So yeah...

So let's start with Monday night...

Nothing exciting just sat in the driveway smoking and crying over my kittie. Thank you guys for all of your kind words. They really mean a lot to me! SUPER HUGES KISSES FOR EVERYONE!!!!

Tuesday...
Went to the usual place for some beer and to play a little pool. The asshole Daniel was being, well, an ASSHOLE! I saw him staring at me so I smiled nicely and said hello and went on my way. Well, about 5 minutes later he comes up tp me and is like why are you being so nice to me after I haven't talked to you in over three weeks. And I was like, its called being civil! I don't want any problems with you nor do I want to talk to you so I opted to be nice, but apparently it didn't work because here you are. And he was like hey just hear me out I'm not that bad of a guy, I never had a girlfriend. Just because I hang out with a girl a few times doesn't make her my girlfriend and thats what that girl thought. I never asked her out.... blah, blah, blah, blah.... I still care about you very much... BLAH, BLAH, BLAH... please give me another chance to show you that I am worth it.... BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...
And so after I "heard what he had to say" I told him what I had to say and that was this:

And with the the asshole looked me in the eye and said: okay I understand you just need some time, I love you and take care. And I was like WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??!??!??!? And he just sort of looked at me all confused and I grabbed him by the shirt, looked him straight in the eye and said:



And then finally he walked away, I think he might have even been crying a little bit. ::hehe::

Wednesday...
Oh what a night! I met this guy Brad a few weeks ago at this other bar we go to and he has been calling me and calling me and calling me to hang out with him. So Me and Crystal went out to this weird bar to met him for some drinks. Well, I must have been seriously drunk when I met him because he is not even cute. He is tall dark and geeky. He is way too sweet for his own good and he would not stop touching me! So me and Crystal went to our usual bar to get away from him, but he heard our plans so he followed us! WHAT THE FUCK?? And when we got there DJ was there, looking as hot as he normally does and staring at me like usual. When he saw me with Brad he was kinda pissed but then he was laughing because Brad is so weird. So I walked up to the bar to get a drink and DJ goes, What you drinking sweetie? And I was like Miller Light, and he goes okay I got you this time. And he bought me a beer. And he was like so who is that guy? And so I explained the situation, and the fact that I couldn't even remember what the guy looked like and I felt like a comeplete weirdo. So he was like just tell the guy that you are my girlfriend and he will lay off. I was like okay, well why don't you come and meet him. LOL So I took DJ up to the pool table to meet Brad, I was like Brad this is DJ. And Brad goes oh is he another cousin of yours? Because he had just met my uncle and my cousin like two minutes before that. And I was like ummm no... And DJ chimmed in: No, I'm her boyfriend. And Brad was like oh, you didn't tell me you had a boyfriend and I was like I know but does it really matter we are just friends. And he didn't look too happy. I feel sorta bad but hey at least I got the creepster off me. He left about ten minutes after that and then DJ was all over me the rest of the night, playing pool and flirting like mad style with me. Damn he is so hot!!!!! I love that guy! He is the sweetest. I am supposed to call him when I get off work to talk to him about things. So We shall see how that goes...

Thursday...
Today has been long and boring. SO far nothing exciting has happened. Oh wait... the lights just went off, Thats because we have motion lights in the library and they only work when people are walking around. Guess no one is here to walk around. I am all alone in this big nasty place. Damn I need a more exciting job. But why my night life seems to be filled with excitment! ::hehe::

As for Friday...

GOD ONLY KNOWS!!!

So yeah...

So let's start with Monday night...

Nothing exciting just sat in the driveway smoking and crying over my kittie.

Tuesday...
Went to the usual place for some beer and to play a little pool. The asshole Daniel was being, well, an ASSHOLE! I saw him staring at me so I smiled nicely and said hello and went on my way. Well, about 5 minutes later he comes up tp me and is like why are you being so nice to me after I haven't talked to you in over three weeks. And I was like, its called being civil! I don't want any problems with you nor do I want to talk to you so I opted to be nice, but apparently it didn't work because here you are. And he was like hey just hear me out I'm not that bad of a guy, I never had a girlfriend. Just because I hang out with a girl a few times doesn't make her my girlfriend and thats what that girl thought. I never asked her out.... blah, blah, blah, blah.... I still care about you very much... BLAH, BLAH, BLAH... please give me another chance to show you that I am worth it.... BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...
And so after I "heard what he had to say" I told him what I had to say and that was this:

And with the the asshole looked me in the eye and said: okay I understand you just need some time, I love you and take care. And I was like WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!

