Wednesday!

Well I finally did it! I cut off the friend or should I say ex-friend that has been pissing me off for almost 8 years now! I told her exactly how I feel and that I never want to speak with her again, and I couldn't be happier. She has done nothing but verbally abuse me, tease me, and embarass me all the 10 years I've known her. She follows me around everywhere talking about this gay ass guy that I don't even care about and won't stop stalking him. She comes to my library where I work and follows me around as I shelve books. She has no other friends besides me (not anymore) because everyone tells me that they can't stand her and how annoying she is. And on Monday night she finally went too far.

Here's what happened:

On Monday, I went over to the dorms at school to drop off my friend's sweatshirt that I had borrowed from the night before. He wasn't there so I just hung out and waited for him. I ended up playing pool with a couple of my other friends while waiting, and that's when it happened. My dear friend Jim came into the game room and was like hey, (my name) you need to talk to Annie. I was like why do I need to talk to her, what's wrong? Is she okay? He was like yeah she's fine, but she won't be when you talk to her. So I was like okay well then tell me what's up. He then told me that there are rumors going around that he and Annie are sleeping together. Which isn't true. He said that he knew she would be upset so he felt that I should tell her, because I've known here for so long and she trusts me. So when I got home I called her and told her. She started crying and freaking out saying that she hated our school and that it was just like high school and that everything bad happens to her. Well, this is the first time in the 10 years I've known her that anyone has ever started a rumor like this about her. Litte side note, 3 monthes ago there were rumors that I was sleeping with half of the football team, which wasn't true. You need to know that or what I say next will make no sense. So anyways, she then proceeded to tell me that I don't understand what she is going through, to which I replied yes I do. (obviously) She then said that people like me don't care about these sort of things because they really do them. She then said you know those rumors about you, they didn't ebarass you because that's what you're like. I then said to her. First of all just because I've had sex does not mean that I slept with half the football team nor does it make me a whore! And secondly, what I do has no relavence to what you do or don't do. So don't sit here and call me a whore when I'm not. Then she told me that because she is a virgin it is so much more embarassing for her. And that people like me can't understand that. So I told her that she obviously doesn't know me that well if she is going to talk to me that way and I told her to call Jim and cry to him because I am sick of her shit.
Next comes Tuesday afternoon, scene: cafeteria. She walks passed me and smiles and says hey. I turn away and tell her that I'm not talking to her. She then Shouts: What the fuck is your problem?! I turned to her and said, Go away I'm not talking to you. She leaves but proceeds to text message me that she wants to talk. I tell her no, and don't see here for the rest of the day. I then get an email from her saying I don't know what the fuck your problem is, I was upset and I didn't mean it to come out that way. But you need to think about it this way folks, if she didn't mean then why would she say it in the first place. I know we all say things we don't mean, but to insist that 'PEOPLE LIKE ME' don't understand is just retarded! So I emailed her back and told her all the things about her that had been pissing me off for the past 8 years of our 'friendship'. I told her that she wouldn't say something like that if she didn't really think it and that if her fucking reputation is so importatnt to her then she shouldn't be hanging out with me. Because you are what you hang with, and if she thinks that I'm a whore, then obviously other people do and they will then assume that she is too. I told her that just like our ex-friend Jamie that i cut off 1 year ago I was cutting her off. I told her not to phone me because I won't answer and not to address me in public because I will ignore her. SHe has yet to email me or attempt to call me, so I can only pray that she isn't planning on shooting me today. But right now I could care less. Well, I have to go because I have class in like 30 minutes and I have to figure out how to ignore her because I have that class with her.

I feel so much better about not having to talk to her. I feel as if a weight has been lifted off my chest. I am also happy because of the most splendiferous boy in the world. He is sweet and likes to cuddle (snuggle as he likes to say) and I can't believe that he actually likes me. We have been friends all year and there has always been something there between us, and now it has moved past friends to snuggle buddies and cute little smooches and love songs. I can't wait to see him again. Well I must be going now, for real this time.

PusA <3