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Moje svakodnevne ludosti, razmišljanja i gluposti. Ono što gotovo nikome ne govorim, što zadržim za sebe.
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Zovem se Sanja. Završila sam 3. razred ekonomske škole. Imam 17 (gotovo 18) godina. Nažalost, volim narodnjake, a osim toga slušam Green day, Evanescence, Avril, Aerosmith...
Također volim i filmove, pogotovo SF i romantične komedije. Naj boje su mi crna, plava i rozo-ljubičasta. Mrzim se slikati! Zakon mi je ghotic furka, mislim, ne nosim to, samo mi se dopada. Naj prijatelji su mi Lana i Neven! Također, volim astrologiju i astronomiju i sve što ima veze sa okultnim! Možda će neki misliti da sam čudna, no to se na prvi pogled nikad ne bi moglo skužit. Šalim se! Oni koji me poznaju kažu da dobro čuvam tajne, da sam pouzdana, da volim svakome pomoći. Uglavnom to sam ja...



10 razloga zasto Te mrzim...

Mrzim nacin na koji pricas sa mnom
i kad mi tepas kad god stignes...
Mrzim to sto mi nedostajes...
Mrzim nacin na koji me gledas
i cudni sjaj u tim ocima najdraze mi boje...
Mrzim nacin na koji mi misli citas...
Ma toliko te mrzim da mi je muka
toliko i da gubim vrijeme posvecujuci ti ove stihove...
Mrzim kad me lazes...
Mrzim kad me nasmijavas
ma najvise kad me natjeras na suze...
Mrzim kad te nema u blizini
a jos vise kad si tu...
Ali najvise od svega mrzim
to sto te ne mrzim
Ma ni blizu, ma cak ni najmanje...
uopce te ne mrzim!


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TEKSTOVI MOJIH NAJDRAŽIH PJESAMA:

Jovan Perisic
Moje najmilije

Gresan sam prema tebi bio
jos uvek skupo placam ceh
bez cilja lutam, pogresne ljubim
idem iz greha u greh

K'o da se posle tebe
ljubavi nove bojim
jer ja sam onaj sto uvek
uci na greskama svojim

Rado te se setim ljubavi stara
jer me svaka nova ljubav razocara
jos zaborav vreme donelo mi nije
jos o tebi mastam moje najmilije

Pola zivota ja bih dao
zalio ne bih jedan tren
da opet ljubim te oci crne
bez njih sam ja izgubljen

K'o da se posle tebe
ljubavi nove bojim
jer ti si jedini razlog
da zivim i postojim

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My Chemical Romance
Welcome To The Black Parade

When I was a young boy
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten, and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers,
the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten, and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
When through it all, the rise and fall,
the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A world that sends you reeling
from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
defiant it to the end
We hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
we'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh

Take a look at me, cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all, we wanna play this part
Won't explain, or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's to me
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who wanna to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
(Do or die, you'll never make me)
(Because the world, will never take my heart)
(You can try, you'll never break me)
(We want it all)
We'll carry on
(We wanna play this part)
(Do or die, do or die, die)
We'll carry on
(You'll never make me)
(Because the world)
We'll carry on on on
(Will never take my heart)
(You can try)
We'll carry
(You'll never break me)
(We want it all)
We'll carry on
(We wanna play this part)

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:My Chemical Romance
Famous Last Words

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change

So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights are always blinding me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
(or dead)

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(or dead)
Honey if you stay i'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(or dead)
Honey if you stay i'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(or dead)

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Aerosmith
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing

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Scorpions
Wind of Change

I follow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
An August summer night
Soldiers passing by
Listening to the wind of change

The world closing in
Did you ever think
That we could be so close,like brothers
The future's in the air
I can feel it everywhere
Blowing with the wind of change

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change

Walking down the street
Distant memories
Are buried in the past forever

I fallow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change

The wind of change blows straight
Into the face of time
Like a stormwind that will ring
The freedom bell for peace of mind
Let your balalaika sing
What my guitar wants to say

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change

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My Chemical Romance
I Don't Love You

Well when you go,
Don't never think I'll make you try to stay,
And maybe when you get back,
I'll be off to find another way.

Well after all this time that you still owe,
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know,
So take your gloves and get out,
Better get up,
While you can.

When you go,
And would you even turn to say,
I don't love you, like I did, yesterday?

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading,
So sick and tired of all the needless beating,
But baby when they knock you down and out,
Is where you oughta stay.

And after all that blood that you still owe,
Another dollar's just another blow.
So fix your eyes and get up,
Better get up,
While you can.

