Tuesday!

Hey buddies! It's Tuesday, and you all know what that means!!! 25 cent beers at Garnsey's!!! And it's Fat Tuesday, Mardi Gras!!



Mardi Gras is the best time of the year!! I love when people get all dressed up and do nothing but PAR-TAY! I hope you guys know what Mardi Gras is. I'll explain it a little bit! Every year on Fat Tuesay, the day before Ash Wednesday, the people of New Orleans throw a humungous party! The tradition is to gorge yourself and have as much fun as possible before you have to repent and fast for Lent. It is the best day of the year besides Christmas! Everyone dresses up in crazy costums and eats and drinks until they can't eat or drink anymore! You guys must go to New Orleans at leats once in your life to experience it, I guarantee it to be a great time!

I saw the wonderful amazing, I'm not ready for a relationship, boy this moring. I walked right by him and didn't even say hello. Carolina told me that he looked like I had just ripped out his heart and handed it to him on a silver platter. I feel so bad but you know what I couldn't talk to him, because now everytime I see him I feel like my heart is being ripped out. He needs to understand that what he did wasn't cool and that I'm still going to be here just not on the same level as before, unless he can get his shit together. I think that I just might be in love with him, I mean I thought that I was in love before but this is so much different. I mean like a million times a billion times different! I hope things will work out, I miss him holding me and his cute little smooches! :( Oh well, for now I shall stay friends with hima and see where things go. I think he just might go out with us tonight but I doubt it, if he is so sad. (BUT I'm sad too!). Oh well, here's the song of the day:

Avril Lavigne- Things I'll never say.

Da da da da da
[verse 1]
I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
’coz I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
’coz I know you’re worth it...you’re worth it...yeah

[chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I’d say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee...
Marry me today!
Guess I’m wishing my life away...
With these things I’ll never say

[verse 2]
It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you, what’s on my mind?
If it ain’t comin’ out
We’re not goin’ anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care?
’coz I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
’coz I know you’re worth it...you’re worth it...yeah

[chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I’d say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I’m wishing my life away...
With these things I’ll never say

[bridge]
What’s wrong?
With my song?
These words keep slippin’ away...
I stutter...i stumble
Like I’ve got nothin’ to sa-ay...
’coz I’m feelin’ nervous
Tryin’ to be so perfect
’coz I know you’re worth it...you’re worth it...yeah

Da da da da da da da da da...
Da da da da da da da da da...

Guess I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I’d say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

With these things I’ll never sa-ay