burnt to the core but not broken
31.05.2007., četvrtak
FOR MY DARLIN’ D. INSIDE OF ME
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blame it on droca she’s too strong for me Here she comes again She's feeling like she's already won I believe it's gonna end again, all for naught My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem I believe it's gonna end this way, atrocity Do you believe in love Like I believe in pain Nobody died for you, somebody pray for me I feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here I never reach my indecision To let you see again all I give you I'm sick of feeding your attention, Knowing I never did. I distress you Taking and breaking and hating I remember all you said to me now Faking, forsaking and failing My memories are all stained again Yeah. Let me get inside your head Let me show you I'm prepared Let me stick my needles in And let me hurt you again Again. Fuck you for killing me! Today’s the day we’ll fade away Do you think I’m faking Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it. In time you will Find it. Maim it. Thrill it and shame it In time you will Steal my pride Leave me blind Steal my pride I am silence sent to find you I am violence sent to find you Here I stand before myself I see somethings out of place You tasted all my purity Now there's nothing left to waste And you sold me up the river again (I don't wanna be alone again) And you made me start it over again (I don't wanna be alone again) And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me (I don't wanna be alone again) And you left me wondering what the hell What is wrong with me? I'm getting lost in your periphery Are you stronger For cutting me open Are you stronger For leaving me broken And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me" I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need How I wish I could be rid of the ennui Make you regret and make you afraid of me I'll tell you it's all for you Then try to deny it Well the tongue inside my mouth is not for sale Any spirit left in me is fading fast Could you throw another stone to ease my pain? Could you throw another stone to seal my fate? So you make the simplest mistake And fearlessly you deny your involvement in my demise But give me your open hand Leave your mark under my skin Oh my how strong you are And feast your eyes on my disdain And hope this one won't scar I will never belong to you, again I will never belong to you, Push if you still need my pain Cause I will never tell And scream if you still hate my name Cause I'll be where I fell It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade. Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain special tnx to SEETHER |