Please pray....

Saturday was the worst day of my life....

My cat had gotten really sick these past few weeks so we had to take her into the vet to be put tp sleep. And now I feel simply awful! I miss her so much. She would always lay next to me and watch tv, and sleep at the end of my bed at night. And now I am all alone. And the worst part is that the bitch of a vet wouldn't even let me hold her when she died! She just took my kittie into another room and killed her. I was like Fuck You lady! This is my fucking cat that I have had for 16 fucking years! You aren't going to just take her away like that! But she did....

And now my kittie is dead. But I am doing much better today. My mommy took me shopping yesterday and bought me some new leather purses and some nice leather jackets. And a hole bunch of scrapbooking stuff. My mommy loves me so much she even bought me a brand new camera!!! It is the bestest camera around. I love my mommy, maybe she will even buy me another kittie!

thats all I've got for now. Love yas,
Mallory ;D

Okay here we go...

This is me.


I am from Chicago, I am 20 years old, I have two brothers, Ian and Cameron. Jessica, Crystal, Kara, and Christine are all my close friends, most of you already know that Carolina is my bestest friend in the whole wide world. I don't really speak much Croatian and I have never been outside of my own beautiful country, even though I must say I hate almost everything here. But whatever, I shall make it to Croatia one day.

Back to my daily, fucked up life...

Last night I went and got my hair cut, and it looks fabulous! I love it, and Matt liked it too! hehe You see after I got my hair cut I went to see Crystal and Kara and Kara's friend Jeremy. But then Matt called me and wanted me to come over to his house. And Crystal was like if you don't go over there I am going to kick your ass! lol SO I went. He was so sweet, we didn't do anything besides make out, because I am on my lady time. (sorry I know yous guys don't want to know but it pertains to the story.) Well, he wasn't mad that we didn't at all, he was actually quite relieved because he felt that I wanted to and he didn't want to. (I think I am in love) Which is a shock coming out of a guy's mouth but hey I can live with it. Anyways, we watched cartoons for a while and then he fell asleep so I woke him up and told him I was going to go home because he was sleeping and he was like NO! Please don't go. and I was like its okay you will see me on Friday. and he was whining for me to stay, isn't that cute? BUt I left anyways because he was falling asleep. SO he walked me out to my car and kissed me good night. Damn he is such a good kisser too! OMG! well anyways last night was good times and I am happy.

In other news...
My history course is almost over and I am getting an A!!!! yeah baby! I am so excited, because it will be done soon and because I am doing so well! I can't wait for it to be done! Only two classes left! YeAh! THen I shall drink the night away!!!

okay well that's all I've got for now...

PUSA <3

Oh what a Night!

Last night was quite an interesting night.My friends and I all went to the usual place for a Tuesday night and had oh so much fun.We played pool, we danced, and I talked to a nice guy who told me that I am the prettiest girl he has ever met in his life. That was nice to hear. Then I talked to the amazing Matt about a situation that happened to me on Monday night....

Okay well I went to see my ex-boyfriend, Erik, on Monday and we ended up fooling around like we always do. And when I was leaving he gave me a kiss and told me that he loves me very much and I smile all sweet and said, "I love you too, Matt." What the hell is wrong with me??!!?!?!?!?!?! But then again I knew something like that was going to happen because I have been thinking about Matt none stop and dreaming about him, obviously. OMG DO I WANT HIM!!!So now he wants to talk to me about everything. He was pissed that I called him at 1 in the morning to tell him about it, even though he ran out of the bar so fast last night that I didn't even get a chance to say good bye. Well, anyways he was pissed because I was on my way home and I wasn't going to come over to his apartment after telling him all that and making him want me even more. And so he said that he is going to call me today and talk about a few things. Oh well whatever.

In other news me a Crystal got into another fight last night. But this time we made up in like 20 minutes. We are retarded like that. It wasn't a big fight, hell me and Carolina fight all the time. Even when she is in Croatia over 1000 miles away we still fight, I can't wait for her to come home! hehe Well anyways me and Crystal are good now, it was a dumb ass little fight about who was going to drive. How gay are we?

Well I am sorry for boring you all, but I must be going. You know I do have to work, lol. I shall catch y'all on the flip side.

