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dizajn by: refugee dizajn
Escape yes or no?

Nevazno.....

Ja sam....

.....GuMeLiNiNiNi......iLi.....CuCaK......
.....GnjAvAtOrIcA......oTkAd ZnAm Za SeBe.....
.....SrEdNoSkOlKa.....UfFfF
.....LuDa.....UvIJeK Cu BiTi
.....LaKo ZaLJuBljIvA......To Je LoSe
.....MlAđA sEkA
......s StArIjIm BrAtOm
.....CuDnA...... XP
.....OvIsNa O iNtErNeTu....4 EvEr
.....oViSnA o GlAzBi....I nEmOs mI nIsT
.....sMeD
oOkA.....
.....SmEdOkOsA....
.....uSpAvAnA......
.....ZaBoRaVnA......

...:::::woli me....mrzi me....svejedno je::::....

LlIiTtLlEe GgRrEeNn PpEeOoPpLlEe


...:::moj i Martin blogach:::...

...:::Jedna idiotkinja:::...
...:::Azra:::...
...:::Ideica:::...
...:::bdizajns:::...
...:::Violeta:::...
...:::Grabowac:::...
...:::*Pixi*:::...
...:::[°Malecka°]:::...

JuSt SoMeThInG AsIdE

Face Down - The Re...


Hey Girl You Know You Drive Me Crazy
one Look Puts The Rhythm In My Hand.
still I'll Never Understand Why You Hang Around
i See What's Going Down.

cover Up With Make Up In The Mirror
tell Yourself It's Never Gonna Happen Again
you Cry Alone And Then He Swears He Loves You.

do You Feel Like A Man
when You Push Her Around?
do You Feel Better Now As She Falls To The Ground?
well I'll Tell You My Friend, One Day This World's Going To End
as Your Lies Crumble Down, A New Life She Has Found.

a Pebble In The Water Makes A Ripple Effect
every Action In This World Will Bear A Consequence
if You Wade Around Forever You Will Surely Drown
i See What's Going Down.

i See The Way You Go And Say Your Right Again,
say Your Right Again
heed My Lecture

do You Feel Like A Man
when You Push Her Around?
do You Feel Better Now As She Falls To The Ground?
well I'll Tell You My Friend, One Day This World's Going To End
as Your Lies Crumble Down A New Life She Has.

one Day She Will Tell You That She Has Had Enough
its Coming Round Again.
(Repeat)

do You Feel Like A Man, When You Push Her Around?
do You Feel Better Now As She Falls To The Grown?
well I'll Tell You My Friend, One Day This World's Going To End
as Your Lies Crumble Down, A New Life She Has.

face Down In The Dirt She Says, This Doesn't Hurt She Says I Finally Had Enough..
(Repeat)

četvrtak, 29.05.2008.

koliko puta moram reci.....

danas sam se u skoli posvadala s Hercegom....zbog onoga sta on tvri da su emo ljudi.....
kaze on meni da emo ljudi moraju....da moraju.....
-biti nevjernici ( ateisti ili kako vec)
-da moraju plakati
-i obavezno se moraju rezati idt.
e da ne zaboravi ono najvaznije....i najgluplje....
on kaze da emo ljudi vjeruju da ce....nakon sto umru....postati cudovista....
jadno je to....kako ljudi mogu biti munjeni u svoj mali mozagic sto imaju u glavi......
meni se vise neda ponavljati sve ono sta emo je....ne vidim smisla......
evo sad slicica ''legendarnog'' Hercega:
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ne vidi se dobro ali to je ovaj u crnoj kosulji....ovo je slikano na krzmi.....

nemam vise sta reci....osim
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evo sad jedan video i rijeci.....
Animal I've become by: three days grace



I can't escape this hell,
So many times I've tried,
But I'm still caged inside,
Somebody get me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.

So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal.

(This animal. [x2])

I can't escape myself,( I cant escape myself)
So many times I've lied, ( so many times I've lied)
But there's still rage inside,
Somebody get me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.

So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become.

Help me believe it's not the real me,
Somebody help me tame this animal.

Somebody help me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.
Somebody wake me from this nightmare,
I can't escape this hell.

(This animal. [x7])

So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become.

Help me believe it's not the real me,
Somebody help me tame this animal.

This animal I have become.



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nedjelja, 25.05.2008.

nema niceg povezanog za ovaj post

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kako mi je vise dosta svega.....uspona i padova....nervoze i iscekivanje necega negativnoga.....vise ne znam sta da napravim s svojim zivotom kada svaki ces me nesto srusi.....slomi mi volju za letenjem....(ne doslovno).....i najvise mi na zivce ide kada se u drustvu osjecam sama....kao neka sjena....nitko nema s mnom posla i ja nemam s kime.....tako mi je dosta toga.....ljudi ne znaju da meni treba netko....netko tko ce me cuvati i istjerati sve misli iz moje glave.....netko za koga znam da se brine o meni.....nema takvih ovdje (osim roditelja)......ne znam sta da vise radim....da se bacim s balkona....sta cu s time postici.....kakve sam srece docekala bih se na noge.....lol.....pola jedanaest je....idem.....moram nest za matematiku napraviti i molim Boga da je nemam sutra nego tek u srijedu......no dobro....ode ja...vidimo se....jednog dana.....


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ponedjeljak, 19.05.2008.

jos jedan post o njemu....

