Monday, Monday!

Good Morning y'all! Well, it's about 9:20 in the morning and the sun still hasn't emerged. It's a rainy day and a Monday, the perfect concoction for a crappy day! This weekend was a good time, Garnsey's was the best. My favorite boy came out with me and Carolina. We played pool all night and had a rocking time. He kind of pissed me off however. We were discussing relationships when he told me that he doesn't want a girlfriend, I was like wtf!! I told him that I'm fine with him not wanting a girlfriend, but that he cannot act all cute and cuddle with me and kiss me, and hold my hand if he doesn't want to be like that. I told him that he needs to always be honest with me, because I will always be honest with him. And now he is sad, he said that he really likes me buthe just can't handle the responsibility of a girlfriend. Which is totally gay because I am so low maintenance that I'm sometimes below maintenance! So I wouldn't be that much of a responsibility. But he wants us to be best friends and to never stop talking, because he cares way too much about me to let anything come between us ever, and that if he was to have a girlfriend it would be me. So I'm not so much mad about that it's just that he was acting like he wanted to be my boyfriend and then he doesn't. And you should never do something like that if you want nothing to come of it, because then people get hurt (like me). But we are still friends and nothing will change, besides the cuddling and smooches (which I will miss immensly).

Song of the Day:
I'm not sad, I just like this song!

SIMPLE PLAN - Addicted

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you