je da je osavila nešto i puzdro..da otkrila mi je blog sad ne znam dal da ga brišem il ne al meni se to neda ponovo raaaaditttt...i tak pola ocjena mi zaključeno do sad same 5 i 4.neku bolest sam pokupila pa mi nateklo oko tak ak vidite neku curu u nirvaninoj majici u osijeku s ogromnim okom pozdravite ju jer sam to JA. IAKO SIGURNO NEĆO IZLAZIT IZ KUĆE jer danas nisam bila u školi(jej) ...
i tak evo za rizlu pošto su izbrisale blog pa im ne mogu ostavit komentar pa ću ovak-----> ajd ak napravite novi blog ostavite mi adresu da vas mogu psjećivat...
ajd nemam vremena za slike...ljubim vas ostabljaj te mi komenare he he ajd evo još jedan kissssss

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~petak, 09.12.2005.

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

evo mene ljudovi kaj ima kod vas evo da vam se javim.vidite da sam si usvojila hrčka i zove se ko kurtov sam je on svog zgazio jaaaaaaaaaaadan al nije bilo namjerno. u zadnje vrijeme užasno puno
slušam green day sad sam dobila nimrod i preslušala sam ga 10 puta i sve mi zuji u ušima.
ajde vi meni ljepo pomagajte: ja bi si onak obojila kosu ili sam izvukla pramenove sa nekom bojom al onak nekom bojom ko što je zelena,plava (al baš plava),ljubičasta itd. ili daa si dredlokse napravim ajd kissssssssssssssssssssssssssssich svima ;))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

- 19:49 - Path through the blinding light (36) - Paper vision - #

~nedjelja, 04.12.2005.

mrrrrrrrrrrrrrzim šminkere

uf.. mrzim šminkere dobro kako koje jer su mi neki frendovi šminkeri alo kažem NEKI
ti "draga" ana jebi se i goni mi se s bloga jer ti zapravo nemaš pojma šta se događa u mom razredu ni kakvih freakova ima tamo.bože zašto si stvorio šminkere neka glupa šminkerica došla do mene i počela pričat i sad me uhodi jer misli da smo najbolje frendice i još jedna kurva si kupila crvene starke i kao u leksikonu napiše da sluša 50 centa chemical brothers i green day a nema pojma ni kak im se najnoviji album zove i cjelu torbu si išarala pentagramima i napisala all star a nema pojma ni šta je pentagram pa možete vidjet kak je glupa.Znate da je Charles R. Cross objavio biografiju hendrixa a zove se nekako soba ogledala ili zrcala šta ja znam uglavnom nešt u tom smislu.Joj kak sam sretna kod starog sam našla dva CD-a od led zeppelina early days i later days ja prije nisam znala da on to opće sluša pa sam sad sažikila da on sluša i led zeppelin i hendrixa al nirvanu ne podnosi al nema veze sad će me naućit svirat stairway to heaven i on svira gitaru čak je i imo svoj bend al ajd dosta o mom starom.evo malo tekstova i slika.
btw. nek mi se javi onaj ko je napiso ."ey tnx što si me posjetila.. itd" jer me jako zanima ko je to kisssss ;)))))))))))




"Jesus Of Suburbia"

[Part 1]

I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of suburbia
From the bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
At least the ones I got away with

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

Get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
The living room or my private womb
While the moms and brads are away
To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane
To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

[Part 2: City Of The Damned]

At the center of the Earth
In the parking lot
Of the 7-11 were I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says home is where your heart is
But what a shame
Cause everyone's heart
Doesn't beat the same
It's beating out of time

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

I read the graffiti
In the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much
But it only confirmed that
The center of the earth
Is the end of the world
And I could really care less

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to careeeeee

[Part 3: I don't care]

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
[x4]

I don't careeeeeeeeee

Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples
Of the Jesus of suburbia
Land of make believe
And it don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't believe
And I don't care!
I don't care! [x4]

[Part 4: Dearly beloved]

Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

[Part 5: Tales of another broken home]

To live and not to breathe
Is to die In tragedy
To run, to run away
To find what you believe
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
I lost my faith to this
This town that don't exist

So I run
I run away
To the light of masochist
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
And I walked this line
A million and one fucking times
But not this time

I don't feel any shame
I won't apologize

When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain
When you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home

You're leaving...
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
Ah you're leaving home...


Lithium


I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
'Cause I've found god

Hey, hey hey (x6)

I'm so happy 'cause today
I shaved my head ...
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard ...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there ...
But I don't care
I'm so horny, but that's okay ...
My will is good

Hey, hey hey (x6)

I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack

I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze ...
'Cause I've found god

Hey, hey hey (x6)
Yeah!

I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack



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  • slušam:
    Children Of Bodom
    Cradle Of Filth
    Evanescence
    HIM
    Korn
    Led Zeppelin
    Manowar
    My Chemical Romance
    Marilyn Manson
    Nickelback
    Nightwish
    Nirvana
    RHCP
    S.O.A.D.
    Soundgarden
    Slipknot
    Sum 41
    Static x
    Within Temptation
    69 Eyes


    You now you’re right


    I will never bother you
    I will never promise to
    I will never follow you
    I will never bother you

    Never speak a word again
    I will crawl away for

    I won't move away from here
    You won't be afraid of fear
    No thought was put into this
    Always knew it would come to this

    Things have never been so swell
    I have never failed to fail

    Pain - 3x
    You know you're right - 3x

    I'm so warm and calm inside
    I no longer have to hide
    There's talk about someone else
    Sterling silver begins to melt

    Nothing really bothers her
    She just wants to love herself

    I won't move away from here
    You won't be afraid of fear
    No thought was put into this
    Always knew it would come to this

    Things have never been so swell
    I have never failed to fail

    Pain - 5x
    You know you're right - 17x


  • ...nešt o meni...rolleyes



    ...volim... kisswink
    Glazbu,Glumu,Iskrenost, Metalce,svoje starke,
    Dugu kosu na drugima(posebno na dečkima)
    Gumene bombone, Čokoladu Crnu i plavu bojuŽivotinje
    Noć,Praznike,Tajanstvenost ol mističnost kak oćete...
    ove tri tockice...






    Glazbenike:
    Joey jordison
    Kurt cobain
    Robert plant
    Lily lazer
    jimmy page
    jimi hendrix itd.




    ...ne volim...nonomad
    Laži,Techno i cajke,Muške šminkere
    Shooping,Bunde,školu,puno ljudi


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