Ahh,ahhh

When you go,
And would you even turn to say-hey,
I don't love you like I did yesterday

Well Come on,
COME OOOOOOOON!!!

[*Instrementlal*]

When you go,
Would you have the guts to say,
I don't love you like I loved you yester-day-hey-heyy
I don't love you like I loved you like yester-day-hey-heeeey.
I don't love you like I loved you yester-daaaay.


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Avril Lavigne.
When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
out here forever
I know we were
yeah, yeahhh

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

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Zeljko Joksimovic
Balada

Nisam te terao vatru da diras
i nisam hteo da zadam ti bol
sama si trazila pricu o meni
a to je opasno, srce je to

Prva si pocela, prva si pitala
zasto sam tuzan kad se budim
i ja sam priznao, sve sam ti rekao
da gledam nju dok tebe ljubim

Prva si pocela, prva si pitala
sad budi hrabra, daj ne placi
sa tobom ostajem, sa njom ne rastajem
vise od tebe ona znaci

Zasto si trazila kljuc moje duse
to je opasno, srce je to

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Zoran Vanev
Juzna pruga

U uglu vagon restorana sedela si sama
guzva i oblak dima
prelepa mlada dama ko na iglama
tu medju vukovima

Rekoh, izvini
da l' pored tebe sedi neko
rekoh, izvini
da l' ko i ja putujes daleko

Skoplje, Beograd, Bec
i dalje na zapad
gde nas sudbina ponese
ovo je juzna pruga
ni ljubavi ni druga
ni stalne adrese

Skoplje, Beograd, Bec
rec po rec, sudbina to je
isto od nule krecemo
ne znamo gde cemo
a lakse je u dvoje
a lakse je u dvoje

Na mestu sto vagone spaja duva promaja
vidim, drhtis od zime
prilazim s drugog kraja, mimo obicaja
da pitam te za ime

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Dara Bubamara
Bez tebe

Ne mogu da se setim
ni ulice ni broja
ni godine ni trena
ni kako sam ni zasto
krenula za tobom
kao opijena

I to me drzi jos
i sad da li sam luda
pitam se ponekad
zasto ne mogu
da prebolim usne tvoje

I sto je prava istina
da l' si mi porok
il' si mi sudbina
dar ili kazna
mozda bolje da ne saznam

Bez tebe sve me boli
sve mi smeta
zima mi je usred leta
jos po zidu preko puta
tvoja senka s mojom luta
tu gde stanes ja cu pasti
biraj pice kuca casti
samo jednom u to ime
ne zaboravi me

Ne mogu da se borim
sa nemirima svojim
ne mogu i ne zelim
jos se tebi nadam
jer verujem da nismo
slucajno se sreli

I to me drzi jos
i sad da li sam luda
pitam se ponekad
zasto ne mogu
da prebolim usne tvoje

I sto je prava istina
da l' si mi porok
il' si mi sudbina
dar ili kazna
mozda bolje da ne saznam

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Dragana Mirkovic
Slobodna kao vetar

Od nasih slika ja stvoricu plamen
u mojim grudima gorece kamen
neka u nebo odu uspomene sve
ja sam ti bila neko i nesto

A ti si vernost glumio vesto
samo jos s tobom
nocas placu godine
sad moje srce kaze dosta je

Slobodna bicu kao vetar
zablude bacicu u etar
jer najbolje ipak ja zasluzujem
ja stvoricu svet iz svoje maste
izabracu cvet iz rajske baste
sem osvete nista ti ne dugujem
nek' sude ti svi gresi proslosti

Sada me kajanje boli i pece
i reka prezira srcem mi tece
sto sam sa tobom
sebi to dozvolila

Ali ja znam da cu dobiti bitku
i da si ti samo tu na gubitku
da brojim suze sebi sam zabranila
i sumnje sve iz srca sklonila

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petak, 06.07.2007.

Vozio sam cijelu noć da ti kažem da te volim...