PUSA

Hey Phoebe I'm here....

LOL sorry y'all I've been very busy. I had to work at the McCormick Place in Chicago this weekend and I am so exhausted. My team took 4th in the Silver Division though. I am so proud of all of them!!!

They even made me a T-shirt with everybody's name on it so I could remember them all, isn't that sweet? I love those little girls!

In other news, I went and saw the movie Batman Returns...OBVIOUSLY!!! hehe It was awesome. Christian Bale is so fucking hot I can't stand it!!!

Then on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday I worked, it was so much fun. And then for Father's day yesterday I went to my Grandmother's house when I got off work. It was fun, my little cousin played the violin and my brother played his guitar. and then Grandpa and my dad and my uncle all played some songs for us. My Grandpa plays the vibes and my dad plays the drums and my uncle plays the piano. it was awesome to listen to them play together. I loved it!!!

lets see in the world of boys nothing fun or exciting has happened physically but oh man is there drama. My ex-boyfriend, Erik, called me. he wants to take me to a movie. And then this new guy Joe, not fireman Joe, but a new guy named Joe called me yesterday to tell me how beautiful he thinks I am. And even though he is very hot I don't think I like him. And as for my ex-boyfriend, we had issues, and thats why he is my ex! but I don't know, he said he would pay for everything if we went to the movies, so maybe I will go with him, I don't know. But wait there is more. My friend Matt who I always end up making out with at parties, called me last Tuesday night drunk off his ass to tell me how much he likes me and how much he wants to be with me and that I should come over to his house and talk to him in person. and I was like it is 2 o'clock in the morning. I only answered the phone because it was you but I am not going to get out of bed and drive 20 minutes to your house just to talk, so keep talking to me on the phone. And so we talked about things and I told him how I liked him before and he blew me off for Darcy, and she didn't even like him and that if he wanted a chance that we would talk about this when he was completely sober. And he said okay and so now we are talking things out a little bit at a time. he is a sweety. But wait there's more! I've been dreaming non-stop about my friend Steve. Yeah he is a hot guy and yeah we made out once a long time ago, but I don't like him. But for some reason I keep dreaming about me and him being together and being so in love, is this weird or normal??? I don't know!!! Oh and another thing, in my dreams Cory comes back and tries to win me away from Kush (steve) and I don't end up with either of them. I end up with Matt. What the FUCK!!! I have some pretty messed up dreams. here is a picture of matt and one of steve...

MATT


STEVE


In case you didn't notice they are football players, american football not soccer.
Aren't they cute??? well i think so anyways.

Alrighty well I must be going because I have to study for me history test that I have at one o'clock. I hope you have enjoyed my short story, there is more to come later on, perhaps even today...

<3 Pusa

HELL YEAH...

GO SEE THIS!!!

~*Funny*~

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I found this hilarious....


Just wanted to share.

Not quite so bad...

let me see, where shall I begin?

Let's start with the ever popular Tuesday night at the bar. I went out with my friends to our usual place to drink and play pool and simply have a good time. Well, everything was going just fine until we were leaving. You see I had to be home at 1:30 and it was 1 o'clock. From our bar to my house it is about a 20 minute drive. Well, I had been talking to this guy Mark and we were walking out together when I see all of my friends piling into Jessica's car. And I walk up to them and I'm like hey Crystal you need to drive me home. And she was like yeah I will. And I was like it's already 1 where are you guys going. And she told me that they are going to this other bar that is like 10 minutes from where we were and in the opposite direction of my house. I was pissed! I was like how the hell do you expect to get me home on time when you aren't in your car and you are going to another bar. And she was like just get in the car we will take you home in a little while. And I was like no I am calling my brother he will come pick me up and you guys can go to the God damn bar! And they were all getting really pissy with me. And so finally Christine convinced me to get in the car and she drove me home. The whole way there Crystal and I were yelling at each other. She was like I don't deserve this from you when all I've been doing is defending you all night! And I was like defending me for what???!!!? And she was like just stuff. And I was like no fucking tell me what! I want to know what the fuck have you been defending me about and to who you've been defending me! And she was like we will talk about it later. And then I got really pissed because she shouldn't be bringing shit like that up if she isn't gonna back up her story right then and there. So I am pissed at her right now. And I don't really want to hang out with any of them at all.