Ne znam zasto uvjek mene uzima na pik....nikada mu nisam nista skrivila....nikada ga nisam nista pitala....osim ako doista nije bilo hitno....voljela sam ga (a mozda ga volim i jos) zasto mi to radi.....misli da je to tako smijesno....nije....rganje i zadirkivanje.....ta njiegova ''zajebancija''....on ne shvaca da to moze povrijediti covjeka.....i onda mi se jos ruga sto se polako sve vise i vise povlacim u sebe......uhhh....tako bih ga.....


ali ipak danas se nesto i dobro dogodilo.....Roky....legenda,sto se mene tice.....iznenadio me....pozitivno.....u svome sastavku.....iz hrvatskoga.....no dobro....

'caz ew lost it all
nothing last forever
i'm sorry
i can't be perfect....

now it's to late
and we can't go back
i'm sorry
i can't be perfect



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četvrtak, 15.05.2008.

Zamislite...razmisljala sam.....

da...da...naslov vam govori istinu....malo sam i ja razmisljala.....vecinom....koja je moja svrha u ovome zivotu....nisam ju nasla....jer znam da se kod mene nece dogoditi nista uzbudljivo.....sta bi se moglo dogoditi....nista...zivjet cu ko i svaki drugi covjek....to me povuklo do razmisljanja kuda cu u srednju uopce....ako me ne prime u turisticko-hotelijarskog komercijalista.....stvarno ne znam....ma no dobro.....

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STO MI DONOSI SUTRA

Sto mi donosi sutra
to sad ne mogu reci
ne znam kuda me svijet ovaj vodi
i sta ce se dogoditi

Jos sam dijete,jasno mi je to
strah me,stupiti u nepoznato
da se ne izgubim
medu svim tim osjecajima

nije da se bojim skole
ili njezinog postojanja
nego me je strah
nepoznanstva

osnovna ce mi uvjek u srcu biti
to necu pokusat skriti
ali ipak osim ovih djecaka i dama
nedostajat ce mi skolsaka galama

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tu sam pjesmu napisala za skolsku zadacnicu....nisam znala sta da napisem pa sam nju....



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petak, 09.05.2008.

What have you done now?

sto si sad ucinio....da sam te tako zamrzila....vise nego prije.....toliko da zelim nestati.....ili da ti nestanes.....bila sam zaljubljena u tebe.....a tebe nije bilo briga.....nije te ni sad.....uhhh....cemu ovo pisem.....kada me ne shvacas.....ne shvacas moju zelju da se popravim......bez tebe.....
sta si sad napravio....da opet trazis moju pomoc.....a ja....naivna....iako te mrzim...pomazem ti.....
kazu mi....ne dopusti da ti on to radi.....lako je reci.....no sta bi ja sad....plakala....ne vise.....mrzila ga.....heh...da bar.....
da ga ponovo zavolim....nema sanse.....mislim da je najbolje da mi on ostane nepoznati poznanik.......i samo to......

Within Temptation - What have you done



i sta bi trebala reci.....nemam blage.....samo ne zelim vise ga gledati.....jedva cekam da zavrsi ovaj osmi razred.....i da odem u srednju....gdje ga nece biti.....

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mateo....ako stvarno mislis da je svrha emo ljudi da se ubijaju....varas se.....nemas blage veze sta je to......
i ona fora s nozevima daj se ubi....(za neinfromirane: rekao je nesto u ovome smislu....''joj da...Ana je emo....ona nesmije biti u blizi nozeva...da se jos ne bi rezala.....)
mateo...zalim te


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ponedjeljak, 05.05.2008.

neznam

neznam sta da pisem i sta da kazem....dani su se okomili protiv noci.....ja znam da ovako vise necu moci....morat cu dati sve od sebe....ostalima treba reci : Tko te jebe.....ja vise iza tebe puzati necu.....nadi si neku drugu za udaranje vracu.... nisam ti ja rob radi si sam.....
ali ja to ne mogu....nisam ja takva....neznam sta da kazem u ovome postu ali znam da prezovjeti ovaj dan moram.....iako zelim da nocu sama ulicama hodam.....ali mrak vise na mojoj strani nije i svijetlost me odbija.....ako me trebas....biti cu u zoni sumraka...do zadnjeg dana.....

And now we're here again
Up on your roof so high
The whole world can just go to hell
For all I care tonight

I can feel the end is near
It all has come, as we had feared
And if our final day has come
Let's pretend to carry on
And if the end has now begun
Live on (Live on)
Live on (Live on)

I just can't believe the day has come
When our clocks stand still
The horizon seems to disappear
And all our dreams are unfulfilled

I can feel the end is near
It all has come, as we had feared
And if our final day has come
Let's pretend to carry on
And if the end has now begun
Live on (Live on)
Live on (Live on)

This is our final day
This is our final day
This is the final thunder
Up on your roof so high
Let's stay and wait for the morning
Even if it's not in sight

Has our ending just begun?
Don't care, pretend to carry on

And if our final day has come
Let's pretend to carry on
And if the end has now begun
Live on (Live on)
Live on (Live on)

And if our final day has come
Let's pretend to carry on
And if you'll stay we'll always
Live on (Live on)
Live on (Live on)

This is the final thunder
Up on your roof so high
Let's stay and wait for the morning
Live on (Live on)
Live on

This is our final day


.......................by: Tokio Hotel......

Tokio hotel - Fina...


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