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KOPIRAJT (r u krugu)
dakle, copy/paste- NE!
zašto ne?
jer te ja tužim i dobijem masu love.
....hm.... u stvari... zašto ne!?


ubijaju me u pojam....
>>>>>>ONA>>>>>>:

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IDLEWILD: I never wanted
I created myself to be on my own
But I didn't expect to be alone
Did you create yourself to be on your own?
These are the reasons things should be unknown

The days won't let you know
Days won't let you know

That all I never wanted was to be there with you
All I ever wanted to know anywhere with you

No one creates themself unless they try to
Shut up the caution that made them lie to
All this talk but no one will tell me
Where and when I need to go

The days won't let you know
Days won't let you know

That all I never wanted was to be there with you
All I ever wanted to know anywhere with you

There is no reason, there is no reason, there is no reason,
For that now
There is no reason, there is no reason, there is no reason,
For that

All I never wanted was to be there with you
All I ever wanted to know anywhere with you
(it's with you so)
All I never wanted was to be there with you
All I ever wanted to know anywhere
Ever wanted to know anywhere with you




JAMES: Fine

I'm a boomerang
In the outback
Keep your throwing arm steady
So I get home
I'm a vampire bat
Out in Shanghai
Haven't eaten in four days
I've ordered in a Chinese takeaway

I show more than I hide
I care more than I cry
I'm a phonograph baby
My wires are live
And I'm in crisscross

Fine. I feel fine.

I'm a fortune cookie
Full of cheap advice
I'm a suicide rookie
Blowing last call

Show more than I hide
Care more than I can cry
I'm a phonograph baby
My wires are live
And I'm in crisscross

Fine. I feel fine.


travis: driftwood
(pozdrav!!)

Everything is open
Nothing is set in stone
Rivers turn to oceans
Oceans tide you home
Home is where the heart is
But your heart had to roam
Drifting over bridges
Never to return
Watching bridges burn

You're driftwood floating underwater
Breaking into pieces, pieces, pieces
Just driftwood, hollow and of no use
Waterfalls will find you, bind you, grind you

Nobody is an island
Everyone had to go
Pillars turn to butter
Butterflying low
Low is where your heart is
But your heart has to grow
Drifting under bridges
Never with the flow

And you really didn't think it would happen
But it really is the end of the line
So I'm sorry that you've turned to driftwood
But you've been drifting for a long, long time

Everywhere there's trouble
Nowhere's safe to go
Pushes turn to shovels
Shovelling the snow
Frozen you have chosen
The path you wish to go
Drifting now forever
And forever more
Until you reach your shore

You're driftwood floating underwater
Breaking into pieces, pieces, pieces
Just driftwood, hollow and of no use
Waterfalls will find you, bind you, grind you

And you really didn't think it would happen
But it really is the end of the line
So I'm sorry that you've turned to driftwood
But you've been drifting for a long, long time
You've been drifting, for a long, long
Drifting for a long, long time



interpol: obstacle 1
We can cap the old times
Make playing only logical harm
We can top the old lines
Clay-making that nothing else
Will change
But she can read
She can read
She can read
She can read
She's bad!
She can read
She can read
She can read
She's bad!
Oh, she's bad

It's different now
That I'm poor and aging
I'll never see this face again
You go stabbing
Yourself in the neck

We can find new ways of living
Make playing only logical harm
And we can top the old times
Clay-making that nothing else
Will change


starsailor: Alcoholic

Don't you know you've got your Daddy's eyes
And your Daddy was an alcoholic
But your mother kept it all inside
Threw it all away

I was looking for another you
And I found another one
I was looking for another you
When I looked round you were gone

Stay by my side
And the pipe dream is yours now
Stay by my side
And the singer won't get in our way

Don't you know you've got your Daddy's eyes
And your Daddy was an alcoholic
But your mother kept it all inside
Threw it all away

I was looking for another you
And I found another one
I was looking for another you
When I looked round you were gone

Stay by my side
And the pipe dream is yours now
Stay by my side
And the cynics won't get in our way

Don't you know you've got your Daddy's eyes
And your Daddy was an alcoholic
But your mother kept it all inside
Threw it all away
I was looking for another chance
To see your blue eyed problem


radiohead: black star
I get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing gown
Well what am I to do?
I know all the things around your head and what they do to you
What are we coming to?
What are we gonna do?

Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite that beams me home

The troubled words of a troubled mind I try to understand what is eating you
I try to stay awake but its 58 hours since that I last slept with you
What are we coming to?
I just don't know anymore

Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite that beams me home

I get on the train and I just stand about now that I don't think of you
I keep falling over I keep passing out when I see a face like you
What am I coming to?
I'm gonna melt down

Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite that beams me home
This is killing me
This is killing me



placebo: without you I`m nothing
Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide
I'll take it by your side
Such imagination seems to help the feeling slide
I'll take it by your side
Instant correlation sucks and breeds a pack of lies
I'll take it by your side
Oversaturation curls the skin and tans the hide
I'll take it by your side

Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tick
Tick
Tick
Tick tock

I'm unclean, a libertine
And every time you vent your spleen
I seem to lose the power of speech
You're slipping slowly from my reach
You grow me like an evergreen
You've never seen the lonely me at all

I
Take the plan, spin it sideways
I
Fall
Without you I'm nothing
Without you I'm nothing
Without you I'm nothing
Take the plan, spin it sideways
Without you I'm nothing at all


spiritualized: i think i`m in love
Sun so bright that i'm nearly blind
Cool cos i'm wired and i'm out of my mind
Warms the dope running down my spine
But i don't care 'bout you and i've got nothing to do
Free as the warmth in the air that i breathe
Even freer than dmt
Feel the warmth of the sun in me
But i don't care 'bout you and i've got nothing to do
Love in the middle of the afternoon
Just me, my spike in my arm and my spoon
Feel the warmth of the sun in the room
But i don't care 'bout you
And i've got nothin'

I think i'm in love
Probably just hungry
I think i'm your friend
Probably just lonely
I think you got me in a spin now
Probably just turning
I think i'm a fool for you babe
Probably just yearning
I think i can rock and rool
Probably just twisting
I think i wanna tell the world
Probably ain't listening
Come on

I think i can fly
Probably just falling
I think i'm the life and soul
Probably just snorting
I think i can hit the mark
Probably just aiming
I think my name is on your lips
Probably complaining
I think i have caught it bad
Probably contagious
I think i'm a winner baby
Probably las vegas
Come on

I think i'm alive
Probably just breathing
I think you stole my heart now baby
Probably just thieving
I think i'm on fire
Probably just smoking
I think that you're my dream girl
Probably just dreaming
I think i'm the best babe
Probably like all the rest
I think that i could be your man
Probably just think you can
Come on

I think i'm in love







like NjuJork, babe!
28.12.2005., srijeda
ljubav je kad se s nekim za svaki kurac svađaš!!

Ufff… o čemu da pišem…

O potražnoj robi koja je na raspolaganju, ali kad je netko drugi uzme tek onda postane zanimljiva.

O mojoj jedinoj ljubavi… Davidu i nastavku sapunice….

O ludom bivšem i njegovoj najnovijoj podršci u ludosti….

Ahhh!!!

Vječne sapunice…


a) jako zgodan dečko me muljao pred neki vikend, ali ja sam ga naravno otpilila.
Sad ima curu.
Ali bolje je tako.
Sa dečkima jedino možeš živce izgubiti. A ja sam napokon malo sama i slobodna….
Dostupna jedino sebi…
A svidio mi se dečko, samo šta… jbg.


b) naravno da od kad nismo zajedno da ga ganjaju cure na sve strane i naravno da mu se to sviđa. I ja naravno šizim. A ne bi trebala. Mislim, ipak smo mi sada najbolji frendovi.
ha. Ha.
I meni je smiješno.
I jučer smo jedno 4h plakali, svađali se, mirili se.
On je meni predbacivao neke stvari, ja njemu…
Uglavnom, ja sam glavni negativac u priči.
Najboljeg dečka sam ostavila iz prilično glupih razloga.
I onda imala par glupih vezica, nepotrebnih.
I sad kad sam skužila da je stvarno najbolji, sad bi ga natrag, pola sata.
Pa pola sata sam svjesna kako mi je dobro kad sam sama, pa pola sata se sjetim njega.
Ne mogu se zamisliti s nikim osim s njim.
Pa si kažem da sam glupa, jer mi je fakat potrebno da riješim sama sa sobom neke stvari. Pa mi bude dosadno. Okrećem njegov broj.
Da ga pitam kako je, jer ipak sam mu ja najbolja frendica.

Ja bi se na njegovom mjestu već davno odjebala, but that`s me.


c) ovo je toliko ljigavo…. Da mi se ne da o tome ni pisati.
Cijelo popodne dobivam pozive u stilu on je rekao da mu je ona rekla da je njoj ona rekla da si ti njemu rekla.
Pušite mi kitu!
Sređujte svoje probleme među sobom.
I meni je dosadno u ovom šugavom gradu, pa opet ne zivkam nikog.
Ali barem mi je popodne bilo zanimljivo.


Jučer sam se fakat dobro najela i napila.
I posvađala se s Davidom. I odlučila propješačit 5km do doma, u 3 u jutro.