Then when I got home my mom could smell beer on me so she got pissed and grounded me! But I know I definately deserve it. But it's okay because I really don't want to drink anymore and I can't seem to stop myself, so by not being able to hang with them for a while it will be easier to quit drinking entirely. I have cut back like so much, but I still have a few every now and then, which isn't good for me and I know it. So I am glad. And plus I want to start hanging out with people who don't do that shit because I am sick of people thinking that just because I drink that I am a whore. And I am not. I haven't done anything with more than two guys in the past 8 months. So I think I am doing pretty damn good. Besides I want to find a great guy, not some asshole from the bar. That's why I am talking to this wonderful guy from work, because he isn't able to listen to all the assholes at the bar and hear what they think I am like when they don't even know me. And he is a sweet amazing wonderful guy and even if we stay just friends I will be glad to know him.

In more exciting and hilarious news...

My little brother called me last night to go pick him up from his girlfriend's house. I was like okay so I got in the car a drove 25 minutes out to her house to get him. But I kinda got lost and so I called him and I was like dude Cameron I';m so lost help me. And he was being very testy with me and I was geeting pissed I was like dude don't get all bitchy with me or I will leave your ass there and you can walk home. And he was like I'm sorry I'm sorry just please please hurry. And I was like okay weirdo I'll be there in a few. When I got there he ran out of the house like a bat out of hell and jumped in my car and was like please drive away now. And I was like okay okay calm down. And then I turned and looked at him and he had this humungous gigantic disgustingly huge HICKEY on his neck!!!! It was so gross I immediately started laughing. I was cryinga dnalmost peeing my pants and I was like so thats why you wanted to leave so bad, so her dad wouldn't see it! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! And so I called my older brother, Ian, and I was like dude you won't believe this and I was laughing so hard that he could barely understand me and I finally got it out and he started laughing so hard, I could hear my mom in the backround going whats so damn funny???? And Ian was like you'll see when they get home!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! And so when we got home Cameron walked up the driveway and passed my dad and my dad grabbed him and was like what the hell happened to your neck and I burst out laughing even more and I was like Kayleigh happened!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! He didn't get in much trouble but now we keep making fun of him I guess thats punishment enough! I called his girlfriend and I was like thank you so much for making my day and she was like what did I do and I was like OH YOU KNOW!!!! and just hung up on her because I was laughing too hard. OG its not everyday that your baby brother gets a hickey! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!





MuAh HAHAHAHA!!!

Much love y'all~ Mallory ;D

Long Ass Mother-Fucking Week...

So yeah guys sorry I haven't written in awhile...

I had to work all last weekend and this weekend and it was horrible and I had to work all week at this boring freezer box they like to call a library. But I do have good news.

I found a nice boy last Saturday. I've been working with him for 6 months now and I never really paid any attention to him, because I had other boys all of the time. But last weekend me and him had to work together, and we spent most of the time sitting and talking. He is really a great guy and I guess he has liked me since we started working together. He is from Brazil and he is absolutely gorgeous!!!! He has dark hair, dark brown eyes and a sweet little smile that makes me melt nowadays! He has this thing with always looking people in the eyes and it gives me chills when we talk because he never stops looking directly into my eyes. Its kinda weird when you first start talking to him but then you get used to it and it seems more intimate. He is very sweet and he loves to give me hugs (which I love too!) He looks like he is about 30 years old but I think he is only like 24 or 25. Oh well I really don't care how old he is, I still think he is hot!

Anyways, I've been working so much that I don't have time to go out with my friends as much. And my parents freak out when I want to go anywhere when I have work the next day. So now I just sleep and eat and work and then I sleep and eat and work....

That's all I've got for now. Much Love Peoples!! <3

What the FUCK!

So yeah I'm sick.

Not just mentally deranged but physically sick and dying.

I have body aches, headache, chills, some funky shit going on with my stomach, and yet....

I'M STILL AT WORK!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?

I have no idea why I am even here, other than the fact that I need money.
It is so boring here that I have craeted two new blogs one two different sites. They are pretty cool. they reflect more of my artistic dark sides than anything else. But you know me I am always happy, NOT! But It's okay because I get to go home in like an hour. And I think I am going to go tanning so that I can lay in the warmth of the bed and sleep for 20 minutes and get a gorgeous tan in the process. I know I sound like a fool but thats my plan. Okay well I feel that I should be going for I have no energy to keep typing. I hope everyone else is having a much better tiem than I am currently having. Volim Te everyone! Pusa ;D