Danas se osjećam nevjerojatno sjebano.
Ujutro sam bila neobično dobre volje. Čak me ni srata nije mogla oneraspoložiti. Kad zove mene frendica na kavu, ja rekoh, zašto ne prije podjele svjedodžbi. I tako uđem ja u kavanu kad tamo raštrkan cijeli moj dragi razred. Vidim ja ovu koja me zvala i oderm k njoj. Sjedile smo cirka 40 minuta tamo, a niti jedna kuja se nije usudila doći i pozdraviti me. Ma nisu ni trebale ni doć, mogle su samo mahnuti, NIŠTA. Još meni ne bi smetalo da su to cure s kojima gotovo i ne razgovaram, ali to su bile cure s kojima sam bila u super odnosima (i još sam jutros mislila da jesmo), s kojima sam pričala o svemu i svačemu, ukratko koje sam smatrala prijateljicama. U školi, opet ništa, niti pozdravule me nisu. Krivo mi je, iskreno, jer kao što već napisah smatrala sam ih prijateljicama, čak mi je i sestrična među njima (ona kojoj sam pomogla da prođe s prosjekom 5.00). Tako mi i treba kad sam naivna i vjerujem u svačiju dobrotu, pa mi na kraju zabiju nož u leđa. Nije to ni prvi, a ni zadnji put, da mi to netko napravi, ali što ću, toga je uvijek bilo i bit će. Sada samo znam da ja više njima ne mogu vjerovati, zapravo više ih ne mogu smatrati prijateljima. A već sam im jednom oprostila, kad sam plakala u razredu, kad mi je bilo jako teško, samo su se četiri cure (od njih 24) usudile doći i utješiti me, a ove ostale su me samo gledale, i poslije mi rekle citiram „Oprosti što te nismo došle utješiti, ali imamo dovoljno i svojih problema.“. I ja sam prešla preko toga, a sad znam da nisam trebala. Mimi (ova koja me zvala) kaže nek se ne obazirem na to, da nisu toga vrijedne, i ima pravo. A ja jedva čekam da počne škola pa da njima zabijem nož u leđa. A znam da će me tražit ili zadaću iz hrvatskog, ili da im napravim pripremu za engleski, da im objasnim gospodarstvo, a ja jednostavno neću. Ja sam dovoljno sposobna i dovoljno znam da ne moram od nikog tražit pomoć i ne plačem kad dobijem slabu ocjenu (kao neki) i ne pucam na prosijek 5.00 što znači da oni koji pucaju na to moraju od mene tražit pomoć a ja im više neću. O još više čekam kraj srednje škole, samo da više ne moram gledati ta odvratna dvolična lica. Jako sam se u njima razočarala. Tako me netko već neko vrijeme nije razočarao kao one. Kuje...
No još sam se jednom danas razočarala. Uz svjedodžbu nisam dobila nikakvu knjigu. Baš sam tužna zbog toga, a tako sam se tome veselila. Bila bi sretna i da sam dobila pjesme ili nešto iz struke , što sam u prošlom postu rekla da ne želim.
Još kao da to nije dosta glava me boli. Ovaj tjedan na praksi cijelo vrijeme buljim u vražiji kompjuter unoseći neke podatke. Užas... Imem feeling da ću eksplodirati. Još sam staroj pomogla spremati drva pa me i ruke i noge bole. Dobro da će vikend pa se mogu bar mrvicu odmoriti.
Kao da još sve to nije dovoljno, slušam ja radio. Krene pjesma „Trebaš mi“, ja gotova. Cmizdrim ko budala a ni sama ne znam zašto, možda nagonski.
Vozila sam se i malo na bajsu (trpeći bol u rukama , nogama i glavi) ne bili se malo opustila. Išla sam sa poznanicom Nedom. Zašto poznanicom? Jer ju poznajem i ništa više, nije mi prijateljica. Ja imam samo 3 prijateljice i 3 prijatelja; sve su ostalo poznanici.
Moram napomenuti da se prvi dio moga posta ne odnosi na cieli razred već samo na „ekipicu“ iz razreda s kojom sam bila dobra, ostali me na zanimaju. Mislila sam neke zvat na ročkas, ali no way.
Kako me krenulo, možda ga i neću slavit. Najradije bih slavila kod djeda, na selu. Na mjestu za koje me vežu prekrasne uspomene mojih prvih 18. godina. Na mjestu koje me u djetin jstvu č9inilo presretnom i posebnom, ali ne mogu zato što netkood onih koje bi pozvala ne bi došao tamo jer je problem sjesti u vlak, izaćži na idučoj stanici i pješačiti dva kilometra. No ako mi puhne, možda budem i slavila tamo, samo sa tamošnjim društvom; curom Valentinom i dečkima Mariom i Hrvojem. Naravno i Lanom koja je već pristala doći bez obzira gdje ja slavila. 18. rođendan mora biti nešto posebno, bar ja tako gledam na to. Također sam razmišljala o tome da pozovem samo ljude do kojih mi je stvarno stalo, a njih nema baš puno, no ima vremena još mjesec i pol (gotovo).
Neću više niš pisat jer je ovaj post stvarno dugačak...



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