31
utorak
svibanj
2005
Oh how I love long weekends!
I had the best sex, with the most amazing guy in the world! And no I wasn't drunk and I hadn't been doing drugs. This guy has been after me for months and I have been doing nothing but ignoring him up until a few weeks ago. We started talking on the phone and getting to know each other and now I really like him.
He is so handsome and such a sweetheart. Forget the fireman I want this one! This might be what I've been looking for: Prava Ljubav!!!
But you never know. Besides having the best sex of my life I also watched the best volleyball match in the history of volleyball! It was amazing! And I got payed to sit and watch it! I love my job.
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27
petak
svibanj
2005
To Drink or Not to Drink....
That Certainly Is the Question!
Whenever I go out with my friends it's the same damn thing. Lets go to the bar and sit around and get wasted. But I just can't do it anymore. I fucked up my school work because of it and now I am forced to take a summer course just to keep my scholarships. I was the biggest drinker of all of us when we first started going out. I passed out at the bar I don't know how many times, slept with people I would normally never talk to, and shelled out money like I was a fucking millionaire. It was horribly pathetic. Now when we go out I opt not to drink. I was drinking and driving, which is never good, and now I am the Designated Driver! I am very proud of myself for the way I am now, but very, very ashamed of the way I was.
My advice to anyone who is entering college. LIVE IT UP, but BE SMART! Don't waste away an entire two semesters on beer and pool. Save your money, pay your bills (ontime), stay sober, and you will find that you will be more respected and you will feel ten million times better about yourself than I do at this present date.
I know what you are thinking: "Wait a tic, she is only 19. How does she get into bars?" And I will honestly tell you, I don't know how, but for some reason the bouncers let me in. I've almost never paid a cover charge and I always have people buying me drinks, the bars' owners included. But I'm telling you now, it's definately NOT worth it. Sit around at home if you still live at home and enjoy your family's company. If you live in the dorms, leave them only two nights a week. Study before you leave your domicile and finish your work before you crack open a cold one. I am telling you all this because I figured it out at the ripe age of 19. You can't party all the time. As sweet ass as that sounds.
Partying will only bring you down, you will end up flunking out of college, or in my case almost flunking out and losing every single scholarship that you worked so hard for in high school to achieve. Don't be stupid like me! Be smart, have one or two beers, one or two nights a week. Study. Actually study and get your shit done the right way. And leave the partying to the ametuers.
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26
četvrtak
svibanj
2005
*Oh How Lovely*
oh how lovely it is to know you
oh how sweet it is to see you
oh how amazing it is to hold you
oh how happy i am to be with you
oh how lovely it is to love you
5-26-05
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24
utorak
svibanj
2005
<3I LoVe FiReMeN<3
So yeah I met a very hot, very sweet fireman last night!
His name is Joe. I met him through my friend Tony AKA Coco. Joe is 19 and built like no other! He has Dark hair, dark mysterious eyes, and a sweet innocent smile that just melts me to the core. He is very nice and we sat outside last night at a bonfire watching the stars and talking.
He is a smoker too, so he doesn't mind that I do. And he told me that he is going to come out with us when we go to Garnsey's tonight. OMG if I had a picture I would let you guys see his hotness for all its glory, lol but alas I don't have one ::tears:: but it's okay I will get one soon enough!
So yeah nothing else very interesting has happened in the Life of Mallory. But when I go out tonight and see JOE I'm betting you something exciting definately will. HELL YEAH!!!
He can PUT OUT MY FIRE any day!!
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21
subota
svibanj
2005
~Oh HaPPy DaYs~
I am in a good mood today. I feel like dancing through the streets.
I don't know why I feel this way.
Good times, let's buy another round.
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19
četvrtak
svibanj
2005
Hell Yeah!
YAY!!!!!!
Well, it figures that I would get stuck with the most retarded teachers at St. Francis. I actually didn't fail my class. My teacher put in the wrong grade. YAY!! But I am still going to take the summer course because I think I deserved an A and not a C.
Nothing else exciting is really happenning. I'm bored sitting here at work doing nothing but scanning stupid newspapers from 1981. But hey I'm getting paid so I can't complain.
Alrighty, I guess I shall be going. LATER PUSA <3
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16
ponedjeljak
svibanj
2005
Summer
Hey y'all, well summer has started. and I am Fucked already. I failed a class so now I have to take a sumer course which is going to cost me $1200 and i don't have the money to pay for it. And if I don't take it I can't play volleyball next fall. :*( but you know me I will figure it out.
I am working 40 hours a week at this stupid fucking library and hating every minute of it. I am also still coaching and looking for a third job that I will hopefully have soon. I know I am stressing myself out way too much! but Whatever.
So yeah a lot of shit has been going on in the life of Mallory. That Cory fellow and I broke up 3 1/2 weeks ago and i hadn't seen or spoken to him since. but then i saw him last Thursday and I almost started crying. I didn't want to talk to him or anything it was horrible. And to top it off I was talking to this guy Daniel that I just met, and he turned out to be a complete asshole. He was very rude and vulgar and I can't believe that a person that looks that good and sweet could be that mean and ugly inside. But you know me I'm always too trusting. The fucker told me he loved me two days after he met me. and when I told him I didn't love him he flipped out. ASSHOLE!!!! well Whatever, I am talking to another wonderful ex-boyfriend of mine again and I think this time around it is going to be much much better between us. but you never know.
well i guess that's all I've got for now.
I'll be back around later. PUSA <3
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12
četvrtak
svibanj
2005
Wednesday, yeah thats today...
Life is so unpredictable.
Some people are so beautiful.
Life is SWEET.
You are so unpredictable.
You are so beautiful.
But, Life isn't sweet.
Bye Bye Now.
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09
ponedjeljak
svibanj
2005
Well its Monday...
well its Monday. i really don't have much to say.
i feel like sleeping and drifting far, far away.
i don't want to see you, or even think of your face.
i feel like crying, or running straight out of this place.
well its Monday, and i really don't know what to do.
i feel like screaming and yelling all because of you.
i have no feelings, as funny as that sounds.
well its Monday, i guess i should do my rounds.
i feel like you owe me something, even if its a little bit.
i don't want anything from you, we never really did fit.
well its Monday. i really didn't do anything exciting.
i feel that you being here would not be very inviting.
i can't think of you because all i get is pain.
well its Monday, and here we go again.
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03
utorak
svibanj
2005
Wednesday, even though it's Monday!
Wednesday, oh what a day
I want to blame you in some way
Everyday is quite hard
I feel like a major retard
Monday was fucked up
I offered you myself like a stupid little pup
But Wednesday, oh what a day
I need to blame you in some way
But I can’t
3-30-05
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