Naravno, da mi nije dopustio tu glupost.
Bio je čak sretan što sam ljubomorna. ali, mi je svejedno održao govor o mom ponašanju.

Čudno je kad te netko poznaje bolje nego što se ti sam poznaješ.
Osoba ti sere, a ti samo misliš «pa da, baš to».

Čudno je kad te netko voli takvom ljubavlju, koja ne traži ništa zauzvrat, koja je sva tvoja, za koju znaš da će uvijek postojati… unatoč svemu.
Unatoč svakoj tvojoj grešci.
Jedino što još nisam uništila.

Nije da nisam pokušala i da se nisam trudila…


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26.12.2005., ponedjeljak
katastrofično!

Sjedim.
Piljim.
Beskorisno.
Bez ikakve povratne informacije.
Sve ostaje baš kako je.
To što ja analiziram, odlučujem, biram, izmišljam i zamišljam ne utječe baš previše na stanje.
Tako je kako je.
Nepromjenjivo.
Što je učinjeno, učinjeno je.
Daljnjim čačkanjem se može samo pogoršati situacija.
Pusti da se ohladi.
Pričekaj da prođu mjeseci….
Čitaj knjige, gledaj filmove, režiraj situacije u glavi, ali ostani tu.
Ne miči se.
A ni u kom slučaju nemoj nešto poduzeti sa svojim životom.
Tu si gdje jesi.
Truni.
Ništa ne poduzimaj.
Čemu trud!?


Još jedan potraćen dan.
Jer mi je zima, pa mi se niš ne da.

A baš mi se ide van. Baš mi se ide među ljude…
Ne mogu se priviknuti na to da sam doma i da ne mogu nigdje izaći iz tog glupog razloga što je pon.
Katastrofffa, ako mene pitati…


Želim van!!!!!!


Ljudi, pa di ste?!

Nadam se da ne trunete doma kao neki.
Fujjj…


Jučer sam bila na nekom kvazi koncertu, otišla sam doma u 3. i umirala od dosade. Imala sam šiltericu i toplo se nadala da me nitko neće prepoznati niti nešto pitati. Kod nekih je i upalilo. Ipak su to ljudi koji me nisu vidjeli mjesecima. I još u mraku.

Zabavlja mi se.

Ludiram se po sobi. Ko kad sam bila klinka.

Baš je glupo biti doma.
Još gradska knjižnica ne radi i nemam nikakvu dobru knjigu, da učim mi ne pada na pamet.

Biti će bolje….

Za par dana odlazim…
Doma sam niti puna 2 dana i već želim otići…

KATASTROFA

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24.12.2005., subota
Ubili smo Djeda Mraza, lalalalalalla!!

I?
Kako mi se vi nosite s ovim tzv. Božićem?
Jel smo se amerikanizirali ovih zadnjih par godina…
Znate da ljudi dižu kredite za Božić??

KATASTROFFFA!!!!

Ja sam evo danas stigla doma.
Udebljala sam se nekih 7- 8 kila, kad živim totalno nesređeno.
Ufff!!
Al dovoljno je meni 2 tjedna teretane i odmah sam fit…
Hvala majko…

Sjedim.
Razmišljam di ću večeras.
I sjetih se bloga.
Totalno sam se zapostavila. Ja?? Najveći blog junky.
Svašta.

Vratiti ću se… vratiti…

Uskoro…

Večeras mi dolazi moja Bitch, iz zg.
Jedva čekam.
Ufff!!!

Je prerano za donijeti novogodišnje odluke????
Ja ih još nikad do sad nisam donijela, pa evo. Exskluzivno za blog…

1. pomaknuti se s kauča, za početak.
2. pojavljivati se na faxu.
3. do 1.3. dati 4 ispita
4. skinuti 7 kila, gađam na 55.
5. malo manje se razbacivati s lovom.
6. mudar odabir, ha hah. Ovo je interno između mene i mene.
7. manje se živcirati zbog nebitnih stvari.
8. ići spavati kao sav normalan svijet.
9. potrudit se shvatiti svoju family adams.
10. donijeti sljedeći put normanije odluke…

i tako taj đir.

Pozdrav Puli.
CimeRR, neću vas popljuvati kao što sam rekla.
Možda drugi put.


Seve je zakon.
Ma koja Crvena Jabuka.
Cure, ne budite naivne. Uzmite im sve. I zlato i aute i pare.



A ja kažem. Ma ko ih jebe.
Od boljeg uvijek postoji bolji.




I da vam poželim sve najbolje, ali ne zato jer je Božić nego zato jer vam ja to stvarno želim.
Pamet u glavu i…
Just don`t be regular!!!

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